i watched my life crumble before my very eyes
i sit around my room, and i just wanna cry
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life

ive tried to make as many friends as possible
but in the end, im digging myself in a hole
i know theyll forget about me
i just know that theyll laugh without me
i feel alone in this cruel reality

(ill be ok, ill be ok)
(ill be ok, ill be ok)

numb to the pain, i don't flinch no more
got my headphones on, while i lay on the floor
lost inside thoughts, that i can't ignore
there a stranger in the mirror, its not me anymore

watching my life go by, like a bad dream
every text left on read, like a eulogy
they ain't really care right now, they just using me

i watched my life crumble before my very eyes
i sit around my room, and i just wanna cry
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life
i live in the suburbs baby, and its ruining my life

#ILLBEOK

joei