prod. ilytwelve 
(do you love me?)

so i'll do it alone 
i don't need a hand 
you could put that on my stone
fuck it you don't need a man yeah
i say that's cool
i'll hold it all back 
that convenient for you?
you-
that convenient for you?
i'll say it 2 times 
i won't hang onto you
and i wont think twice 
i won't cater for you 
im a hater for you 
to tell you the truth 
that convenient for you?
i'll say it 2 times 
i won't hang onto you
and i wont think twice 
i won't cater for you 
im a hater for you 
to tell you the truth

convenient

lyrics :

you can't calm down
and you keep that crown for life again
this won't back down
i see you woke up
you're on your anticipation

can't erase the things you done
if everything you want now is vanish of your existence
phone hold off again
you went out insane before i lost you

cause i got this feeling in my brain
melatonin can't even get out of my head
cause i've been fucked up laying down inside my bedroom
all of your words don't mean shit
tryna cover all that pitfall

and the things that i have said
it don't matter if you gon bleed it on that red
all of the hatred that is flowing down your face
can't get rid of yourself i know you gon replace me off this time

i'll be hanging over the edge
i'll try my best to avoid all cost of your face yeah
no i don't wanna talk it again
all of the paranoia going on the space in my head
cause i know you want all that luck
face you call on that struck
now i know what you up to
and get my offer

yeah you said you wanna fuck it all up
and you said you don't want anything to do with your love
it's only me it's not us no more
never be in the end

can't erase the things you done
if everything you want now is vanish of your existence
phone hold off again
you went out insane before i lost you

cause i got this feeling in my brain
melatonin can't even get out of my head
cause i've been fucked up laying down inside my bedroom
all of your words don't mean shit
tryna cover all that pitfall

and the things that i have said
it don't matter if you gon bleed it on that red
all of the hatred that is flowing down your face
can't get rid of yourself i know you gon replace me off this time

time
i'll be fine right through my heart and my soul tonight
sharpen all your piece of knives and cut off it all what you don't want in life
i watch you fall and i'll be fine it's obvious that i'm alive
i told you so this world is so cruel

your own good

i'll try my hardest.
______
stab me in the back, i ain't talking acupuncture
really hate this headache imma punch me in my frontal lobe
i don't know why i was scared of you we grew up from the same roots and
i guess it's just been a long time

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

i don't know why i run away from you
i guess i'm scared of you getting critical
everyday i really try to improve myself, but it doesn't help
no, i keep falling back
and i'm fighting battles that don't need to be fought
but they distract me from thoughts
that only appear in the silence
they remind me of who i am
everyday i really try to improve myself 
but it doesn't help

i guess it's just been a long time!!

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

I stare at the knife
bear the ridges down on flesh
catharsis through the red
drown the voices of my dread

I've been waking up late again
It's pathetic, I've regretted how I've waited for months
to act on this hunch, hell, might be years if i overthought it this much
the singes on my skin, they worsen up the longer i stay pissing me off
i will not learn unless something is off
i'm getting tired of hating my phone, i'm getting tired of going on ghost
what if resigning and hanging my coat
could be the thing that stops the boat from tipping
all the times I've broken hearts
sometimes i think i'm just playing my part
sometimes i think i just gotta give it-

(time)
(everything i give...)
(everything i give is time)
(i guess it's just been a long time, since I've seen you)

(thanks @ilysh1ne for the vocal samples :)

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zippermouth

prod. blank 

lyrics: everything went blank
when i gave all that i gave 
when i remember your name 
all your friends and your foes
i go a bit insane
and i've never been the same 
little fucked up in my brain
and i want you to know
that as the weather gets colder 
my heart does the same
all the light but not the flame
and if your shoulder never came 
i'd admit and take the blame
take pills i'm yet to find me another way
pain kills and sends me into another place
no thrill in letting my body sit still
the rush to my head just tells me i'm real
i'll lie and say that i'm fine 
to please your mind cause i'm just too kind
and i'm so blind i got one eye 
but i still thrive through all of my life
everything went blank
when i gave all that i gave 
when i remember your name 
all your friends and your foes
i go a bit insane
and i've never been the same 
little fucked up in my brain
and i want you to know
that as the weather gets colder 
my heart does the same
all the light but not the flame
and if your shoulder never came 
i'd admit and take the blame

electronic music lmao

prod me

[lyrics]
Keep in touch, i don't want what you want now
I got wings and I flew to the sun how
Burning up, but i still don’t wanna come down
To where I began and I know you won’t
2x

I’ll give it a month, or two
And rebuild my bridges
I don’t want but i’m willing
Just don’t make me the villain

Memory lingering, on my fingertips
I bet you wish that you knew who you were by now

memory

streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/5SboKCiZaCUGLEyn98l0HM?si=YYvrSQMOTQC_mlSSSEq3jg

prod me

lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

prod me

[lyrics]
When the bad days run out then maybe I could be someone 
I could be someone, someone
It left a bad taste, cuz I know that you got what you wanted
You got what you wanted, you wanted

I take back everything, i take back everything
I take back everything, i take back everything
2x

You can’t let me down, cuz I’m already there
I’m falling so far, I don’t need nobody else I don’t need nobody
Yuh yuh yuh ay
You won’t understand, why you talking on your friends like you were never friends
Only one way that this ends and that's if it ends, but it all depends

take it all back

@prodsecre

ohhhh
take my hand 
tell me well be fine
it could never be like how it used to be 
bc i fuk it upppppp
its not my bad im   
how can i explin it when i 

got anxiety everybody says nobody's watching me 
who is that man right here
looking at me right in the mirror
oh i forgot 
they look at me like im invisible
so started to treat myself the same way 
i look at my self as i try to wright it down 
i cant commit and i cant help you now 

you pushed me away 
when he can by you fled 
he started taking to me 
acting like he new me
then he told me all abt the thing you guys did 
god dam i dont think it is cute or funny 
when i looked around to catch your face 
you looked awayyyyyy 
i puled gun and i showed you 
ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh
brake my back i leave it easily 
come back!!!


 got anxiety everybody says nobody's watching me
who is that man right here
looking at me right in the mirror
oh i forgot
they look at me like im invisible
so started to treat myself the same way
i look at my self as i try to wright it down
i cant commit and i cant help you now

take it all back

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