Vails x Mackk - not so special
Prod. By Mackk
Vocals from vails 
Lyrics below:

You think of me special, but I ain’t shit
Got a lotta issues I can’t fix
Heart been cracked, yeah it’s got no stitch
Every time you love me, it just don’t stick

I been running from myself again
Tryna fake a smile, play pretend
You see gold where there’s rust and pain
You hold on tight, but I just can’t stay the same

Yeah yeah I break down when the world gets loud
Yeah yeah Smile on my face but I’m not proud
Yeah yeah I’m just a ghost in a fragile shell
Yeah yeah Been through heaven, but I stayed in hell

I been runnin’ from the pain I feel inside,
Smile on my face but it’s all a disguise,
Bottle it up, yeah, I keep it in tight,
Pray for the day that I’ll finally feel right

You see hope where I see my flaws,
I see cracks where you see no walls,
I keep falling no hands to hold,
Heart too numb, it’s already cold

It’s already cold it’s already cold
And now I’m freezing, now you’re leaving
Now I’m grieving baby why you leaving me 

You think of me special, but I ain’t shit
Got a lotta issues I can’t fix
Heart been cracked, yeah it’s got no stitch
Every time you love me, it just don’t stick

I been running from myself again
Tryna fake a smile, play pretend
You see gold where there’s rust and pain
You hold on tight, but I just can’t stay the same

#rap #melodic #vails

Not so special

lyrics

I feel like the dirt
I question my worth
I wear and I tear
My favorite shirt
I hope that I can
She thinks I’m the man
I’m letting her down and
I feel like the worst

No it ain’t safe to say yet
Hung up on yesterday its
Still in my head
I’m sorry 
Hate when I’m so mistaken
Trying to savor faces 
Hoping you don’t replace me
I can do better baby
I can do better maybe

Maybe heavens worth the tests
But fuck, this smith and wesson
Has a way for testing what is next
Swallow my breath
I put the world in my hands
I feel like a mess
But she swears I’m the man
I’m doing my best
At least as well as I can
I barely stand
The fucking shell that I am

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

you told me everything you said that you would
im teyin not to trip but its hard
i wish i aint did what ive done
got a futuristic feelin that i been plain
if i did what you had wanted then id feel pain
Tryin not to stress over the picture frame
and if i did it then its been fillin me with hella shame
lately i been sitting thinkin that its all a game
maybe you would take me seriously if i changed
but what im choosin in my life make me feel insane
maybe id better off jus switching lanes
contradiction when you claimin and u tell me that
you been skippin time with everything you like
its bad
and i been wonderin why its feelin bland
but its because you ruin every single plan
i dont even understand whats in my head
sometiems i feel okay but right now im feeling dead
I can’t understand how these feelings blend
with these silly words right now im seeing over text
oh my god make it make sense you know i hate to defend
i cant take offense if i dont care what you said
let me just pretend like i know whats coming next

smoking gas in the hotel
baby can you call me you can break me out my cell
pull me out of hell
and if im being honest im not feeling myself
im dizzy sipping hypnotic tryna make the best out of the worst days
but im still making you love songs so you cant complain
and im still smoking like i used to i think my voice changed
i know my souls quality went down but ill still love you always
i know im sitting right here in front of you but im far away
and i know i look unpleasant
the stars are out tonight ill wrap this blunt like a present
im scared that when im 21 theyll be no further progression
if i can make it out tonight ill take this sign as a lesson
its like i think this shit a game
high off of pride and i get drunk off of shame
im the only one to blame
still notahero same name
making money on the web like im spiderman
smoking mary jane
we get high like super man youll always be my lois lane
know when im down could always call my brother J
but how come when im down i always go right to the drink
i hope they dont make the shrine before i reignite the flame

spidermane (p. under the maple tree)

ive been thinkin
its not my fault
back on the wall
had my back up on the wall but they makin feel horrible no matter what I thought
i know this cant be enjoyable for as long as i want
but my thoughts still seem recorable so i tell em wassup
its making me feel terrible when you say what you want from me
i can see through your smile when you dont whats wrong with me
i promise that ill get there one day
dont wanna say probably
but maybe this is all the reasons why they been bothering
theyre not following
its cuz they dont know what its been like when i get to work
its been hallowing
see me spill pain on shirt
and they like oh my god what is wrong w him
maybe this could be something thats really good for me
so it would really be something if i would back out
wish that i could walk through life somewhat comfortably
feel like a zombie homie need a nap like right now
Been tryna tell em this ain’t something i can write down
i hope these words thats in my head will help my bank account
but thats not really why im here not here to make it out
im just tryna tell em how i feel from the confines of my house

just give me time ill turn nothing to something
all these restless nights alone this shit aint something i wanted
im in the gutter now
his bones are no longer solid
just pull me out
i can barely stand for this let alone stomach
its too much for you
i know that feeling myself
but how do you think i feel after "letting you down"
the path to life is steep
if nothing else than you should stay for me
im floating right before i fall asleep
if nothing else ill see you in my dreams
just know that ill love you eternally
but i feel so worthless
i wanna see
wanna see ya
wanna show you my song and give your head a kiss
i look disgusting bae got blood coming out my lips
i fear the day you call me trash i think ill fucking flip my lid
some days i think that my shit trash but nah fuck it im him
im fucking drunk right now so fuck it aw fuck it im him
baby me and you got love like pam and jim
this feeling inside of my heart so hollowing

