THYESE VOCALS ARE LITERALLY SO GORG HOW DO U DO IT

notes: very very fun song! :D originally made this in around august of 2020 but did some massive touchups in the last couple months. thanks to nat left at london for recording herself saying "its music time" on the spot for this lol

produced by me
written by me, boygrrl, glitch gum
mixed/mastered by me
backing vocals at the end by left at london

lyrics:

/phixel/
is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/boygrrl/
you really want to get me closer
but you never hold me right
i really want to fall for you but
you still never hold me right

/glitch gum/
and if everything could be the same, then it would be the same
but even through the change (would you slow down for me)
and if everything was all okay, i wouldn't be this way
when i regain my strength (would you slow down for me)
uh oh, you dont have to go
notice i can pick something back up once you let it go
you dont have to worry bout me, if u want me gone i'll go
but if you wanna see me later you can always let me know

/phixel/
is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/boygrrl/
you really want to get me closer
but you never hold me right
i really want to fall for you but
you still never hold me right

/phixel/
oh, i am burning out
burning down
and it's all your fault
you did this to me, you did this to me

is there anything left 
that i've got to lose
take a walk in my shoes 
and you'll hate it here
you've got nothing to do
but split pawns into two
and you're rationing
what will starve you soon

/left at london/
its music time! its music time! (i dont know, use one of these)

embrace (feat. boygrrl & Glitch Gum)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS !!

self prod
lyrics: 
(through a red-tinted --)

how do
rivers
know where to flow
where do they go
how do rivers know where to go
know where to go

how do
rivers
know where to flow
where do they go
how do rivers know where to go
know where to go

how do rivers stay on their path
erase all the past
i know its the wrong time of year for this
i guess i’ll let the flowers bloom

un fleuve
qui disparaîtra
sur l’horizon
y’a pas de solution
pas de solution, non non

mais quand
je regarde les nuages
je pense à toi
c’est toujours toi

how do
rivers
know where to flow
where do they go
how do rivers know where to go
know where to go

those rose-tinted clouds floating over us
its a color i’ll never forget
the twilight’s first break is ignoring us
the stars won’t light our way

(look at that water! that’s a nice beach)

STEMS

libellule (rivers)

cinnamon breath

ft @shxbes prod @leytonmode
https://open.spotify.com/track/2JWtglaIPaNDV0gMMqU8ig?si=e43c596f066d4f0f

(shibes)
i thought id never grow up but thats not true
ive been wasting so much time just to get to you
you told me that i need to get a clue
but im doing my best just to spite you
i lost my way but i know i can find it
i know i can find it

(blissom)
i know i can find it
the time slipped past my mind and
now im left here the sun in blindin
the fact is i just need some time i
need some time i need some time i

i just need time
time thats just mine
time to grow up thats not beside you
and maybe its fine
fine to waste time
as long as i get done what i want to

(shibes)
ill take back my mind and take back whats mine
i cant believe i ever wanted you
youre always seekin my attention
but i guess we're through
i want you to tell me that its okay
but i cant help but despise you
you dont deserve my smile anymore
pick up the pieces scattered on the floor

(blissom)
tell me its fine 
fine to ask why
why i cant seem to get around you
and i dont know why
why you just lie
about the things u can and cant do

i just need time
time thats just mine
time to grow up thats not beside you
and maybe its fine
fine to waste time
as long as i get done what i want to
i just need time
time thats just mine
time to grow up thats not beside you
and maybe its fine
fine to waste time
as long as i get done what i want to

(blissom and shibes)
the morning sun
is far from gone 
the day has only started and i
know its just
a feeling but 
i think im finally growing up

