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i kinda feel safe here
so i guess i’ll remain here
i’m ridden with anger
so you better just stay clear

everyone leaves me
perpetual grievin’
we’ve all got our demons
i’m numb to the bleedin’

i can’t even feel it
i don’t think i’m breathin’
i just needed a reason 
but you left me here freezin’

you know i’m down in a hole
but you keep breaking my bones
& i can’t take anymore

i can’t take anymore
i can’t take anymore..

i’m in this room full of skeletons
how i got here’s irrelevant 
your kiss, it felt heaven-sent
but i’d rather kiss medicine

you watched me turn to a skeleton
i know you remember it
i can feel your adrenaline 
it doesn’t help that your tremblin’

you all pale in comparison
i ain’t fuckin’ scared of him
i see his eyes when the terror hits
you should die of embarrassment

you all know i’m so elegant
think i’m evil, no resident
‘cause my heart is so desolate
feel my pain? i’m expressin’ it

skeletons

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break away from the chains 
that hold you in place
i still remember the day
no matter how much has changed
i’ve sealed my fate so dig my grave
(just dig my grave)

my heart, it beats for no one else
i need you to myself
you’re putting me through hell
you’re putting me through hell

im too obsessive & i can’t suppress it
yeah, you hate my guts 
but you won’t express it
& i can’t accept it, needa learn my lesson
yeah, you rip my heart out
you don’t need a weapon

th-th-the rain comes down & i lose myself
i love you so, but this is farewell
i tell you things that i can’t tell myself
it’s obvious that i just need some help

time alone makes me feel compelled
to just kill myself & tell it all farewell

i’ll probably alone tonight
but please don’t cry, it’ll be alright
just look to the sky where the angels fly
& you’ll see my light, yeah you’ll see my light

just tell me goodbye
tell me goodbye
just tell me goodbye
tell me goodbye

break away from the chains
that hold you in place
she don’t know my name
but it’s all okay

& i’ve been feelin’ the same
nevermind the place
the same old shit, just a different day

it’s obvious that i can’t stay
you led me astray 
& now i can’t change

you pierce through my armor
but i’ll die with honor
i lost my soul, yeah i’m a goner..

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
feat. https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

i’ll be in your head when you find me dead
you never cared, you just played pretend
so in the end when there’s nothing left
remember all the shit i said..

hold my fuckin’ breath
there’s nothing in my chest
but smoke from cigarettes 
& stark regret

newport menthol 100’s
i hate my life
yeah, i feel like nothing
fucked up at the function
i can’t even function
i was waitin’ on something
& i turned into nothing

it doesn’t matter to me at all
i’m going backwards, it fucks me off
i’ll try to fly but i’ll just fall
i wish i never got involved

our love was chemical but my hearts digital
i saw you standing there in my peripheral
you’re irresistible, i’m fuckin’ pitiful
you hardly talk to me, you keep it minimal

i’ll just run away & change my fuckin’ name
i h8 my fuckin’ face, jus put me in the grave 
it’ll never change, it makes me go insane
these drugs’ll take the pain
& make it go away

i just feel so fucked
i cough up hella blood
i said we’re still in love
but you don’t give a fuck..

our love was chemical
but my hearts digital
i saw you standin’ there in my peripheral

our love was chemical
(but my hearts digital)
our love was chemical…

in my overdxse jeans 
nodding off on the scene of a crime 
there is blood on my mind
and i wean off the drugs 
but relapse all the time
i go back to fucked up 
all i know is the mud 

all i know is to geek 
all i know is your love 
all i know is a week from now i'll be gone

in my overdxse
im eating oreos

you at the glory hole sucking chodes
bitch im immortal, im who she chose

and you dont know 
you dont know 
you dont know 
you dont know 

you dont know 
you dont know 
you dont know 
you dont know shit

digital w/ etai s0

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[nvmbr]
all of this anger has turned into hatred
& the thought that you left me
i just can’t fuckin’ take it

turn me back into ashes
yeah, i know i won’t make it
baby, you nvr luv’d me
i was just his replacement

we’ve always been so on & off
(like forever)
she doesn’t know what i’ve been off
(liquid pleasure)
i start to realize i was wrong
(no nvmbr!!)
look in the mirror, i’m so far gone
(i need armor)

i know you hate me lately
& it breaks me baby
& i can’t disguise tht i’ve been changin’ l8ly

you look in my eyes
& say ‘i’ll save you baby’
you can’t save me bb, you can’t save me bb

every time that i touch the sky
i wanna fuckin’ die, why’d i get this high?
on a rainy day
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life

