this song Thankful w/ RInne is Admirable you deserve way more attention, im famous on social media my contact is in my background photo on here, reach out

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Prod. @astralproperties

hehe <333

Lyrics:
7 books in my bag
Never wanted get it back
Thinking bout u in my head
Want to leave me? Go ahead

Like you hate you, close enough
Like you hate you, thats enough
Thats enough
That that that that that that thats enough

Feels so bad
The pain u gave me, that feels so bad
Really miss u, feels so bad
Really want u, feels so sad

Runaway
Thinking bout u everyday
Never ever feel alone
But now im alone

New game? No, its a new shame
Someday its just i cant even remember my own name
All memories in my mind, its just gone and disappears
uh.. Honestly, i dont know why it disappeared

Haha hahahaha hahahahahahahaha~~~

Disappear (Astral)

w/ @remiliaxd :u

Note: special song cause this the first my song that i prod :u

Thankful

Rinne:
scape our world
glowing skies
during midnight

shining stars 
shine so bright
draw out our timeline

share our thoughts
share our fears
on my knee hoping it's fine

bless this world
hold my heart
then i realize

where'd the time go
baby you're my angel
caught up in this moment
no regrets, you make my mind slow

break down all these feelings
blurry thoughts, it's not a drill, no
you show me your light
and i show you that i am thankful

Noya:
Lost Control

I dont need a fail, but i need a goal
I dont care what she think, and i dont care what she told

Telling me to leave, i should tell you that im close
I dont remember her name again

Rinne:
and at the times you were down
i was there for you
even though i started this whole mess
i never wanted to

i wish i had known that we're the same
i figured that i knew
taking meds just like im sonozaki
just to feel for you

Noya:
And everyday has been a mess
When i think 'bout you
Try so many times
But i always dont know what to do

Everybody like that im alone
I know we cant get along
And this feelings will never done
I just wanna be the one

Never wanted let you down
Get you down
Im grateful
Im thankful

Thankful w/ Remilia

@wistual

Out on Spotify now :D
https://open.spotify.com/track/2hBhkqp4QYlUBcgdcQa6H5?si=5Is64bvSSKS7ha_TXHCDHA&utm_source=copy-link

Note: today its my birthday, now im officialy 15 :u

Lyrics

Noya:
Everybody like that im aloneee
I must to get a new one and now calling on my phoneee
Now i pop some first to feel at homee
Im so rich, but im sad, i let everybody know

Wistual:
she calling my phone
but she dont want me 
im felling so lonely 
my heart is her toy nah 
i know what she wants really

all the these racks and 
she hold me tight
she want all these bags 
man my minds not right  

im wit noya
and she said she dont like you 
break her heart again 
thats your bad dude
wit the money that we gained 
we dont have to 
play your games
say good bye ooh


Alone w/ Wistual (lileffort) *OUT ON SPOTIFY!!

Prod. @josuanatanaelll <3

Note: thx u jnz :u

jnz : 

i found the
peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me yeaaa

peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me 
i love myself

noya : 
I love my self
I dont need nobody else
I just wanna love my self

Starlight shining in the sky
I always look up with my eyes

I dont need someone like you
I dont miss someone like you
I dont love someone like you

Peace in me
I dont wanted you in here
I just wanna live in peace
Let me be in peace
Just talk to me and i'll sing

Aaaaaaaaa
Just leave me with someone else
So i can try to loving myself

(i dont need someone like you)
(i dont miss someone like you)
(i dont love some- just leave me with someone else so i can try to loving my self)

I Love Myself w/ Jnz

@josuanatanaelll
@remiliaxd

note: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Art by me btw <3

Lyrics:
Noya:

i just wnna breath
but i dont wnna live
want 2 give u hug but u kiss my friend
(give u hug but u kiss my friend)

i cant see the world
cuz my eyes was closed
and i start crying and screaming, telling you "where's my mind"

Jnz:

