what's that 
sudden urge to feel concerned now
where was this all the way back
when it was necessary
the time surrounded by my adversaries and now
and now     
 
and you got that double barrel shotgun
once you got that double life
and you can take a shot at either        
 it won't mean it in this rife     
so you can take that ammunition 
place the shells right on the soil
observation out of question 
careful planning left to foil

i left i left  
after that outbreak it's over
of course of course  
there's a remedy for this dismay
the subtlety of being positive
not sure what's left that   i have got to give up
 

and you got that double barrel shotgun
once you got that double life
and you can take a shot at either        
 it won't mean it in this rife     
so you can take that ammunition 
place the shells right on the soil
observation out of question 
careful planning left to foil

and what's left for me  
drown out sound it's deafening
i don't wanna settle this debt for free  
we    found what wasn't meant for us right here  

double barrel ft. brecken (king theta)

lyrics

one look and i am petrified
if you could see directly into my mind
it would hold on to you too
im still holding on to everything that i dont want to
if your dreams arent waht they meant to be theyre nightmares come to haunt you
i could fight off all the demons only if im right beside you
we went rocking in the parlor La Gal right outside the highschool
feel like persian in the mirror then i shock em like im raichu

baby you light me up, wick
i seen hoes around the country you the only ten i seen
picture perfect baby you could be on a tv screen
im so pinsir baby youre so ribombee
amiro angels music in the afterlife
but while im here i promise ill stick by your side
and now that you see me in a whole new different light
baby im so petrified
2 gram blunt split with my guys

one look and i am petrified
if you could see directly into my mind
it would hold on to you too
im still holding on to everything that i dont want to
if your dreams arent waht they meant to be theyre nightmares come to haunt you
i could fight off all the demons only if im right beside you
we went rocking in the parlor La Gal right outside the highschool
feel like persian in the mirror then i shock em like im raichu

bigwappa x notahero - petra (p. legos)

Shout out brecken and casperrr for working on this with me

heyyou w/ brecken & casperrr

prod dash 

sample from whiplash
lyrics ⬇️
theres not a future thought in my head oh well
well i could tell you what i want next 
but you would yell
yell at me for my best
for secrets that i had kept
then wonder why i aint slept
oh well
think this is something i cant repeat
keep stoopin low
you gonna find me out in a ditch
i dont want you to know
i dont think i dont think i can be seen like this
id rather you go tell everyone im just in an abyss
stuck out in the snow
way too cold so i couldnt flinch oo

think my lil brodie jus hit em a clip
360 y y hit on yo miss
and he doin damage so that you cant stitch
all of the stuff that you wish he aint did
act like my wifi aint runnin so i could just possibly find me some rest
act like this wachu been wantin
honestly please come be my guest

white paint on my whip
all of my vices green
i dont want you to trip
but i dont wanna you to cling
like what do u mean

well its pretty easy if you would just listen just for a minute 
i could tell u how i really have been 
like walkin to finland
thats how the distance feels between us when you get tempted
if i had wishlist you wont get it
ill throw that lil promise over the hedge

hits like a comet covered in ship
if we woulda saw it it would be sick
hints like a comment you wont forget
but we had a problem thats what we missed
covered in star dust under the mist
woulda been harder not to be hit

barley had started when you had dipped
hate you departed think we had skipped
my head been clouded hate to admit
i hope these feelings diminish they cant replenish
you act like a skit but this now a show
like where did u go
if i had a blick then i woulda blown
like you didnt know

and i cant explain how im feelin alone
every night i feel like theres not a phone
no where to reach
nowhere to be
part of me feel like im left out to bleed

finland (dash)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

a single from brecken and i's upcoming album

lyrics

i know that you worry that this shit gonna keep growing and culminate
i dont give a fuck about it anyway
i peel my skin back in hopes that people will resonate
im getting honest at an alarming rate
staring at the sun as its falling down
baby im too high cant talk right now
i know it sound repetitive but theres nothing else to talk about
but i cant get my point across if you dont hear me out
your fit is so precious but i counter it with all black
but i know that you like that baby
youre the queen of hearts and im just a fucking jack
joker
discard pile
mediocre