[etai s0]
it's kicking in
the ketamine
I'm feeling it
you reel me in
I'm sick of it

the benjamins
only help to mask the real pain I'm in
the binge I'm on
only happens inside of my residence

again

I'm binging off the drugs again
I wish i had some fun again
(yeah)

it's hard to take the love
when i don't love myself no more
no more

sick of it w/ etai s0

we were countin’ the stars 
tht we put on the ceiling
we called it luv
yeah, what a feelin’

& hearts all break
but they don’t break even
well, my hearts numb
yeah, i can’t feel it

i’ll be good on my own
so just leave me alone
i’ll just stare at my phone
wait for you to come home

but i know that you won’t
i don’t know how to cope
yeah, i lost all my hope
now i feel like a ghost

it’s not like it matters
but i’m movin’ backwards
my bones, they fracture
my heart, it shatters

it’s not like it matters
but i’m movin’ backwards
my bones, they fracture
my heart, it shatters

i don’t know what to say 
when u pick up the pieces
your luv’s a drug & now i’m fiendin’

& you could see it, girl i need it
& now i’m pleadin’, stop my bleedin’

yeah, i get on my phone
& i look at our photos
we’re both still young
but i feel old though

things i don’t know
time moves slow-mo 
you’re far away
im all alone, ohh

on my own

bleedin' on me

heaven on earth w/ heartavenue

nightfall

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take a look in my eyes
i’m so numb, yeah there’s nothing inside

but it feels so divine
when u kiss my neck & im grabbin’ ur thighs

take a look in my eyes
the rain fell down & i started to cry

i don’t wanna live in your fantasy
all this calamity, i’m losing my sanity
i would look past you if i had the capacity
i’m just another casualty, she listens to agony, ohhh

i don’t wanna die all alone
but i know i must go
you make me feel like a ghost
but i’m still doing the most

take a look in my eyes 
& you can tell that i’ve died inside
i died that night…

i-i’ve gotta break the ice
i know i do it nice
i’ve got just what she likes

she sees me with my knife
i’m hiding pain inside
inside, inside, inside…

can’t get you out my head
as the sky turns red
all that shit you said
ripped me to shreds

& now i feel like death
with this regret in my chest
yeah, i feel like it’s never gonna end..

take it all awayyyy
i don’t care anyway

i’m covered with the blood of the innocent
(i can’t form sentences)
& it feels so magnificent 
(y’already knoww)

i’m covered with the blood of the innocent
(i can’t form sentences)
& it feels so magnificent 

you’re indifferent
can’t take all this dissonance
i’m breathin’ carcinogens
you see me glistenin’ 
but nobody gives a shit
(they don’t give a shit, i’ll keep on glistenin’)

you see me glistenin’
but nobody gives a shit
(ahhhhh, fill me with glycerine)

you see me glistenin’
but nobody gives a shit

look in my eyes

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you stab me in my back
it’s hurting me so bad
i can’t ever go back

it’s about time that i bury the hatchet
i gotta kick the fuckin’ habit
or i could keep on tellin’ myself i’ll be alright

heartache, baby i got heartache
i was wrong from the start
but i don’t give a fuck

i’m going retarded
your green eyes, they’re starlit
we’ll smoke ‘til they’re scarlet
your knife feels the sharpest

it’s about time that i bury the hatchet
i gotta kick the fuckin’ habit
or i could keep on tellin’ myself i’ll be alright
…i’m alright

i wanna let you know
i’ll nvr let you go
i shoulda nvr thrown my life away

the sun it never shines 
because i stay inside
until i fuckin’ die & i rot away

*sick fucking solo 😎*

i remember the feelin’
all the fuckin’ bleedin’
i don’t think i’ll ever beat these demons

i’m barely breathin’
never healin’ 
hang myself from the fuckin’ ceilin’

& they’ll pretend that they’re fuckin’ grievin’
but i’m alive & i nvr see them..

it’s about time that i bury the hatchet
i gotta kick the fuckin’ habit
or i could keep on tellin’ myself i’ll be alright
…it’s alright

heaven on earth w/ heartavenue

nvr nvmbr

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