I cant go on with my life
seeing you with him is the last thing i wanna see
doesnt matter what you do 
doesnt matter what you choose
i just cant just cant hate you

then i think to myself everynight
will u still think of me if i die
cause i know that u still want me
u just act like u hate me so i can make the first move

*Hook

Remilia:

and i don't know
where my mind is at, i'm starting to lose control  
stole his heart and leaving mine
it hurts its painful
i don't want to see your face because it is painful
baby it is shameful

but was your love true
i had feelings for you
i don't know what to do
it hurts whenever i think of you

*Hook

Kiara ft. Jnz, Remilia (lileffort)

it was okay until you left

@remiliaxd
@noyaclarissa
@7ick
@echichi
@class_shift
@yukiriito
@wistual
@jrova

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remilia:
yeah, show me love now
baby this is not a couple it's a showdown
cut my wrist, let it flow out
all this pain washing away i'm letting go now

yeah, never thought i'd go so far down
been hurting the ones around me for too long now
yeah, i've been wondering if i'm wrong now
maybe this is what it feels like to be heartbound

noya:
yeaaa i just wanna be the one
cant control myself and now i lost my mind
i just wanna b enough for someone
and i know i cant be the one

find myself in the mirror
u break my heart, i cant take this anymore
baby can you save me from this bad dream?
baby can you save me from the abyss?

lick:
i been so scared
theres a goblin in my closet
im jus paranoid
all the drugs i been off it
i can n0t stop omg im feeling nauseous
its all that i know 
oh
im staring at my phone
feelng so alone

echi:
i really dont know what to tell u 
i just wanna be here with u 
realized it should be with u
realized it should be with u

felt alone in the dark i just wanted ur heart
didnt take too long for u to scare ur heart
feeling jealous to see ur heart smile now
feeling jealous to see ur heart smile now

class_shift:
im still falling down 
from the nest that i 
green fields and blue skies

i think im still holding on
even though you were gone

it's a dome we're part of it
before you're gone

kinji:
n i built it all, now i wanna end it all
i turned nothing into something
but im still feeling empty
omg everyday shit omg i can not breath 

idk whats wrong with me today
im ready to meet my fate
n im sorry for the other day
its not my fault i know im not okay

wistual:
but im not okay 
 
i just want you to stay

i just hope that one day 

you be in my arms
hold you tight
everything is okay okay

please dont away

things dont go my way

i just that you find love 
leave me in the dark 
i will be okay

before you're gone ft. remilia, noya cl, lick, echi, class_shift, kinji, wistual (remilia x jrova)

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Track 3 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

(Break my bones 5×)

Just tell me what u want, girl
Tell me what u need, girl
I can't take this anymore
Girl, my heart feels so sore

I don't wanna be alone
I always stay at my home
No one's calling on my phone
Sticks and stones may break my bones
Yeah

Remilia:


yeah, and i can't let you down
the words i said, they have not been found
take your thoughts and put them in the ground
take my words and spread them all around

i dont wanna fight, everyday of my life
if it's fun to you, they you'll run out of time
everyday is fine, until you remind
me of the times, when our stars aligned

Break My Bones ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Track 2 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

In the night I'm always cry
In the morn I want to die
Have a knife stuck on my body
Heal the pain, no I can't heal that

U just wanna see me die
Just wait until I die
Hoping for me to die
Laughing and smile when I die :)

It's not fantasy, it's a reality
And I suffocate, hope I will die peacefully

Remilia:

moving on
singing songs towards the dawn
take care
I'm aware that you're gone

and I know
that you want me all alone
oooooh
why'd you even call my phone

and I know, it was wrong
what'd I do, sing along
all the things you said were true
but I've been hurt for too long

and I knooow 
it  was  over
cause all I wanted was something I could've shown her

I Just Want To Die ft. Remilia (phantasie)

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
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Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

16 | She/Her

@1aprilshowers
@scarletdevils
@tsunamiwaves
@01wintrrs

treat u like a lover, treat me like a loser

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