lyrics:
damn its been so long
ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather

i cannot deal with this
might aim at my head with a 40 clip
n i shouldve known u werent innocent
i dont understand not a little bit
i cannot keep going im sick of this
she told me pull up so im getting in
she told me im good n im getting rich
but at the end of the day im still sick of this
fucked on my bro now he dead to me
funny how u turn a friend to an enemy
funny how i keep on going no matter the pain no matter the amount of hennessey
might just make me a new melody
u gave me no hospitality
girl u just gave me hostility
doubt my ability
i crack a bottle n drink it
i cant feel nothing guess thats my ability

ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them

i thought i told him, he been getting no love
im getting no love they eating my soul up
i cannot focus
with all these drugs in my brain i feel like im going insane
fucking my pain up
i been fucking my brain up
only know my name yea u dont know my pain yea yea
how could they change up for some pussy u not day one
n u not gang bruh u mean nothing to me u changed up

totem (prod. JabariOnTheBeat x Shah Major x Vs1lito)

lyrics

and baby could u come here pull me closer
im like way too drunk i need a chauffeur
im like oh my chest n oh my lungs hurt
i dont kno why u wanna fight why u want war
instead of holding me down
on the ground i got way too fucking high like just the other night
symbols poppin up inside my head just like some flashing lights
my bro just gut a wood n now he fillin it with some meteorites
im driving home so late n girl i cant see past the headlights
omg im tryna drive so please turn off the headlights
still drinking to forget about the times u made me feel right
n girl im outside
turn on the houselights just let me inside

just let me inside
i need a lullaby
i spark a wood it keep me warm on the cold nights
since she left i cant admit when im not alright
i live a fast life i dont live a safe life
n i thought that i needed u
i couldnt do it myself so ud push me thru
its so dark its so cold now
got no more friends i drink alone now

amiri jacket its ok i gotta stand tall
big bands big jordans imma ball
bro help me out i think im gonna fall
omg im goin off the walls
oh baby wake me up when theres sunshine
cuz right now im not seeing any lights
i thought ab her in the sky on a flight
i thought i couldnt miss her if i live a fast life

n baby could u come here pull me closer
im like way too drunk i need a chauffeur
im like oh my chest n oh my lungs hurt
i dont kno why u wanna fight why u want war
instead of holding me down
on the ground i got way too fucking high like just the other night
symbols poppin up inside my head just like some flashing lights
my bro just gut a wood n now he fillin it with some meteorites
im driving home so late n girl i cant see past the headlights
omg im tryna drive so please turn off the headlights
still drinking to forget about the times u made me feel right
n girl im outside
turn on the houselights just let me inside

headlights [prod. metlast x luffy]

s/o to Kidd Amo https://www.instagram.com/kiddamo/

lyrics

i just wanna sleep all day n never wake up
n i think i like ur face without the makeup
these cold winter nights when like everythings down
reminds me the time when u left me in the ground
n i never thought that id let my people down
i wish i could say that u figured me out

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

i was filled with stress n paranoia that u wouldnt stay
i shouldve listen to my gut i shouldve known that u would change
she started changing n transforming i cant call her the same name
ur feelings complicated n im still the one you blame
from not that long we fell in love, n wrote each other songs
when i was with you i felt like i was right where i belong
n now i couldnt tell u how much i was wrong
how much that i was wrong
i dont wanna feel no more im hurting daily
i turned to the drugs knowing they cant save me

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

(just wipe my head let me erase it)
(i dont wanna feel no more, dont wanna do these drugs no more)

its complicated feat. Kidd Amo (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

prod. irby

lyrics
im not worth it
i been searching for a purpose

(n i cant go on much longer, cuz im afraid that youll just see me)

i been working
you been lurking
i been hurting
i deserve it
n ur perfect im not worth it
im certain i deserve it
i feel the summer coming gotta run it up
this productivity just part of moving on
i cant talk rn cuz drugs they got me gone
i rlly havent felt myself in so long

forgot ur face cuz its been so long since i saw u last time
n u showed me the light
i was so bright
what happened to my life
i wish that i could tell u but the timings never right
i remember saturday i was barely holding on
when i left that party i was lost in the dark
still feel lost in her arms
i still feel lost in my heart
i still feel lost in my life but i gotta push on
drugs im gone
i just wanna move on
but i cant restart
omg i think im falling down
bury me six feet inside the ground
im tryin even tho i cant get out
i cant believe that u would kick me when im down
moving too fast can we slow it down
im working on loyalty for when she not around
im working on self love for when no ones around
cuz ik one day that no one will be around

n i know its a hard life
i know its a fast life
im tryna do u rite
dont need me in ur life
n i miss the sunlight
oh i miss the sunlight
n i cant go on much longer
im afraid that theyll just see me for who i am
not who i wanna be

i been working
you been lurking
i been hurting
i deserve it
n ur perfect im not worth it
im certain i deserve it
i feel the summer coming gotta run it up
this productivity just part of moving on
i cant talk rn cuz drugs they got me gone
i rlly havent felt myself in so long

my car broke down on the highway (prod. irby)

stupid bitch

lyrics

in the back of the coupe im just sliding
i dont fuck with that girl cuz she lying
i just greened out now im fucking dying
throwing up my guts out n im crying
new drip looking sharp like a fucking trident
new drugs omg i might fucking die yea
i dont kno u please stay out my fucking life yea
i dont owe u shit except a fucking fight yea
im so fucking drunk right now
might pass out
on the fucking ground
u were laughing about me look who laughing now
they was fucking dubbing me look who dubbing now
all the smoke destroy my lungs so im coughing now
imma stunt until im dead in a coffin now

