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Toska

REFRESHRATÈ

𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚓𝚘

Vibes XX

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

sewerperson = 🐐
Lyrics🎱

Green water
Short breaths
I can still feel you here within my chest
You took me farther than the rest
So now you must know that you're stuck inside my head
My head, again
I shoot for the sky
I don't know where to land
I build up my guard
Just to watch you, break it down, all over again

It'll happen again
We're running in circles
Was this just ur plan?
To play me then fuck me
Then boast to your friends?
I'd rather you be honest
Than end up lying in the end

And I appreciate all the bad times you caused me
It taught me a lot, and it taught me I was starving
For someone else to love, maybe pills maybe drugs

but it's certainly better than feeling unwanted or undeserved
Like, should I give up?
I'm never sure
I could pop a Klonopin
And I let my mind surf
But it can never save me
From the doom that I deserve

sewerperson: 
Taking in pieces back
I will not fold to to clowns
With this bounty on my head
I will still hold u down
I had felt like a god when she get down on her knees and service me
Picking out bitches inside the club at this point it feel like pageantry
Mama I know ur not proud of me
But still I hold my ground with women tryna get shit outta me yea
Maybe I crossed a line
Fuck it I know did it and I did it proud
I'm a demon child Lucky enough to stick around

Green water
Short breaths
I can still feel you here within my chest
You took me farther than the rest
So now you must know that you're stuck inside my head
My head, again
I shoot for the sky
I don't know where to land
I build up my guard
Just to watch you, break it down, all over again

green water ft. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

@lilskeleskrrt

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i haven’t been waking up fast enough
i’m too naive for something like real love
i don’t even really know who you truly are
at least it feels like that from afar

so tell me everything that you've been hiding
a faceless volunteer that left me writhing
i’ll be in my room so please don’t mind me
the worst part of it all is the deciding

whether or not you’ll even
be here tomorrow
you've given me blades
but i guess they were all borrowed
the lies that you’ve spun
you hid your last smoking gun
don’t wanna know how it starts
just know you fractured the hearth

wait
for a second
i need to catch my breath
take a step and
realign myself
with my intentions
i forgot how to think
yeah it’s impressive
the way i read your mind
no obsession
i just had a hunch
it was expected
no matter what you do
i’ll still accept it
you’re still half of my genes
i can’t resent it

baseline elevated high, i
wrote this to remind my
ego to abide by
the rules behind my eyes, i
fell into a state of shock
amassing so much writer’s block
i thought my hands had time to thaw
now i focus on every flaw

would you hate to be so weak?
would it tear you up limb to limb?
has it ever occurred to you that i'm
lost at the beginning, no?

[skele]

hold on to you
so tight it hurts
i can’t let go
i can’t make you worse
this isn’t what i asked for
give me a sign
that you would’ve kept my
heart sore
leave me to die
gave you a little
don’t have more
i’m out of time
i can’t move on for
a reason tonight
it comes from the hearth
i wish you could see the sparks
i made for us

[zoltar]

i been waking up at 4 a.m.
white lies got me stressed again
internalize all of my anger then release it
through a pen
i’m so sick of second chances
you heal with a small bandage
how could you jeopardize a life,
a wife, a holy marriage?

and i won’t ever make the same mistakes as you did
i know you’re in my blood but i’m a different human
plus i can air out all my grievances through music
i lost the man that i revered through shit excuses

i cannot handle the things are given to me
i thought i was strong but i’m so fucking weak
feel safer in sadness, i hide my exterior
peace is so boring but i feel inferior
i’ll be returning whenever you’re hurting
cause you’re still a part of my family tree
suffer through poems, i gotta get goin'
just don’t forget to leave the light on for me

hearth (ft. skele)

