Lyrics: 

i’ve always felt alone in a crowd 
always been harder to breathe than to drown 
but i've made it this far, i don't know how 

i’ve been dreaming since i was a child
but i’ve been sleepless, trying not to go wild
and piss off the people that love me somehow

somedays i feel
like no one really knows me
what if they pack up their bags and go?

I feel 
like no one really knows me
what if they pack and go? 

no, no, access denied
don’t look straight into my eyes
i'm dead inside, flies are buzzing

i ripped open the sky, 
i’m smoking the stars
i’m built for the night, the moon is rising

i've always felt comfort in the dark
always been easier to be, 
when no one knows who you are

but i need redemption, 
true connections

it's been a nightmare since i was a child
but i’ve been dreaming, trying not to go wild
but wake up screaming, i don't know how

somedays i feel
like no one really knows me
what if they pack up their bags and go?

I feel 
like no one really knows me
what if they pack and go? 

no, no, access denied
don’t look straight into my eyes
i'm dead inside, flies are buzzing

i ripped open the sky, 
i’m smoking the stars
i’m built for the night, the moon is rising

is it better to be alone?
hide below my skeletons
is it safer, to keep myself closed?

am i doing it all wrong?
is it weaker to stay strong?
should i stop closing off?

is it better to be alone?
is it smart, to protect my core?
stay small, inside my bones
(flies are buzzing) 

am i doing it all wrong?
aren't we alive to feel it all?
aren't we here to feel it all?

am i doing it all wrong?
aren't we alive to feel it all?
aren't we here to feel?

(flies are buzzing) 

ripped open the sky, 
i’m smoking the stars
i’m built for the night, the moon is rising

(flies are buzzing)

DIARY OF A WIMPY KID (Demo)

every villain has an origin story 💜🐙

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International Vermin Consortium
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The vermin will outlive your grand children's grand children.
Like Mickey Mouse the vermin is immortal.
: )
Antifa is my cousin.  I heard some people were looking for her.  Since I like to be helpful when I can, she was in Alexandria last time I talked to her, three weeks ago.  I think she mentioned going to Zurich in the near future.
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Is it 1984 already?!?!
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I have not been able to recover access to my other account [https://soundcloud.com/ha-kekong] for a couple of years.  I have tried a few times to get back into it but SoundCloud doesn't trust me.  Same phone number, same email addresses, and they still claim that they can't verify my identity.  I created that account about three years ago as a substitute to my regular account which SoundCloud temporarily closed.  They closed it as part of some upgrade procedure in their system, the result of a bug that affected many accounts, about two years ago.  Since SC did not inform its users I didn't know if that was permanent or not, so I created that other account which I can't access.  Don't be mad if I have not replied to your message in the past two years, that's because I never got them ; ) ... You can always reach me here though.
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This one here (957729823) is for regular folks.

I love you, both.

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You can't see it because of the angle with which I took the shot, aiming down, but beyond those blocks is the sea.  To the left is the Mediterranean, to the right is the Atlantic Ocean.  No it's not Gibraltar, but a little bit further West. ... Actually I checked recently and it is further North more than West, I thought I was facing South when in fact I probably was facing the Atlantic ocean, which is why I suppose the waves were of a decent size where we were.
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My face and the bike are a courtesy of Joël Vaudreuil
[https://vimeo.com/user8897093]  ... Merci Joe!
I then went ahead and butchered his work with a borrowed helmet.
... Sorry Joe. =(
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I'm trying to promote what I think is good music, so if you want to help out a bit I'd rather you [like] or [repost] my *playlists* rather than my field recordings, if you don't mind, unless you are a die hard fan of those things. Thank you ; )

I speak French, so if you send me a private message, and that you are a francophone, please write in French, thank you.  ... I mean, you don't absolutely have to, but I would prefer it. 

All my field recordings (except for when I record a person) are public, freely downloadable by anyone who is able to click on the button.  I encourage anyone interested to use them in any way whatsoever, on purpose or accidentally. No need for permissions or credits or any other kind  of administrative maneuvers.
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Anarchists give me hope.

I'm a big fan of EFF.  Love ya EFF.  (no connection with the above line)
... and of course Richard Stallman and Linux and all the others.  Bless yous.

Now don't be lazy, go find out what it is this "EFF" that I'm talking about.  I'll give you a hint: it has to do with computers.

You have a nice day now.  Hugs & Kisses.

DIARY OF A WIMPY KID (Demo)

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