please please dont say that its over over
lost too many people in this shit thats what i told her
once i get some money in my pocket you would know
baby pick a spot tell me where you want go go
once i crack the seal im on go go
everything at this party moving slow mo
i can tell you hate me got the notification
but we should stay together no more time should be wasted

i know im not making money on vacation
gave me the cards but you hate it how i play them
thought i had em all in order but you gave a flush
not talkin about the one that everybody wants
but i was at the party i was doubling my cup
while shorty want Bacardi i was lookin for the runtz
she ask me if i want her i said hardly not much
itll be over for awhile in a minute
ill be in the corner of the party up on business
i wont even talk to nobody or get the digits
if i wanted something i know that way ain’t efficient
if you saw me now
you would see in me im winning
making all this money now my people see me grinnin
everything im seeing on their face had me feelin like im different

fifty two pickup w/ brecken (p. under the maple tree)

Shout out dash for making 10/10 beats 

Lyrics - 

No face
no case
 I be slidin through the night
All black blade tucked  ain’t lookin for a fight
30 on my clip turn his whip to a shrine
I don’t talk much I just creep when it’s time

Drip like the gutter ice look muddy
Hit your block once now the whole scene bloody
Don’t know names I just move how I move
Lost in the smoke ain’t nothin to prove

Ghost in the cut I don’t do no loud
Keep my head down but I still draw crowds
Lames talk slick but they all want clout
Slide through slow make the whole hood doubt

Tags on my toes not clothes that’s death
Ridin with a piece I don’t need no vest
Chrome on the hip make em freeze no flex
Came from the mud I ain’t pressed bout checks

No face
no case
 I be slidin through the night
All black blade tucked  ain’t lookin for a fight
30 on my clip turn his whip to a shrine
I don’t talk much I just creep when it’s time

Drip like the gutter ice look muddy
Hit your block once now the whole scene bloody
Don’t know names I just move how I move
Lost in the smoke ain’t nothin to prove

rise n shrine p. dash

🍂
lyrics 
she wanna have picnic 
im tryna get my dick licked
she say ima bad vibe
fuckin up her business 

she gimme cold shoulder 
i brush it off like soldiers
we’re only getting olderrrr iiii

i only speak nonsense 
you got better options 
but you chose an artist boy 
leaves falling downhill
in springvillie i’ll cry 

you’re perfect baby i just been in a funk 
don’t wanna talk i been tired as fuck 
lay in my bed and im thinking bout us
you need anything shawty know i’ll be there
100p percent 
leaves falling off my tree feel like deadwood 
shoutout wraith that’s my homie he in deadwood 
i fuck her good yah she know i don’t got deadwood 


she wanna have picnic 
im tryna get my dick licked
she say ima bad vibe
fuckin up her business 

she gimme cold shoulder 
i brush it off like soldiers
we’re only getting olderrrr iiii

i only speak nonsense 
you got better options 
but you chose an artist boy 
leaves falling downhill
in springvillie i’ll cry

leaves (NE’ERDOWELL X 93FEETOFSMOKE)

prod. michael harrison

lyrics

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

am i worth saving
reflection in the mirror says he hates me
a shell of me walks through life bravely
knowing how brittle ive been lately
its crazy
i dont cry, its just to tiring
i wont lie, its eating every part of me
cause i tried, but failing too damaging
now i shy, at the thought of someone loving me

cause i dont know if i was ever someone u wanted
hope u stare into my eyes realize that im not fine would you cry if i off it
late night drives with the windows down cant remember when i lost it
been in my head so long would you miss me once I’m gone stay calm when the shock hits

brittle (michael harrison)

