sorry for the delay but hope ya love this one

ig: jackidkjack

idkjack, ylm shwty - homesick

Under the Same Playlist is a tender, modern electro-pop song about connection across distance, two hearts miles apart but still pressing play on the same songs.
It captures that feeling of being linked through music, memory, and timing, the invisible rhythm that keeps people close even when they can’t be together.
With floating synths, pulsing bass, the track glows with nostalgia and warmth, like hearing someone’s laughter through your headphones.
It’s a love letter to shared sound, where music becomes the bridge that distance can’t erase.

Under The Same Playlist

Vocals and Production By Lund.

Lyrics:

couple hits of loud
is what i need right now
if i let the stress build
it will slow me down
this world is cold 
i can feel it 
like frost bite now
drink a pint of henny
just to lay me down

wish i could’ve seen it in my foresight now
where were you when u said you would hold me down
how could you watch me struggle and just let me drown
i never thought you’d be the one to let me down

so baby now I’m down down
i been down down before
so u know ill find the strength to 
pull me right up off the floor
baby best believe me
i aint coming back no more
I’m fucking sick of doing circles 
around this revolving door

yeah wish i could seen it in my foresight now
but everything is broken cause you fucked around
i wish you would seen what we had was good 
used to feel bad cause i doubted that you could

well u just proved my suspicions were true
hate to admit that i really love you
thats why i fucked up 
when i stayed with you
the first time around

soon ill be gone
i will move on
our love was lost
turned into dust

see you don’t gotta tell me what you wanna feel
just come with me baby ima show you something real
if you look into my eyes you’ll see
baby come and spend the night with me

Foresight

crazy how this life can be so wild
in denial 
i stay saying i don’t want you but id walk a thousand miles

just to see those ocean eyes 
Girl you be moving the skys
saying we friends why we telling these lies
wearing these masks i don’t wanna disguise 

cause i wanna say that i love you 
i wanna tell you the truth 
sleeping is all that i do 
Cause i am dreaming of you 

reaching to pick up the phone 
start sweating i get in that zone 
fear taking over I’m losing control
better without me you better alone 

why would you want me when nobody does
I’m just a coward not worthy of trust
heart has been broken craving for love 
i was an addict  fixed it with drugs

I’m never enough 
never enough 
tired of love 

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance 

i guess imma have to fight time to take this shit battle 
throw my pride right to the side 
need a princess in my castle 

If i open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope 
break me down then tie my down ill provide the rope
forever illl be empty less i let you have my soul
i see a future bright ahead it’s me you and we old 

you remember that night when we sat and watch the stars 
told me bout your heart and i told you about my scars
never felt this open when I’m talking to a girl 
stayed up late then went sleep you had me wanting more 

i have never felt like this 
thief you stole my heart thats what you did 
a year  i spent i never love my ex
more love for you a week can’t wait for next 

i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance

clouded dreams [prod. kado]

【﻿Ｈｏｐｅｆｕｌｌｙ Ｓｏｍｅｄａｙ】

Song title - Reflection
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics: 
I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

(X2)

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

I couldn't help myself 
you smiled and I was lost
in a lovesick world endorphins 
they can be toxic 
you played me for a fool
cause love was never an option

I want to wake up 
and feel like 
this life is a blessing 
instead I'm drinking whiskey 
loading bullets in my F-N
leave everything I own
to my family and best friends
and I know it aint your fault
I just can't keep on pretending 
that I love my life and 
everything is fine around me 
while I feel like I'm drowning 
demons they surround me 
talking very loudly
all inside my head
I know its all inside my head
cause

I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

Reflection

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

listen on spotify!

closed casket (prod. raspo)

run too far

OCTAVIO - Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)

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Lyrics:
Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Baby i just need some space
I don’t even wanna taste
And every time i see your face
I know that you can’t be replaced cuz 
You know what to say tho
When i’m not okay no
Used to say you promise
Didn’t know you’d break those
Telling me excuses
We left each other bruises
I roll up when i wake up
You put on too much make up

Saying i love you 
I can’t even touch you
Can’t do this again
So now i'm sayin fuck you
Once is enough girl i don’t need a sequel
There’s good and there’s bad but with you its just evil
Our love is a gun one mistake could be lethal
My life is a movie post up at the regal

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Scary
I'm so afraid
Of a world 
That's painted in gray
Scary 
I'm so afraid

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Moon

PAPAGODI

@octaviothedweeb

25. Born in Mexico, raised in Louisville, live in LA.

Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)

OCTAVIO the Dweeb