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

all that i am

entire album mastered by Zoltar
cover art by @rosebudpainting on twitter

ACT I. The Egg
featuring S.I.N.
guest vocals from Addy and EpitomeOfFailure

ACT II. The Cycle
guest vocals from Horosha, Gaby Thomas, and Decks

ACT III. The Pianist

The Cycle [prod. rémdolla]

lyrics⬇️
crushing the thoughts that been breaking me down
how could i write so much and you never liked my sound
voluntarily always around
but now ur making me feel a way so i gotta get out

lie on the cold ground
duplicate that feeling that you thought you found
maybe this my chance maybe right now
yea or I’ll suffocate in advance if i dont fight it out
even lookin at these plants i i feel like i dont amount 
to all the beauty that they hold cuz i cant even count all the times that i would fold at the fault of my mouth
even when i promised everyone it wouldn’t go south

late gigs knowing that you wont be there

paint a pictire for me knowing that i will not fear

yea cuz i wont breathe ur judgy person air
for once it might be nice to be all the way out your hair

ill push back i dont like it when it feel like that

no crash pad when im falling i fall down hard flat
i dont even have the energy to feel bad
i dont see anyone who wanted a rematch
i been pushin in my memories like way back
Yea u dont want anything like this you want a price tag
money dont mean anything if you cant even buy that 
promise youd be runnin from me if you knew what i had

i live i laugh
but i dont wanna use the stuff that hurts the people most
wait until the night pass
then ill stay low
cuz thats the way that itll last

(Weepings)

We've been on and off like every other week I fucking swear
Girl you got me crashing out; You got me growing out my hair
I'm doing all these drugs to pretend like I don't care ...
But I do too much
Girl I know you fucked him I feel nauseous but I still miss your touch 
Smoking on some potent pop some oxy till my brain turn dust
I'm bleeding out my back I'm just your toy and my heart soft like plush
A puppet on your string an I will wait for you to treat me such
~
Cuz if the pain I feel is cause by your hands I don't mind
I showed you my darkest parts and you left me behind
Who knew that my love for you would leave me feeling blind
Girl no matter where I go you're still stuck in my mind
~
And flashback to the moment that I met you
Even then I knew I cannot forget you
I remember how you looked at me the night I loved you
But now I fear I'm falling short
Back and forth, every time we speak it feels like we in court
God it hurts, Knowing that the girl I love left me in dirt
What am I holding onto still, like bro ... that hoe left me first
I could never trust another soul, like I trusted you
I still got love for you
I wish you loved me too
Girl honestly I can't see my future with another fucking person in this life

voluntarily w/ Weepings (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

My worst fear, and now the real thing

What's the fucking point
What's the fucking point if everything never stays

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me

My worst fear, and now the real thing

Do Not Disturb (Prod. Gusuck)

produced by @bazington x @1wasterr

lyrics:
gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

there's nothing left that's here for me
everything i kept u took away
hate it when u say that it's not that hard
always wish u'd stay but it's not that far
said they wanted me to change and it left me scarred
they all putting me to shame i just played my part
hate it when u break and it's on my shards
don't know how much u can take when ur my safeguard (3x)

do anything for u
i think of u every day it's just cuz i adore u
give more than i can afford to
u tell me i'm lying but it's all true

gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

i just wanna leave a trace :/ (baz wasterr)

lyrics:

show me how to speak
can u show me how to breathe
again, because darling i can see
everything you done to me

maybe then you'll learn
how it feels ur skin to burn
alive, so please dont u dare and turn
to someone else while ive been hurt

by person to claim to love me
by the girl who promised to stay
so where are you now
where are you
somewhere far away
so maybe when u come
you finally be done
but for now
but for now you won

my love, my love, i fear
ur touch i longed for years
my love, my love, my dear
the feelings that i feared
so where are you now
where are you now
somewhere far, far away
so where are you now
where are you now
i lost that girl in may 

show me how to speak
show me how to breathe
again, because darling i can see
everything you done to me
and maybe then you'll learn
enough to learn me
and maybe then you'll learn
enough to know my hurt

the girl was lost in may

lyrics

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out if ur the one cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

said its my first drink this week
she mad it just turned sunday
im rolling some shit look like bayleaf
think you should come over to my place
dont know why you stressing out
baby you got all my love
ill pour some liquor out
this shit made my brain turn numb
i still smoke a lot but im smoking less than last year
i dont talk a lot cuz im rapping more this past year
she said i have a way with my words
trying my best but im feeling the worst
i see the crows and i know its a curse
i see the crows and i know its an omen
my body young but i drink like an old man
they think im lame cuz i rap bout emotions
i made a wave now theyre sick from the motion
seasick just throwing up in the ocean
you can call me if you need it
ill be here just sipping potions