he was talking shit to me so we lay him down
so we lay him down
n we spinning round
yea we spinning round mary go round
i dont kno u
n i really dont wanna try to get to kno u
old bitch in the past damn like thats some old news
new bitch hit my phone like can u let me blow u
old friends hit my phone like dam im so below u
n once u show your true self people try to control u
thats why i just stay numb
having fun
smoking som
i dont know what im smoking on
but im gone
who the fuck she think she talking to like that
imma dub
havent felt my face in so long
or my heart

in the back of the coupe im just sliding
i dont fuck with that girl cuz she lying
i just greened out now im fucking dying
throwing up my guts out n im crying
new drip looking sharp like a fucking trident
new drugs omg i might fucking die yea
i dont kno u please stay out my fucking life yea
i dont owe u shit except a fucking fight yea
im so fucking drunk right now
might pass out
on the fucking ground
u were laughing about me look who laughing now
they was fucking dubbing me look who dubbing now
all the smoke destroy my lungs so im coughing now
imma stunt until im dead in a coffin now

s/o ebheat

evil eyes (prod. ebheat)

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

Spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/sad-storys-on-the-internet 

Lyrics:
sad story’s on the internet 
stumbled into my head 
cuz i was laying in my lonely bed
now I can’t get a fucking message 
without
thinking bout somebody in my head 
Ripping out a passage from a book i never read
Sipping out a flask 
that I had found when I was sleeping without a bed

i been sleeping on this side of the road for to many nights
i just need to find a new road with better lights (with better lights)
i just need to talk to somebody that's alright
that's alright

I can’t get a message now
I can’t get a message now
I can’t get a message now
without
thinking bout somebody in my head 
Ripping out a passage i never read
Sipping out a flask 
that I had found when I was sleeping without a bed
Writing down all these fucking words down in ways I never said
It’s been awhile since I missed you but I still hear what you said 
(still hear what you said)

i cant get out of my bed
had to get off of these meds
i couldn't get out of my bed
all these messages on read
all these fucking thoughts inside my head
leave me here with what i said
and i will rot inside instead 

i keep fucking up my own track
fucked up my bones im smacked
i fucked up my own back
want you to come back
hate that your long gone
singing my own song 
(fuck all my old ones)

all alone in my head even when your in my bed
im sorry ima mess i cant talk to you im getting pressed
i cant talk to you im getting PRESSED
im just kiddin ima mess i know what you been threw 
we should be friends
give a nod to the head cuz if you already feel dead 
cuz we got lost on new meds 
an then i fucked up our bread
Thoughts clogged in our heads
we fuck in your bed
you should take off the mask
before im lay here dead
I poured out every drop
I didn’t do it myself 
And I don’t wanna talk bout health 
Cuz all my boys are in hell

sad story’s on the internet (prod. AVXiD & iOF)

unprepared (michael harris)

lyrics

why lie
i jus wanted u first
i tried 
but i cant outwill the universe
white eyes
wide eyes
when ur kicking dirt
in my face
in ur place 
and it hurts

let go
let go
i know
i know
i hope
you chose
the right
path forward
i
i cant believe 
i
i cant
i cant
i cant see
why i
i cant
i 
cant help but bleed
i cant i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant see

why lie
i jus wanted u first
i tried 
but i cant outwill the universe
white eyes
wide eyes
when ur kicking dirt
in my face
in ur place 
and it hurts

kicking dirt in my eyes like im not a human as well (killedmyself)

prod. GAXILLIC

=Lyrics=

Hollow17:

i dont wanna write another sad song
u found me when i was far gone
i dont know how u did that shit
cuz u found me flyin in the abyss

ghost in my room
im the only one that see them
im the only one that can free them
and im the only one that can teach them

about the new life
and how things are today
while they teach me about the past
i tell them about everything we have
today, about everything we have today

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Eyelee:

and i been alone for a couple of years
and im trying to let go of a couple fears
but u make it so hard for me
and im trying to let go and leave it all alone

u dont know what im going through
and i dont know what im gonna do about it
guess ill walk around here

tears in my eyes when i look back at u
and all the stuff that we used to do together
when we were together

Hollow17:

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Cant See The Sun W/ eyelee

lyrics

???
aint gotta do me like that
codeine in my tummy make the stummy look fat
i died and met God but he sent me right back
try to wear my shoes you aint walking past the flak
news flash! kiddamo caught stealing from the saks?!
aint brushing my teeth when im collecting these plaques
said that i was corny but at least i aint dax
know they start ducking when the chopper go quack

i been sipping wok but im not thirsty
im off these pain killers you can never hurt me
imma ask for His forgiveness even though im not deserving
but imma spend my whole life proving that im worthy
imma spend my whole check on shoes and 30s
you can never hate on me if youre over 30
dadstar sneakers they thought my shoes were dirty
ask me what my shirt is
you aint never heard of it
i will refuse to buy it if its inside the mall
just know its nothing personal i had to cut u off
amiro on the vertical i know God helped me write this song

aint gotta do me like that
codeine in my tummy make the stummy look fat
i died and met God but he sent me right back
try to wear my shoes you aint walking past the flak
news flash! kiddamo caught stealing from the saks?!
aint brushing my teeth when im collecting these plaques
said that i was corny but at least i aint dax
know they start ducking when the chopper go quack

met God (prod. aurum)

rock bottom

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