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art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

im sooo me 
@mutkidjosh @deathcharms @sskunc

scatter +ch2rms prod skunc

garden

lyrics:

learn to love yourself more than you do now
you were there 
im so blind
i change my ways im fine
am i the one i tried
every single memory will just die
wanna change it all the time 
i don’t wanna cry
i wanna lie you don’t understand 
you don’t love me

i try so so hard i 
wanna throw everything 
you stuck in my mind mixed with all these migraines 
vivienne around my neck
im so scared im stuck inside this mess
im so pretty i still dress like that
number nine jeans Prada store felt that
i would do anything for my friends
hope this feeling will never ever ever end
no fear always pretend
one day i feel like a reject
cameras flashing at me
i hope this change will never interact me
these pills hope they never at me
learn to love yourself

plsloveme (prod. lilac & maknae)

happy birthday dad

loosie this wont be on @My life which is my next thing itll be cool

love u guys thanks for 3k and 4k

pull a joker out the hazmat
u won't me catch leaking documents
cus i don't wanna end up as a lab rat
bitch I take the mask back
put it on over my face cus it's the day
where ima take all that i had back

ur soundin sad 
said im the enemy 
but I'm friend 
u want what's best for me
im poppin heavy i can't sleep it's not the remedy
i chip away at all the pain until it's sending me

say im the goat but all my shit is elementary
anyone could do it i was lucky just to let it be
they wouldn't miss me they would miss the art tho
packing too much baggage letting off the cargo

i gotta reunite the love where did the heart go
he let a qpid choose his fate for a tomorrow
im switchin up on everyone who didn't text my phone
it's a message from a bitch i tellem leave me lone


i dont want a conversation bitch just gimme dome
like nba shootin hella buckets hittin chromosomes

im in the hot zone bitch im in my element
and if he wanna be like me i get to sellin it
and everyone sin i ever done there aint no tellin it
end up alone without a heart i guess thats tellin sense
July 22, 2020

garden

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