i watched my life crumble before my very eyes
i sit around my room, and i just wanna cry
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life

ive tried to make as many friends as possible
but in the end, im digging myself in a hole
i know theyll forget about me
i just know that theyll laugh without me
i feel alone in this cruel reality

(ill be ok, ill be ok)
(ill be ok, ill be ok)

numb to the pain, i don't flinch no more
got my headphones on, while i lay on the floor
lost inside thoughts, that i can't ignore
there a stranger in the mirror, its not me anymore

watching my life go by, like a bad dream
every text left on read, like a eulogy
they ain't really care right now, they just using me

i watched my life crumble before my very eyes
i sit around my room, and i just wanna cry
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life

#ILLBEOK

you aint heard nun like this, 
look 

bitch im tryna get a rack, tryna fuck it up
yuh talking to this bitch, she got bubble butt 
and im tryna do everything i ever could 
i could never flip a brick, thats sum old shit 
yuh had to cut the grass, i was mowin
yeah they tryna get me gone, i aint goin
like... i aint goin
heroz sent me on this fucking beat, i start flowin
yeah im tryna get all the money, tryna throw it 
you on twitter talking crazy, bitch im on you 
and they all want me dead like "fuck you" 
bitch im too high
bitch im up in the stars, its a foreign life 
and you dont wanna talk, you got a boring life 
bitch, you on twitter every single fucking day

u aint heard nun like this, look (heroz dull og)

i tried
bitch i put my own trust on the line
you lie
i said that we done ive been tryna tell you that

i get to the line then i run like running back
i tried dont think im ever coming back
we gon jump that boy like a jumping jack
the more that im gone the more i think im going bad

you tried but itll never work
i never wanna make it worse
i miss when you were never hurting
cause of that i know itll never work

i work so hard
i dont live for you
cause girl youre never on par
and not once did you tell me the truth

itried p leah

p.@user-108008103
its been a while

lyrics:
say what chu feel about it
go head and fill my mind
i wanna tell you something
yea something thats so divine
say what chu feel about it
go head and fill my mind
i wanna tell you something
yea something thats so divine

got my heart just feeling numb
say what you cant afford
in the back aventador
go switch sides and give me more
i think ive fallen back
dont know why she sending laps
tell me bae just give that
tell me bae just give that

what going to happen when they find out
dont waste ur time and tell me right now
if its coming back baby just scream loud
cant nobody tell you what to say now
find yourself a problem in the wrong town
let them do the things that just are not allowed
fallen to the bass babe can u hear that sound?
did this shit yourself they going to ask u how

whos the one to tell you
got your bitch she always fanned out
thought i told u once
thought i told u once
like right now
somethings not the same
baby tell me what its all about
bouta find away
bouta find away
so get loud

say what chu feel about it
go head and fill my mind
i wanna tell you something
yea something thats so divine
say what chu feel about it
go head and fill my mind
i wanna tell you something
yea something thats so divine

forgave but can't forgetೃ⁀➷🦋prod @archives

ok i bool

cuisine一族のような黒人を憎む

dont make me

produced by @f3arme

(you think so?)

i’m the one never to talk, i need my head straight
i’m the one ready to die, stare up at the gate
round and round again, i try, but i don’t understand
if you talkin crazy, best believe i take a stand
if you wanna do it, go ahead and take my hand
nothin feel the same no more, nothin feelin real no more
i been shaken to my core, ever since that i was born
they thought i was done, but till this day, i’m still torn
i don’t wanna wake no more, but they only care bout more
they thought i was done, but till this day, i’m still torn

man i’m still torn
i just wanna get rid of it, harder do than say
wanna think other things than “get through the day”
at the end of it, i don’t think i have a lot to say

not a lot to say
uncomfy in my body, i just wanna be okay
i ain’t ask for none of this, i just wanna go away
go away, i just wanna go away
go away, i just wanna go away
uncomfy in my body, i just wanna be okay
i ain’t ask for none of this, i just wanna go away
go away, i just wanna go away
go away, i just wanna go away
uncomfy in my body, i just wanna be okay
i ain’t ask for none of this, i just wanna go away
go away, i just wanna go away
go away, i just wanna go away
go away i just wanna go away

#ILLBEOK

joei