guitar vox prod me

everythings swelling up again
and i dont wanna play pretend
its getting late

im still so far

without another way
im careful not to show my face
my fingertips go numb
before im done

im still so far

theres so much
so much left to learn
i am not grown up
ill grow up when i learn

im still so far

so far

1 of 1 . produced by quedronol ~~~~ vocals+lyrics by quedro & @ntmusiclol

I'll stay awake and I'll listen to the sound of the alarm clock
then I'll start to feel bad, cause I'm lying too
maybe too much, but I just can't hold on to something that doesn't know who I am
I don't think that i even want to get up anymore
I'll tell it to stop

they're calling, they're calling
ignore them, you're too weak
I can't fall again, enough has passed
since autumn came, might be my last
and every time the leaves fell, I'd weep
cause it's wasted time
and I've wasted mine

you beat yourself up for nothing at all
you beat yourself up for nothing at all

you come to me when you want to get away from yourself
if this is punishment, I'll just hurt someone else
nobody knows, why I have to leave everything just cause I think I hurt someone
I don't think that I even want to get out anymore
letting go could be so easy
just tell it to stop

you talk to me when you want to get away from yourself
if this is punishment, then I'll just hurt someone else
(cause it's wasted time, and I've wasted mine)
and I'll tell it to stop

pre-Historic +nishith

live a little bit more in the moment! (written, produced & performed by Micah Callari)
stream the song: https://open.spotify.com/track/0KzTPBsgGUfPj45KkHQVgv?si=c0ca099235bb4a6b
stems: https://stemmy.versary.town/a/micahcallari/stim-in-the-moment/
remixes: https://soundcloud.com/micahcallari/sets/stim-in-the-moment-the-remixes

-LYRICS-


Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment

And I think that it’s okay to be something
Whatever, I think it’s better than nothing

Morning seems to come when I least expect it
Blinded by the spotlight so I redirect it
Stirred you in a tizzy yet I’m unaffected
Master of the craft, but I won’t respect it

Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment

Do-do-do you think that it’s okay to be something
‘Cause I do
And do you worry you’ll forever be nothing
Me too

Need a dose of my favorite noises
Hate the sound of these nasally voices
Don’t regret all my worrying choices
Shove it all away and stim

Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment
Live a little bit more in the moment

stim! (in the moment)

COVER BY @BITCHITWERK ON TWITTER

ONE WEEKEND, 9 SONGS, 16 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

https://discord.gg/SfPsr4y4dZ

ft. Alkyl, Drama Trial, Corefish, The Funny Service Trio, Vai5000, Blissom, Thatcherblackwood, SVREN, Mallowdy, Aesir, Dav, Henry, Argyle, TDW, Asleep, Grabillionth

Erm... THAT Just Happened... (S2 Epilogue) - The Funny Service Trio

don't run away from it

stream:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/nishith/social-phobia-2

social phobia

haha secret song! [comment feedback]

out now, everywhere: https://discxrdia.streamlink.to/discxrdia-slaveofmyrage

prod: @prodbykori & me


lyrics:
 i was born with the scars
and i don't know how to contain all my pain 
cause i'll drown in my own blood

and still by my rage 
i'm chained
forced to feed
my own pain

break up 
hold my hands around my neck 
and forget
that it's me

i'm waking up from a nightmare 
where the sun don't shine no more
it's so pretty i admit it 
because everyone was doomed

thousands of bodies that cover the grass
stroked by the thunder then turn into ash
everything was burning 
hide from the hydra

sons of forgotten memories
lovers that hide from eachother
the world's turning mad
i'm still here trying to keep going on
but sometimes it's so hard
cause ill drown in my own blood

and still by my rage 
i'm chained
forced to feed
my own pain

break up 
hold my hands around my neck 
and forget
that it's me

kingslayer soon.

slave of my rage

self prod+mix

lyrics:
tell me i'm responsible
treat me like i'm out of my head
you say that i'm volatile
oh was it something i said?
i don't like how you talk to me
honestly you can follow me baby
all this time i been wandering
apologies for monotony lately

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

i didn't want it but i need it
flash forward on the ground, 'cause i'm bleeding
you're so fucking conceited
look at you now, are you happy? you succeeded
i don't mind, no i don't mind tho
i close my eyes and let the time flow
i go outside and shut my pie hole
started thinking i'm onto something

ok my feelings weren't true i didn't mean that
i went and latched onto you and you can see that
it wasn't something i'd do, can you believe that?
can you believe that?
can you believe that????

get me out of my head, i'm feeling aimless
was it something i said that i can just take back?
i know i'm better off dead don't make it painless
i didn't know at the time it would just fade to black
oh get me out, oh give me something new
things headed south, i don't know what to do
i'd go without, i'd sew my mouth right shut
oh hear me now, i'll go and get my stuff

repeat second half of chorus

volatile

COVER BY @gasstationpercs ON TWITTER

ONE WEEKEND, 31 SONGS, 47 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

https://discord.gg/SfPsr4y4dZ

midnight - Micah Callari & vai5000

drumfill! - spirit³

@unequipped @just_thms @vai5000 @notdiscxrdia @iliastrack @mossxx
Remixes/Samples:
- https://soundcloud.com/sleepyzone/whitefish-boomslang
- https://soundcloud.com/sleepyzone/dawn-of-apples-lundy-hologram?in=sleepyzone/sets/sleepy-tapes-vol-5a

sleepy tapes is a community music event hosted on blisscord where everyone has 5 days to make a song based on a given cover art. This comp had artists use the stems from "5a" to create a remix of the a-side tracks.

sleepy tapes vol. 5b took place september 15 - 22 2023 with cover art made by @dovelessmusic

thank you everyone who participated <3
discord.gg/blissom

AOCMP - 02 [quip, thms., vai5000, discxrdia, ilias, mo$$xx]

kingslayer ✦

https://linktr.ee/discxrdia

slave of my rage

discxrdia

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