Bro im crying, anyone with addiction knows

duskdreams 
2

lyrics

//I fell beneath the earth
But i’m back this time for you//

Flashing lights, they must be sirens
A rushing tide, well it’s just perfect timing
I saw the signs, didn’t really mind it
Because I met ur eyes, this scene didn’t even need perfect lighting

Let’s stop the fighting, stop the lying
It’s me and u against the rest
Don't ever stop confiding, stop the hiding 
All I wants to hear your chest 
The pressures piling, the weathers wild
It’s more than being put to a test
Our chances declining
Just a little more trust and then we’re bound for success

Sweden
I just love that i can see me breathing
It shows that I’m still here, even when iIm screaming 
My souls the one disappears so It’s just sound 
I don't think I can lose you right now

No way, I been thinking about you all day
No shame, I just cant be living this way
No direction without you in my mind
I think I owe you my life

Baby i hit a wall
Smacked me on my head
And now it won’t release unless I do that shit again

So yeah it’s sticking with me
Invisible but I still bled
The scars won’t fully heal
Unless I make a fucking mess

Flashing lights, they must be sirens
A rushing tide, well it’s just perfect timing
I saw the signs, didn’t really mind it
Because I met ur eyes, this scene didn’t even need perfect lighting

Let’s stop the fighting, stop the lying
It’s me and u against the rest
Don't ever stop confiding, stop the hiding 
All I wants to hear your chest 
The pressures piling, the weathers wild
It’s more than being put to a test
Our chances declining
Just a little more trust and then we’re bound for success

Woah sleepless nights without you
In my arms, It's hard for you to
I know It's a struggle but we can make it through
Just want you to know that I love you

I can see the signs I know you're scared
But I'm right here there's no need to fear
Please don't stress about the things you can't control
Baby lets add these halves and live as whole

dd2 intro

DD2_Intro (Xander)

prod. numb - https://www.youtube.com/@_numb

out on all platforms -
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/notcursed/pretty-girls

wish i didn't feel a thing 
i don't want this at all
pick myself apart
i wont catch me when i fall
dangerous cycle
keep crying at walls
i cant look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

detrimental to my mental health
i cant find the strength to rebuild myself
i'm done pretending
i'm overwhelmed
for this long, how have i dealt

wish i didn't look like this
i cry at the thought
'beauty is pain'
i guess that's true after all
painful cycle
but it's my fault
i can't look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

pretty girls (numb)

Lyrics:

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
Questions flood my brain like a hurricane
It's about time it overflows

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
What are my favourite colours, how much more to discover
Feels like its all brand new

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

<3

Identity's Arithmetic (p. keano quinn)

don't wanna stay (prod. boyfifty)

awake for too long (prod. I S O L A T E D)

lyrics 

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

waking up every time i feel ugly 
cause i don't see myself lasting more than 2 years 
i can't i can't I'm tired

taking medicine for my lungs
fucking up my life when i smoke
i'ma disappear like a ghost 
i'ma kill myself you won't care

I been walking through the rain 
I been blocking out the pain 
I been leavin a trail to follow steppin in the mud 
follow further along you notice all the drops of blood 
And I’ve been wishing you would call me, think about you every day 
every hour every minute 
think it’s time for me to change 
Need to get this off my chest before I start to skip a beat 
need to get a little rest
falling to my knees
Need to wait a while longer before you start to feel the grief

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

waking up every time i feel ugly 
cause i don't see myself lasting more than 2 years 
i can't i can't I'm tired

ypu can tell me how to not be afraid 
the way she looks in my eyes i get scared

tell me why ya u be moving selfish 
I'm just staring at myself at my mirror 
cause i can't i can't i can't

spotify

selfish w/ lil booj (jolst)

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

i’ll freeze my soul
don’t breathe when im walking alone
hear your voice thru the phone
won’t talk back to you if you call

just leave me on the highway
i decide to run away
i know you hope i’ll change my mind and come to you another day
but imma do it my way
don’t come by my place
if i don’t return by saturday

coming down, i feel fine now
i can’t let anybody find out
on the walk back to my house
time moves slower, it’s frightened

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

stranded (santana)

lyrics ⬇️

its not a problem til we wake up
botlles everywhere it’s dangerous 
you got tears all on ur make up
but i dont wanna hear whats made up

you been telling me some lies
 and i dont wanna live a life
where everything is made up
tnink we gotta make a change up
like
truth be told if you mess with a light bulb
then the darkness shakes you
you wont see no rearveiw

never thought so light of someone 
also thought youd be here in a month
all alone yea you dont hit me up
I been checkin on your profile like i dont see no one

Maybe this means that i lost now
every other app i look at i been blocked now
yea
i just hope you know what i had i been thru
ii been missin you like very night i miss you
I do

(notahero)

i’ve been sending u signals telepathically girl
can u hear them right before u fall asleep
i think everybody starts out as good
but i can see the evil that’s been shared by u and me
roll down the window i can’t breathe
i won’t partake in this hotbox
i’m certain
and u blow out
now there’s a wall of fog so i can’t see u
and this february, i could fall apart
and my eyes green to gray
they’re so heavy but
that’s what happens when ur messing with a lightbulb
i told her baby girl some things are better untold
i’ll see u soon girl don’t u realize it’s a cycle
and at the end of it she’ll say that i look better with my eyes closed

broken light bulbs w/ notahero & halfhearted (cxrter x vito)

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

spotify & apple <3

lyrics

i spend every waking moment trying to pick myself up cause im falling apart
just to get back into it the very next day but you heal my soul up in the dark
id try to do it myself but i wouldnt know where to start
save me from hurting my heart baby
i want you to love me
i want you to touch me
and whenever im blinded by this shit be my ears and my eyes whenever i cant see
i hope that you need me
i hope you can hear me
i hope you can grab me and pick me off my feet
just to knock me down again

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

could we make the last time count
everything you say everything i hear right now
save me from myself would you take it back somehow
you don't need to worry i just need to come back down
look where weve been cause im closer to death
i see you laugh when youre talking to him
you got your movies and i got my friends
but im tasting salt in the water again
hold me down
hold me still
is this the place where we begin

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

i play you the song that saved my life but you scroll on your phone
and i cant give everything up for this career to just die unkown
unwillingly, willingly killing my body so leave me alone
ill just stay at home
i hope you can find me there

health w/ greenwood (p. jacob vallen)

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

awake for too long (prod. I S O L A T E D)

notcursed

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