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out this shit cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

everlasting (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

i'm sorry

berlin

(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

problematic [idly blare]

movie sample : bull durham (i recommend)

lyrics
i think itd be better if i stopped breathing 
how u take your time will ot stop the bleeding
oh i tried to recognize and it just left me healing
ur face appears in dreams n i cant handle what im seeing

oh i let it slip out my grasp
i take another sip from the flask
maybe if im drunk ill relax
maybe when im dead this will pass

i cannot forget u
i shouldnt have met u
im giving myself room
but that wasnt for you
it happens like time and time again
when this is over can we be friends

how can i rationalize
the shit that goes on in ur mind
i thought i saw but it turns out im blind
give it some time
ill be fed to the mice

ok , you win .  (wraithontheporch)

lyrics

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

drugs pick me up
lately i been getting fat and crying too much
i gotta get up off my ass and make a song
remember we was driving by them big houses and im thinking to myself "i want this for us"
ill make a song with my friends
i still got that blindfold on im jumping off the fence
i cant wait to pour up
said i cant wait until we fucking blow up
but you still bump my songs thats why i love you so much
so i know that its all in my head
i know that youre all in my head
i know that its all in my head

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

i think ur one of the few (p. ryan kelly x jolst)

i shut myself off, dead
ion feel nun at all
til my eyes cry red
i feel dead by default
til i'm drained out, bled
i still take all the fault
you can blame me instead
i should take all the fault

i never call, we never talk
i never wanted that, i swear
i swear it's off, i swear we're still the same, i thought
thought we'd be over this, i swear it's all my fault
it's all my fault. i always act like i forgot

bitch i'm way more than pissed off
i got fifty in this drum inside my pistol
i'm so close to breaking my streak, cut my wrist raw
i pray to this sawed off, how i hope it blow your lips off

this bitch so psychotic, almost lost it, ion give a fuck
i could kill you right now where you stand, like is you down or what
i hope that you understand that you're way past just fucking up
i know deep inside you're so depressed, lil bitch just suck it up
swear to god bitch suck it up

we're on different pages
but the same book
i'm waiting
for you to find out
what i did, i'm impatient
i should show you
its ok, i'm still sorry
i thought we, had an understanding
i'm sorry

suck it up

TOTAL ECLIPSE (prod. crescnta)

no samples.

I need a light
Hop in the bed
I don't wanna fight
It's too dark
You did me dirty
I got there first
Hopped in my dreams like I'm the worst
I don't know
You won't even talk
Hop in the whip 
Imma take loads off
I'm with the JEEPers 
Imma get dirty
We gone fish in the river 
Fuck a new drug cause I roll with my people
You can get back ain't no bad bunch of people
All of these people are good ain't no evil 
I cannot vibe with a ninny believe me
I vibe with the vibes cause I am the hero 

inspired by nothing, nowhere, and wubz.

she's a dream killer

ACT I.

Someone else again,
Running towards the Ocean,
Grew up in a Mound of Dirt,
And we keep falling.

You still grew up better than,
Some of the rest, but you're still living in the past.
And we keep falling

I'm still holding onto memories,
and someone else again, someone else again.

ACT II.

Rest now, don't try to test me.
I've been up for days I'm running empty,
put your trust in this,
you put your trust in me,
find your peace in something, even if you're cool with agony.

