all vocals written and mixed by notahero and brecken
produced by under the maple tree
mastered by notahero

a cool collab album

a single from brecken and i's upcoming album

lyrics

i know that you worry that this shit gonna keep growing and culminate
i dont give a fuck about it anyway
i peel my skin back in hopes that people will resonate
im getting honest at an alarming rate
staring at the sun as its falling down
baby im too high cant talk right now
i know it sound repetitive but theres nothing else to talk about
but i cant get my point across if you dont hear me out
your fit is so precious but i counter it with all black
but i know that you like that baby
youre the queen of hearts and im just a fucking jack
joker
discard pile
mediocre

please please dont say that its over over
lost too many people in this shit thats what i told her
once i get some money in my pocket you would know
baby pick a spot tell me where you want go go
once i crack the seal im on go go
everything at this party moving slow mo
i can tell you hate me got the notification
but we should stay together no more time should be wasted

i know im not making money on vacation
gave me the cards but you hate it how i play them
thought i had em all in order but you gave a flush
not talkin about the one that everybody wants
but i was at the party i was doubling my cup
while shorty want Bacardi i was lookin for the runtz
she ask me if i want her i said hardly not much
itll be over for awhile in a minute
ill be in the corner of the party up on business
i wont even talk to nobody or get the digits
if i wanted something i know that way ain’t efficient
if you saw me now
you would see in me im winning
making all this money now my people see me grinnin
everything im seeing on their face had me feelin like im different

fifty two pickup w/ brecken (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

ceremonial knife of betrayal my back still hurts
now youre just a pain under my thumb like a splinter
tommy hilfiger all thoughout the winter
i rev my engines i might go away and never come back
you know i love you but if its a fight that you want then its a fight that youll get
im built with robot parts they upgraded the tech
metallic heart growing rust in my chest
its hard to feel but im no longer upset
im too preocuppied from the blood that goes inside the texts
i choose to smoke but im in need of rest
just make it go away

please dont light a match i fear the gasses in the room
it sucks that you played me but theres nothin i can do
i cant keep on livin here im livin in my tomb
i been stuck on you like glue i been stuck on you like glue
in February had nothin to lose
i been smokin on this green just tryna get rid of the blues
they say time will tell well this a farewell 
yea but lmk if you find a better way
i can tell you its been bad cuz its been much worse
fine line between what i want and what i deserve
twilight i see the moon it seem like a desert 
it seems the timing is significant i gotta learn
i see the stars up in the sky
suddenly im so alert
they dont even ask me what im spillin on my shirt
and ion even cap but ima cap when im w her

i got this bottle lets just pop it
im with all my brothers and we pull up like the mafia
tommy gun on my homie get to stopping ya
big taz on my feet get to stomping huh
imma be doing this shit until im forty
alien pack too strong smell like something out of rick and morty
lethal in my lungs i can feel my brain go into orbit
whys it so hard being sober
bae i love you so much my bones hurt
but i been in this hole for so long im part of earth
a zombie boy come crawling out the grave inside the dirt
get rich or imma die trying either way im on a shirt
put me on a shirt

ceremonial knife of betrayal my back still hurts
now youre just a pain under my thumb like a splinter
tommy hilfiger all thoughout the winter
i rev my engines i might go away and never come back

back i dont wanna feel like this wanna feel like that
i feel like you dont want my love you want my bag
feel like lately this life really aint been bad
just give it a chance

i been trying hard to get up but i flat line
deathnotes i write on my desk when im up all night
i try fakin all my business its a bad lie
i know once i find my mistress ima make a wife
relapse then i think that i wont feel alone
well thats the biggest lie that i think that ive ever told
all my bones hurt my back breaks just take my soul
and since i left her i been glad that it aint as cold
and i got dry eyes
please dont tell me its like last time
im bloodshot
in my mind i musta gone blind
stupid mugshot its lasting a long time
til my record changin i know i wont feel alright

ceremonial knife of betrayal (p. under the maple tree)

hate it when my feelings creep up like a nightmare
i swear
i aint mean to do it like i did but it was something I could fight for
we have memories that i would die for 100 times over if you let me
1000 lightyears away
but theres still something that im holding
time stops when i see ur face now
i dont wanna see that no more
it only made feel im not worth it
it only made me feel like you were bored
when you talked to me was it something that you wanted
or was it nothing of the sort
all i know is that you slammed me out the door
and ever since being happy been a chore
its not a miracle if i cant make it back to you
And im so sorry that i did just what i had to do
Had to add up to the list i got of bad news
but when you hear it you dont hear it how youre meant to
used to wear me like a life vest
til the excuses came intruding i cant digest
and when its folding over i find a new sidequest
i hope it hold me over until you get my text

i press record and then i take my first sip
im not ignoring you im just tryna fix this mix
im flying off this keef dust like a pixie
im falling down inside the void like are you with me
trust fall
ill give you my all
i could write a song in 20 minutes but in your face i stall
cause finding all the right words too hard
with love from my broken heart
lets live together we could build a house thats right under the stars
swear youre more beautiful now that i know who you are
im all rusted up can you please replace my broken parts
im so fucked up cant cry but if i could id cry a lot
they already know whats good whenever i walk into the spot
me and brecken so high were in outer space like kirk and spock
were just stepping on them like a pair of birkenstocks
we gon get big money like wap
im just trickshotting like cod
should out gray shout out amo
they my brothers let me put you on
wonder where i been for the past few days just sat back rapping smoking runtz
they already know where i be at in the party im quiet sipping mud
i stick to myself i dont feel the same i run from everyone