🦋
(MisFiiT)

coldheart i got that 
big sauce i got that 
trapped in my mind sometimes and it’s so ass
i don’t really socialize
not that kinda butterfly
drip drip drip i cry when the mood ain’t right

i been bumpin all my homies in my earbuds 
you got no buzz
ima songaholic this shit like drugs
percocet molly 
i ain’t runnin i been walkin 
try to shoot i didn’t cock it
i can’t keep my cool im on a rampage 

keep my cool impossible
self improve improbable 
i’m so stagnant 
i can’t ever take flight 
i been bunkered in my room 
till it’s noon and the suns out
girly hit my phone 
she my sadness culprit

music keeps me whole in this dark place 
keep it to myself i ain’t fuckin with the rat race 
suicidal thoughts i am always tryna erase
sleepin in my bed tryna dream more like escape 

ion got a warm heart that shit like a cold one
i been working myself sick like a cold or sum 
feel like icarus my life right now is tough 
thought after thought this shit is way too much 

overbearing i been fighting like a dark soul tryna parry it never works 
i’m speechless at your words but they don’t hurt
i just wanna fly fly fly away like a butterfly maybe like a bird too 

i been blue like a smurf 
so i write another verse
purge out insecurities till im out of words 
this shit is like a diary 
the good and bad sides of me 
my best talent probably 

(wraith)

Baby you’re a butterfly
Darling I’m a moth to the flame
Think I’m sick in the brain
From the med’s that I’ve taken
Losing my sleep
No dreams, getting made here
Night’s get long
All alone, it’s not safe here


Baby I’m already dead to me
For so long, I’ve been trying these melodies
I flop fast, too bad for publicity

And instantly
It fills my head and
I can’t even trust me
My own fucking words seem
Like they never happen

Maybe I’ll be dead next
Maybe I’ll get better
I don’t even know yet
Baby please don’t bother
I won’t mend

(IcarusLurks)

Look at the time I know it’s not changin
Look at my mind I know it’s been racin
I’m burnt out yeah I feel it in my lungs when the light goes down
It’s like I’m losing sight when I look back now
Think I’m falling down 
I watch the wings burn I ain’t coming around and I know 
this fall is gon hurt
I’ve been getting closer and closer to earth

So Fuck it reset 
I done changed to many times to know me best
Still know myself better then most before the regress 
So don’t tell me what you think I fucking need next
I don’t really need much I just wanna regret 
All the fucking time spent tryin fix shit that’s already been offset 
Its all burnt down
I watch the city burn while I fall back down
I wonder what’s mine now
It’s all burnt down

butterfly w/ wraith & IcarusLurks (Slayerr x Triazo)

thank you for listening
thank you for being here

prodby @chillsebs

though at war, he's been indoors, the body sore, and torn, and dormant
if i don't wanna talk about it, least i'm being honest
thorns of those adored remain accomplice to the hardship
he's always fallen short of pulling swords from out the garden
the polishing of floors becomes reflective that he's tarnished
back it up before the words contort from what i wanted
evenings on a porch he's never bore of taking part in
endorsement of that orange supports the forging of despondence

time clots when you have the stopwatch break
i won't be disappointed if you show up late
the kettles had been settled in support of the weight
his temple thus embezzled of it's coriander brain

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

split at the waist, forced to guard, stood in place
and every morning that breaks subjects his soul to ablaze
he'd prefer being burnt to a pile of sage,
where the ache in the air is relieved of it's grave

missing targets that he really shouldn't
uncompressed when melodies are fluid
stake it like it's weak against the turmeric
beings want his blood for their consuming
puppet felt the tug and pull of nothing
ponders why and how he's always running
shit had changed with loss and gain of loving
mercy at the gravity of what is

i really think i'mma erode, the moment i've struck any gold, aye
just let me go, just let me go, you do not know me
hope is a torturous road, but gonna see where it goes, babe
she left me alone, now nobody knows
absent of warning

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

pendragon (chill sebs x poppy ozu)

rock bottom

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