haha just hearing this now! cheers nitro!!!

thoughtform collective - September 2021

I will stay and fight and I’ll fight for my friends

I’m glad I have friends and family around and a lot of reassurance that I’m not a nobody and that I’m worth something

thank you

happy again

[this exclusive song from @yoimn3ver brings you through the dark forest as you string through horizons and a thick fog that follows as you follow through the crimson road never looking back. With some guitar work from 5head and beat work from Metlast, it brings you something to repeat whenever you're out and about on your adventures.]

[Artist: @yoimn3ver]
[Producers: @metlast
@prod5head]

Envy

Teddyboi - Envy (prod. Metlast x 5head)

i'm unløvable,, it's great.

(w/ @javier-salas-352134628)

prod. shiki xo
art by. gothextile

you said that u love me..
well, i know.. yes, i know..
i know.. 

i know you said that u love me..
yes i know!! ya i know!!
but u also said stay away from me..
so i'm gone.. 
different time zone! 

{{the vampire}}:
why do u say things u don't mean?
turn my mind off!
turn the lights off!
idk if you're afraid of me..
i won't bite you!
but want too!
everything-i-touch-doesn't-love-me :/
now i'm wrong!
i don't belong!
my-nails-are-black-just-leave-me-be,
writing sad songs!
heart is black, gone!

i know you said that u love me..
yes i know!! ya i know!!
but u also said stay away from me..
so i'm gone.. 
different time zone!
yaa.. i know..

{{lil poison}}:
bitch i know..

ya i fucking hate it when u talk like this,
i'm a junky baby watch me cut my wrist,
she don't never wanna grow up now..
we can run away from this little town!
all the things that i keep inside..
so i'm getting high,
ya i'm wasting my time!
all the things that you put me thru,
i'ma die real soon.. 
i'ma die in my room!!

i know you said that u love me..
yes i know.. ya i know..
but u also said stay away from me..
so i'm gone.. 
different time zone..

Hard2Luv++ (i Knøw) w/ Poison [Prod. Shiki XO]

What you tryna know ? i've been on it
I don't really lie, i've been honest
If you're looking for solace
I'll try to help it's a promise

I don't really like the way i live
I don't really know why i breathe
kill me even if u disagree
Why are you hurting me ?

I got hella clothes wit bloodstains
People in my house and i wish they left
Will my scars go with the rain ?
Will u finally leave me for dead

I'm just a corpse nothing more
I'm not alive i'm on autopilot
U gotta know that i'm cold to the core
Our love is a secret keep it private

My brain doesn't want me to do the right things
There's only with her that i be smiling

I have a hard time finding motivation
But i don't care i'll push through it

solace

solace (iisan)

COMFORT LIES BENEATH JAGGED PAIN

a non-profit album

I put all that I am into this project, your support means the world. I hope you gain something from this, whether it be solace in relatability or a new perspective on the themes discussed on the project. This started as a sequel to Obake and became so much more during the creative process. I think there is something for everyone here, but more than that it is a project that I can be satisfied with, creating something representative of who I am. Whatever it is that you gain from this, whatever reason you have to listen, thank you.

enjoy <3

Welcome To The Show [prod. Stoic Beats]

thoughtform 🧠 🌻

exec: nitro
prod: 
* nitro (executive producer, instrumentation 1-5) (background vocals; 1) (co-writing; 3)
* caspy (vocals; 1)
* horosha (vocals; 2) (mixing; 2-3)
* novagarden (vocals; 3) 
* mkultra (vocals; 3)
* sparko (vocals; 3)
* tofu (vocals; 3-4) (co-prod; 3) 
* kxly06 (co-prod, instrumentation; 3) (mixing; 3 and 4)
* jay hollin (vocals; 5)
* ucif (vocals; 5)

daydreamers / goodbyes (w/ jay hollin & ucif)

midnite hour (w/ tofu)

demons (w/ sparko, mkultra & kxly06)

fragment (w/ horosha)

the bonfire (w/ caspy)

Reflection

Not Okay [+ Nevrfall]

Lyrics:

Everyone wants to catch a break
But no one would see to care
How could you never relax at all
If you’re up and ready to go again
Times are strange and it really shows it
For the best it’s time we part ways
Don’t forget for what I’m here for
And don’t forget to who I really am

I’m a vampire, lost in the sunset
I’m a lover, lost in paradise
No one loves me for the way I look
And I guess it shouldn’t even matter now

I’m a vampire, lost in the west coast
Wanting to go home, back to the Midwest
Why’d it matter when it’s warmer here
And I really want to see the stars now

Smiles are really hard to make
When I’m always sad and so depressed
Here I am just thinking all the days
Of memories so washed in time
Here I go once again in the turmoil
Laying here to rest with my demons
Forget all the thoughts that is seen here
And really know to who I really am here

daydreamers / goodbyes (w/ jay hollin & ucif)

Nitro

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