the day you killed yourself

were you ever here at all

Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
And missing like bullets slamming into deer skin

Glued my green eyes to your face, I'm blind
Follow footsteps a bleeding bloodline

Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
And missing like bullets slamming into deer skin

title fight - head in the ceiling fan (sped up & reverb)

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lyrics;;

I thought I told you what I need :(
Forever yours, what's wrong with me?
Losing myself, why can't you see?
I'm begging for you to hear me
Oh, ha, oh
I'm begging for you to hear me

I'm giving up on you and me :/
Just like a bird with broken wings
I'm good as dead, I'll never be ;-;
The one for you, why can't I see?
I'm begging for you to love me
Oh, ha, oh
I'm begging for you to love me

unknown feelings

VANISHING ACT

prod @lilwannasleep

i took another trip back home
hoping that you're still alone
and not with her in your room

i thought that i'd be doing better 
by now
but it turns out i can't calm down

guess i'll spend another sleepless night 
alone by the phone 
incase you decide to call

i'll spend another day and another night
just starring at the wall

i don't feel okay i don't feel safe
when you're not here i'm not okay
that's why it hurt so bad i had to go

but are u okay do you feel safe
does she ask when ur not doing great
does she know you like i do

like i do

(lyrics)
Let me cry all the hate
You put in my head
I hate your parents
For what they said
And it hurts 'cause it's
Not their fault
So I hide my pain
Inside a vault

Tell me you'll pick up
When I call
Tell me you'll answer
When I hit your phone

Cause I don't want you
Leaving me alone
When I'm with you
But can you not tell
When I lose control
There's a dark shadow
In my room
Can you tell me
Why are you sad
Feeling your heart
Collapse
And when I have my last breath
I'll die a cold old death

eternal

Prod. by anticøn

ver.

i don’t need your love 
i know i won’t give in 
that shit hurt so much 
it hurt upon my skin 
i don’t know if you 
were telling me your sins 
i’m all in my head 
i know i’ll never win


ver.2


no one’s got my back 
i know that shit within 
all these scars upon my body 
and my soul 
you can’t hold my hand 
i’m walking all alone 
i will hold my breathe until 
your stuck in stone 
you done changed so much 
i had to let you go 
i done knew you were with him 
but i don’t show 
oh.

this song has been in the vault for 7 months. im sorry.

SKIN

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decay

banana pie-sped {prod tsuyunoshi}

[MUSIC VIDEO]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECDkglnLSic

[LYRICS]

Misery
Tranquility 
Melancholy 
Can’t keep haunting me

Most people neglect themselves 
Losing all their power
I wonder what they’d live like
If they only had five hours
Only had five hours
Only had five hours
Only had five hours
Only had five hours

They, they say they wanna see God
Wait, your temple’s where that resides
But first you gotta clear your mind
With intent to kill those parasites
Feeding off your mind
But who am I to judge, wouldn’t be me without this process
It wouldn’t matter because I’m not one for living in the past tense
I see there’s nowhere to run, but regret will sit here always haunting
I guess to most it’s fine and I wonder why

Most people neglect themselves 
Losing all their power
I wonder what they’d live like
If they only had five hours
Only had five hours
Only had five hours
Only had five hours
Only had five hours

5hrs [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

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