hollowing (p. under the maple tree)

you want me to stay imma stay for you
you want me together imma break
i think you should put the blunt out girl its getting late
and i dont talk about it and its something that you hate
and i hope that you listen to the songs i make when im off alcohol
i put you through so much how did you put up with an asshole
blunt been burning the back of my throat but i feel it in my soul
i cant let you go
i cant let you go

two pills before bed
blue pills in my head
dont remember what i said
its always like that
i forgot my heart girl ill be right back
right track
pick myself up and in that im alone
she said if you ever need me you can call my phone
girl i go to sleep so late and you so early
wouldnt want to waste your time on it its not worth it
wanna shed my mind
baby you can tell me bout your darkest times
never met another crow like you in my life
my life
tonight
can we just talk like we used to baby ill try
baby ill try to stay for you

you want me to stay imma stay for you
you want me together imma break
i think you should put the blunt out girl its getting late
and i dont talk about it and its something that you hate
and i hope that you listen to the songs i make when im off alcohol
i put you through so much how did you put up with an asshole
blunt been burning the back of my throat but i feel it in my soul
i cant let you go
i cant let you go

help me make in the meantime
a few signs in my chest help me make it out my head
down hill dont wanna sled
i dont wanna make it down there before you admit
one chance take my hand
i know that you wont regret
its not the principle its all thats coming with
im not invincible dont shoot me til im dead
i hate the ridicule feel invisible when i hit my bed
its always feel so horrible when im walking outside
maybe maybe i dont get no sunlight cuz i wanna -
i would rather wrap up in my sheets i wish ur here tho
maybe next year ill see clear and youll be here i hope
i hit a roundabout my maps say dont exist
i try hard to make it there in time but you dont know where i am
i wont make it this time ill say that im in my head
i been in in way too long im sorry everything i missed

its getting late (p. under the maple tree)

its more like a dream
its hard to see right now
but i promise that ill come out clean
Just let me bleed
its gonna be a fine amount
my shirts gonna seep
heartache gets the best of me and i cant ever sleep
i cant express this enough
been saying please for so long that i cant breath
so it seems
that its the end of my life
its not a dream
i wish it was
To give me peace
like a gun
the smoking leaves
hard to tell whats right
dont look at me in my eyes again
or you’re gonna pay the price
im not sure what’s going on in my head
but i gotta get out my mind
yea u gotta step outside again
the wind make me feel alright
and ion even really wanna pretend
but i still try

what do you want from me
well i would do anything for you
pull the stars out from outer space
and ill make em all into a bracelet
its not reflecting in my paycheck
but i got time lets get to wasting
i know just how hard you been working
but i dont have anything else that i can give to you
blood falls out of my clothes
my body gonna fall apart just any day now
im dealing with my own shit im sorry i dont got time to take you out
but you look so perfect inside of that blue dress
im so fucked right now but i been tryna use less
im useless
feel my sanity going away im feeling clueless
remember that time when i was drunk and crying
swear that i heard you laugh
i swear i miss the old days girl and all i want is you back
losing my mind again
tell me whats right again

hard to tell whats right
dont look at me in my eyes again
or you’re gonna pay the price
im not sure what’s going on in my head
but i gotta get out my mind
yea u gotta step outside again
the wind make me feel alright
and ion even really wanna pretend
but i still try


seep (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere

life, keeps fucking me over like left and right
man sometimes i just wanna fuckin die 
i waste my time inside
i barely show my face
i feel so out of place
like an alien up in space
man i just want a taste of a normal life

like how’s i supposed to know
u were gonna go
a target placed on me it’s like u were aiming for my throat
throat, mine closed up i couldn’t say no more
fuck i think i passed out and smacked my head upon the floor

what was i fuckin thinkin huh
love blinded me and it’s obvious 
holdin back tears and it’s bad for us
i’m done
if i can’t count on u
then, then what would u have me do?

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere (2x)

typical (sorrowbringer)

lyrics
lock me in the studio, ill be fine 
every time i sleep she hears my teeth grind
ill give u my heart girl ion need mine
ill just let it go but can we rewind
this shit way too fancy, i got red wine
[REDACTED]
when im in the booth i feel my tears dryin
ill just chalk it up to some bad timing

i just wanna go back to my home , do u understand 
body parts enclosed inside this frozen land
i got a sixth sense the ghosts try grab my hands 
shawty u can see me thru the grains of sand
sands of time have fallen like the ottoman
i sit in these leaves , im the autumn man
i sit in these flames like im the fireman
oh ontop my desk u can see plenty cans

lock me in the studio, ill be fine 
every time i sleep she hears my teeth grind
ill give u my heart girl ion need mine
ill just let it go but can we rewind
this shit way too fancy, i got red wine
[REDACTED]
when im in the booth i feel my tears dryin
ill just chalk it up to some bad timing

the autumn man (branwen)

let u go w/ yungcray (sorrowbringer x luffy)

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slow dancing with tuff guys *cover* (sorrowbringer)

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