WHY NOT ME by Nova J

What do you mean you like to cook at home?
Since when…
What do you mean you don’t wanna roam?
I’ll bet…
All the things I needed you to be.
When you were out there cheating on me.
Why have you become that for him
And not me…
Why not me…
Why not me…

You are completely unrecognizable
The changes you made are undeniable
You seem like the person I always dreamed you could be
Why couldn’t you be that person with me?
Oh, why couldn’t you be that person with me?

Now you fold his laundry, give him a kiss
When you’re apart he’s the one you miss
You’re home by ten, no blackout nights
No sneaking out, no silent fights
You water plants and plan your week
You used to vanish, barely speak
I begged for less heartbreak, less pain
But you gave it all to him—what a shame

You are completely unrecognizable
The changes you made are undeniable
You seem like the person I always dreamed you could be
Why couldn’t you be that person with me?
Why couldn’t you be that person with me?

Maybe I was just your practice run
The heart you broke while havin’ fun
He got version 2.0
I got dumped and let it go

Why not me?
Why not me?
Why not me?
Oh, why not me?

You are completely unrecognizable
The past feels so irrational
I watched you become what I never got to see
And it kills me, it wasn’t with me
Why couldn’t you be that person… with me?

Why not me…
Why not me…
Why not me…

WHY NOT ME

Listen or just listen either way you will be listening to the message.

Here are reposts of many of the great pieces I have found on Soundcloud. Enjoy! 

You can find my music on

@tuuligan



Hi to everyone⚘ follow me on You Tube, Spotify, Amazon or others and i will follow back🙏🏻🤷🤝💫 
hope you enjoy my music...🥂🧚
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https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvnWfNf9EzYAbB5gp2bvF7_mYpQgmshOh&feature=shared

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Well, i make music with computer from 20 years and in the past i used music maker magic Cd and Packard Bell. After from 2010 i played in a local band in Lodi, ita that closed during covid...We played melodic rock and i did sound technic with keyboards....🥂
Now i enjoy to create with different apps and remaster with digital studio on line  my tracks but i don't forget to ask a few friends to do jam sessions  in a garage and play original our songs and news🤷🙋🏻‍♂️
thnx for read and good listen too✌
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"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Hi. Thanks for listening. I’m a writer and producer who uses AI tools to turn my words into music. This became my “healthy hobby” after a long battle with addiction. I’m now gratefully sober. I’m open to collaborating with other artists. - Nova J

Ionut Mirel Udrea (Member Of APRA/AMCOS) is a music composer, piano player and music producer based in Sydney - Australia. 
Ionut Mirel Udrea composes emotive piano-based instrumental music.

Sometime check my track.
I am Music Geek.
365 days,I have always struggle
for composition.
But I will never forget the benefits of music.
I am grateful to have met you through my work.
Anxious of  Peace,

LOVE YOU ALL.

-Soju-

曲を制作しています。
時々　チェックしてください。
音楽バカです。
365日　いつでも産みの苦しみで悶えています。
しかし、その音楽から受けた恩恵を。
出会えた様々な方たちに敬愛を。
艱難辛苦を越えた人生の生きる喜びを。
あなたと平和を。
言語も文化も越えた調和を。

 

ソウジュ拝

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢














Keep creating, this world needs music! 

infos:
grooger.yan@gmail.com

WHY NOT ME

NOVA J