(blissom)
i just need time
time thats just mine
time to grow up thats not beside you
and maybe its fine
fine to waste time
as long as i get done what i want to

grow up +shibes (leyton)

a song about having to confront something that has terrified me for years

/

snakes in the grass im treading on
worrying ill be bitten soon
hope im not the one you're betting on
dont expect me to finish soon

i want to see a star
i want to see it all
these eyes are so frightening, the open pit widening
these walls are my arms, here to catch me when i fall
i want to see a star
i want to see it all

its been a while how you been
didnt think wed meet again
thought id see you at the end
and that's there we would begin
something new has come to light
burning, smoldering with life
deep inside its come to rise
its putting up a fight
i just wanna take a minute
have i started have i finished
god i hope i dont forget this again, again
well you got just what you wanted
all despite how much i fought it
am i just something forgotten again, again, again

i want to see a star
i want to see it all
these eyes are so frightening, the open pit widening
these walls are my arms, here to catch me when i fall
i want to see a star
i want to see it all

i want to see a star
i want to see it all
(inhale)

these walls are my arms
these walls are my arms

i am light
i am god extended
i feel fear
comfort me please

THESE WALLS, ARE MY, AAAAAAAAARMS

these walls are my arms

1 of 1 . produced by quedronol ~~~~ vocals+lyrics by quedro & @ntmusiclol

I'll stay awake and I'll listen to the sound of the alarm clock
then I'll start to feel bad, cause I'm lying too
maybe too much, but I just can't hold on to something that doesn't know who I am
I don't think that i even want to get up anymore
I'll tell it to stop

they're calling, they're calling
ignore them, you're too weak
I can't fall again, enough has passed
since autumn came, might be my last
and every time the leaves fell, I'd weep
cause it's wasted time
and I've wasted mine

you beat yourself up for nothing at all
you beat yourself up for nothing at all

you come to me when you want to get away from yourself
if this is punishment, I'll just hurt someone else
nobody knows, why I have to leave everything just cause I think I hurt someone
I don't think that I even want to get out anymore
letting go could be so easy
just tell it to stop

you talk to me when you want to get away from yourself
if this is punishment, then I'll just hurt someone else
(cause it's wasted time, and I've wasted mine)
and I'll tell it to stop

pre-Historic +nishith

guitar and prod @cherryrizla
vox @cherryrizla @blissom @leytonmode

codependent

massive thanks to @mewatonin for her help on this track

lyrics:

i went out when i fell asleep last night
yeah i had a feelin i wasnt goin down alright
i thought i gave it up, started feelin bad for myself
i looked in the mirror, i saw someone else
o yea

i woke up in a bad dream
im just another bad thing
i woke up with my eyes closed
she dont love me i know
x2

(change my mind in the morning
break my heart by the time the night ends
said its alright, then?
i've been waiting for way too long
trying not to
break my own heart
break my own heart)

...

[ bad dream
bad things
eyes closed
i know
bad dream
sad things
eyes closed
i know ]

luci

written and produced by me and @starsbeforesunrise
mastered by cherry

cherry:
empty
like the pit of my stomach
it left me
feeling cold and unwanted 
like the rainfall
i fall down down down
like a trust fall
will i hit the ground

dani:
if i wasnt dead you could have my heart
all i ever do is play a part
i dont wanna feel anymore
its tearing me apart, its tearing me apart
im gonna break before i bend
the best i can do is play pretend
im all alone once again
im back to the start, im back to the start

playpretend w/ starsbeforesunrise

Good Morning

track 5/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/0HhUtxxRGtT69s5LPmGDqo?si=42530b0c48d64a72
https://youtu.be/gXJdu-fGXRo

sometimes i wish i was meaningful
cuz being empty is tiring even if a little and
its all good lacking motivation
till something comes and leaves u crying cuz

all the words that leave my mouth are broken endlessly
circling the past and present never giving peace
and every day is what u set out for it to be
dont leave me wanting more
just let me fucking sleep

i fell asleep through the noise
and
as i was drifting off i realized
maybe i was listening too loud
so i took one earbud out
but it didnt make a difference to the sound

dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
and i know that you like to see me
plastered all over your tv
dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
look what i made, is it pretty
would you put it on your tv

dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
and i know that you like to see me
as an artist drowned in meaning
plastered all over your tv
fake the message and the feeling
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
look what i made, is it pretty
is it honest, can you see me
would you put it on your tv
do you think it has a meaning
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art

pre-Historic +nishith

quedronol

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