lorn

Lyrics ♡

Push the knife 
Till the end
In my mind 
We wade through hell 

Call me pretty 
When you’re in my mouth 
Swear through teeth 
Don’t make a sound 

Hands around my neck 
Like barbwire 
My blue lips beg 
To light your fire 

I’m on the edge 
Screaming your name 
Your brain is dead 
Babe we’re the same

Swear through teeth

A Binding

Plain Dirty

plain dirty

Where The Bough Has Broken

testament

three days in the terminal

אשמדאי 

the world's largest teapot

not the best quality :/ sounds like she's made some changes to the instrumentals hopefully we get preacher's daughter b-sides soon !!

ethel cain - dust bowl live recording

everything you said was wrong
everything you said was wrong

you don’t see me at all 
you only use me to cuM

you don’t know how to feel

cum machine (demo)

(if you listened to sketch #1, no you didn't. same thing, slightly okayer mix) 

trading dust and whoredom
picking at my eyes
tying up my throat pit
gun inside my throat pit

why wont provoke me now
why wont provoke me
why wont provoke me now

throat pit (a sketch 2)

animal skin (slowed)

tammy faye (nicole dollanganger cover)

It began as silence,  
a soft, betraying hush.  
A world paused in stillness,  
then broke with a crushing rush.  

Trust was a whisper,  
fragile and pure,  
shattered in moments,  
too fleeting to endure.  

What was taken cannot be named,  
a wound too deep to bear.  
A body no longer its own,  
a mind unraveling in despair.  

Memories stain like shadows,  
etching their mark unseen,  
turning daylight into ash,  
and nights into restless screams.  

The world, so cruelly vivid,  
its colors cut and sting.  
Each gaze, each word, each fleeting touch,  
a blade that twists and wrings.  

And yet, the irony:  
the heart still beats,  
the sun still rises,  
mocking with its deceit.  

Time marches on, relentless,  
offering neither cure nor peace.  
Scars harden, walls rise,  
yet the ache will never cease.  

What was once whole is now undone,  
a fragile shell of what began.  
A cruel jest, this thing called life—  
to endure what cannot be outrun.`

00125

Piano Peaceful Harmonies for Deep Serenity – Soothing Melodies to Calm the Mind, Restore Inner Peace, and Nurture Tranquil Healing is a collection of gentle piano compositions designed to create a serene atmosphere for relaxation and inner healing. Each melody flows with soothing harmonies that help calm the mind, release stress, and promote emotional well-being. Ideal for meditation, reflection, or unwinding after a busy day, these peaceful sounds guide the listener toward a state of tranquility and balance. With every note, this album nurtures deep serenity, encouraging a restorative journey of inner peace and healing for both the body and mind.

Luminous Tranquil

A soft clarity settles, the kind that comes when two people understand each other without words. The thoughts are no longer questions, but promises: “We’ll keep this safe. We won’t let go this time.” The past and present blend, creating something new—memories still to be made, together.

we’ll remember together

The Altar / Ft. Ethel Cain

Aphex Twin-Xtal

Pulsewidth of Aphex Twin from Selected Ambient Works 85-92

Pulsewidth

Cover the Windows and the Walls

You Never Came

sample used is crying during sex (demo) by ethel cain
https://gomigirl.bandcamp.com/releases

lorn

maddy ⚢