I guess I've seen better things,
My life it is everything, seen the best; the rich, 
and lived within the subtle gaps of things
the real it gets the best of me,
the priviliged never live to see, existing part from everything,
a world full of collision bleeds,
and I've experienced everything,

both the sides of the scale and grief,
I end up sinking in my sheets,
dwelling over everything,


Rest now, don't try to test me.
I've been up for days I'm running empty,
put your trust in this,
you put your trust in me,
I've been up for days I'm running empty,

Mound of Dirt

You gave your all, just to watch it fall.
Tell me how it could be wonderful,
Can try your best, but nothing good will follow.
Your love is hollow now, I prepared I was ready to be gone tomorrow.

And so I traveled on.
Until my time will come,
And so I traveled on.

Reach into my Chest, yeah.
Tell me how to live, yeah...

Oh, Oh, Oh.

Reach into my Chest, yeah.
Tell me how to live, yeah...

Be Still, My Soul (outro)

thank you for listening
thank you for being here

prodby @chillsebs

though at war, he's been indoors, the body sore, and torn, and dormant
if i don't wanna talk about it, least i'm being honest
thorns of those adored remain accomplice to the hardship
he's always fallen short of pulling swords from out the garden
the polishing of floors becomes reflective that he's tarnished
back it up before the words contort from what i wanted
evenings on a porch he's never bore of taking part in
endorsement of that orange supports the forging of despondence

time clots when you have the stopwatch break
i won't be disappointed if you show up late
the kettles had been settled in support of the weight
his temple thus embezzled of it's coriander brain

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

split at the waist, forced to guard, stood in place
and every morning that breaks subjects his soul to ablaze
he'd prefer being burnt to a pile of sage,
where the ache in the air is relieved of it's grave

missing targets that he really shouldn't
uncompressed when melodies are fluid
stake it like it's weak against the turmeric
beings want his blood for their consuming
puppet felt the tug and pull of nothing
ponders why and how he's always running
shit had changed with loss and gain of loving
mercy at the gravity of what is

i really think i'mma erode, the moment i've struck any gold, aye
just let me go, just let me go, you do not know me
hope is a torturous road, but gonna see where it goes, babe
she left me alone, now nobody knows
absent of warning

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

pendragon (chill sebs x poppy ozu)

DO I GOTTA BE SCOTT PILGRIM??

(PLEASE MAKE THIS YOUR MYSPACE PAGE SONG OR ELSE)

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE

Lyrics:

(verse1):
Let go, run back to the faces of my past
Will i ever reconcile with who stabbed me in the back?
I know youll be with me when we fade to black
But all this just makes me wonder, will you still think of others?

Were over but i still miss you, my love
Its common sense, but i cant lose your trust

Meaning everything was a waste of time….
You seem so scared, please come home tonight!!

(the mf høøk):
Ramona, do you ever feel alone? It makes me ponder…
Are your seven evil exes still a bother?
Even tho im drowned, im breathing underwater
Its so somber…

(verse2):
Im embracing hatred, got my heart racing
My head feeling crowded, but my eyes look so vacant

Dont wanna talk about all these feelings that you salvaged
In your head its dark, kind of like a power outage

Embedded in this permafrost
A boy stuck in a paradox
In this world i feel so lost
Im hurting and youre standing tall

(the mf høøk222):
Ramona, do you ever feel alone? It makes me ponder…
Are your seven evil exes still a bother?
Even tho im drowned, im breathing underwater
Its so somber…

(end/ “the breakdown”):

WHAT THE FUUUUCKK!!!

(RAMONAA!!!! RAMONA!!!! //// I JUST MISS US!!!! I JUST MISS US!!!!)
And after all these years (AND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS!!!)
Do you really want me
So if i cried real tears (REAL TEARS!!!)
will my soul be ugly? (x3)

(RAMONAA!!!!/// I JUST MISS US!!!!)
(AND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS!!!!)
(REAL TEARS!!!)
(RAMONAAA!!!/// I JUST MISS US!!)