nothing of the sort (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

i fear that its just me and this drink right now
im so high right now but ill still hold you down
im not sure whats going on

but its not enough
i love you so much that it hurts
you pull my cigarettes out your purse
and if i die put subwoofers on my hearse
and play my music so everyone can hear it
so they know i tried to give you the world

i think i need a break for my bones
if all my best songs when im fucked up whats the point in living sober
getting older
and she obsessed with the fact that i need closure
but really she just care for me so i felt like an asshole back when i had told her
i think you should go
put dnd on my phone
im tryna make money off this shit so let me cook and just leave me alone
baby i got a chip on my shoulder
sisyphus rolling boulders
in this fit i feel polar cause im cold
but not as cold as it is outside
ill pick you up baby you can stay the night
its lowkey pathetic all my feelings on a fucking flash drive
making folk songs
and she dont even like that style
bae i love you im not tryna get hostile
these are love songs i hope that they make you smile
i pray one day ill make something you like
thats why lately im recording every night

I dont like when we fight
i swear that its getting old
see inside of my life take a look at whats in bold
its assault
i dont need a single thing to realize
that its my fault
and you could draw out all the lines but i dont need to see the chalk
cuz i know i what ive done wrong
and its building up inside of me and breaking through the walls
you gotta understand that theres a couple reasons i dont call
i know its understandable that you dont wanna see me fall
i know life been hard
take a couole steps back
and you think you went far
yea you think you a star
well i think you should check that and see right where you are
(this anxiety been breaking down my heart)
everything inside of me been leaving hella scars
i hate this anxiety its leaving too much marks
they be laughin and they lie to me
so why cant i restart
with the thoughts in the dark
while i sit in my car

but its not enough
i love you so much that it hurts
you pull my cigarettes out your purse
and if i die put subwoofers on my hearse
and play my music so everyone can hear it
so they know i tried to give you the world

sysiphus (p. under the maple tree)

you told me everything you said that you would
im teyin not to trip but its hard
i wish i aint did what ive done
got a futuristic feelin that i been plain
if i did what you had wanted then id feel pain
Tryin not to stress over the picture frame
and if i did it then its been fillin me with hella shame
lately i been sitting thinkin that its all a game
maybe you would take me seriously if i changed
but what im choosin in my life make me feel insane
maybe id better off jus switching lanes
contradiction when you claimin and u tell me that
you been skippin time with everything you like
its bad
and i been wonderin why its feelin bland
but its because you ruin every single plan
i dont even understand whats in my head
sometiems i feel okay but right now im feeling dead
I can’t understand how these feelings blend
with these silly words right now im seeing over text
oh my god make it make sense you know i hate to defend
i cant take offense if i dont care what you said
let me just pretend like i know whats coming next

smoking gas in the hotel
baby can you call me you can break me out my cell
pull me out of hell
and if im being honest im not feeling myself
im dizzy sipping hypnotic tryna make the best out of the worst days
but im still making you love songs so you cant complain
and im still smoking like i used to i think my voice changed
i know my souls quality went down but ill still love you always
i know im sitting right here in front of you but im far away
and i know i look unpleasant
the stars are out tonight ill wrap this blunt like a present
im scared that when im 21 theyll be no further progression
if i can make it out tonight ill take this sign as a lesson
its like i think this shit a game
high off of pride and i get drunk off of shame
im the only one to blame
still notahero same name
making money on the web like im spiderman
smoking mary jane
we get high like super man youll always be my lois lane
know when im down could always call my brother J
but how come when im down i always go right to the drink
i hope they dont make the shrine before i reignite the flame

spidermane (p. under the maple tree)

its more like a dream
its hard to see right now
but i promise that ill come out clean
Just let me bleed
its gonna be a fine amount
my shirts gonna seep
heartache gets the best of me and i cant ever sleep
i cant express this enough
been saying please for so long that i cant breath
so it seems
that its the end of my life
its not a dream
i wish it was
To give me peace
like a gun
the smoking leaves
hard to tell whats right
dont look at me in my eyes again
or you’re gonna pay the price
im not sure what’s going on in my head
but i gotta get out my mind
yea u gotta step outside again
the wind make me feel alright
and ion even really wanna pretend
but i still try

what do you want from me
well i would do anything for you
pull the stars out from outer space
and ill make em all into a bracelet
its not reflecting in my paycheck
but i got time lets get to wasting
i know just how hard you been working
but i dont have anything else that i can give to you
blood falls out of my clothes
my body gonna fall apart just any day now
im dealing with my own shit im sorry i dont got time to take you out
but you look so perfect inside of that blue dress
im so fucked right now but i been tryna use less
im useless
feel my sanity going away im feeling clueless
remember that time when i was drunk and crying
swear that i heard you laugh
i swear i miss the old days girl and all i want is you back
losing my mind again
tell me whats right again

hard to tell whats right
dont look at me in my eyes again
or you’re gonna pay the price
im not sure what’s going on in my head
but i gotta get out my mind
yea u gotta step outside again
the wind make me feel alright
and ion even really wanna pretend
but i still try


seep (p. under the maple tree)

rock bottom

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