ramøna <3 (dead yami)

lyrics

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

i been pouring up some purple potions gotta better my flaws
youre right that i aint get the notion but still i called you
i think you think i have it easy baby what would you do if you were me
but who is me
swear im better off writing my eulogy
im so full of me
at the same time felt a decline in the way that im viewing me
im scraping up rust off my armor maybe that way i could get clean
i feel the atoms that make my being whole just fold and rot and die
she pour out red wine but she rolling brown eyes
i cant fight this battle baby theres a thorn in my side
it feels like too much energy just to try to survivie
i got none left im giving out pieces of my soul for this shit but the songs dropping right?
the songs drop on time
i fought a hard battle but the sword has dulled through time
i put this lighter to the blunt and watch it shine
it look just like a shooting star when im passing by

soon ill find out this shit taste like water when its late
i hope you satisfied my face stuck gray
youre gold, but i wear silver chains
yall make sure my funeral dont happen in the rain
they counted forty arrows when they made the case
i swear these crows dont do nothing for you except get you stuck
baby my cart is low so when we chill can you bring the blunt
cause im tryna smoke
im tryna smoke so much
im not the same man that you thought you knew
how better i was

better i was

thought u knew how better i was

scraping off the rust (p. kaydo)

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. [swan dive] (hollowprpl x ash.)

[clip from tron]

lyrics

you're still within range
i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

party 'till the morning, till that face off
i left all my pain out in the pavement oh
you might think i'm crazy but i make it work
if you not with my bodies we gon' make it hurt

listen, i rub both my eyes and create friction
mission, i just double down when i go missing
fuck it, all of my designs yeah i crushed them
from my wish list, all that force on my back like a piston

if you didn't see a hollow body then i think you missed it
yeah it's still my crew but it's not where i'm drifting
i know where i'm from, where i came, where i'm living 
i just pack it up and throw it in the vision

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

wasn't sure if i should let you go
but i didn't want to see you drown
you built me up like a mound
we were both lost but now we're found

last night felt slow then you called
completely forgot i was in a snowstorm
minus a negative and you will move forward
all i need's a body with a whole heart

i don't know who that is but i'll post up
maybe i just make my move
i kept all this pain strapped 
but now it's just paint I use

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

the perfect system- snowstorm

the perfect system- snowstorm (irby x cxrter)

everything (prod. oilcolor)

produced by @prodreaper
mixed by @nick-grivell

i break fast, move slow
don’t ask, they all know
their fake laughs, won’t change
walk past, no names
blades and, roses
my heart stays, frozen
i lay back, breathe deep
i flip through my TV.

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities
i miss the way you smile through the pain
inside your photos
you haunt my dreams

watch the raindrops rolling off the tattoos
on your shoulder
since you left me I’ve grown colder
breathing heavy like theirs boulders on my chest

its real
but all of the rest 
don’t care how you feel
so i think its best
this blood I’ve spilled still goes to waste

i get that membrance of your face
while I’m walking in the downpour of this rain
outside your place, I’m breathing your name

i hate the way the wind still howls
through the leaves outside my window
don’t breathe your insecurities

FREE DOWNLOAD

Blades & Roses -(prod. reaper)

Official Video

ok, go away (Prod.  Andre)

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

go follow @sinxi rn he makes god tier music.

lyrics:

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
but guess that i was wrong
cause i thought that you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well
ooo~ oooo~ oooo~

cause i miss all those days
we would mute ourselves in game
and talk shit about
the people we both hated
Now a days only hate that i haves
for myself
You said lets think bout the future
i understand that but
cant help but think bout what
could have been
said it was better than nothing
just wanted to feel anything

whats the point if were
wasting our time
its what you said
left a hole in my stomach
get over it
cant help but think about those nights
you had

the cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

ill use this time to remind me
never fall in love cause it hurts
too much now days all i think ab are
awful things ye ill put that cyanide
right in my veins ye ill change my
discord name wont talk to anybody
thought it was better than nothing
all that i wanted was something

cutest voice in the whole world
emissions were on made yer eyes glow
but youll never join the world no more
uwu o well
miss your touch like a phantom
cannot catch my breath cause the scuffed lungs
but at least theyll match a broken heart
uwu o well

uwu o well ~ [p. sinxi]

prod/mix - fats'e

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