


i am a scroll 4 my rivals to burn, paper 4 kindling, pieces of dried leaves 4 tea
i am stuck in th wallowin wastes of my mind, hanging from the hanging branches of a floatin willow tree, whose arms are alight, whose feathers are ruffled
atop this sacred ground i split my skull and seep tears from my wrists, my knees are bruised from some senseless clash, my skin purple and yellow,
just when i was out, they pull me back in, i fall further in2 a delusion i fear 2 speak outloud, i can only admit there is a delusion
 hav u heard of teh tulpa? i am a physical manifestation of a million rancid things, born straight from yr mind, i am th greatest of th worst of these things, 
I am a bad girl, this is undeniable. I have done things, deplorable and self serving, i love what i am, i hate what i am. there is not a day goes by which i am safe from myself, or safe in myself. we fight constantly, we reflect the outside of us on the inside and the inside on the outside, we reflect what is not us, we become monsters of our own demise.. the causes and the effects, we debate often.. i was made an evil beast somewhere along the way, the best ever that the worst could be. I am humorless and inane, I am genuinely off in the head and more normal than anyone can admit. I am just and unjust. violent and peaceful. My face is fractured in ways I cannot describe. I struggle with a serious brooding depression, I am not medicated because I began to lack faith that medication would cure the problems I have with myself and the world, no amount of chemicals will free me from what I can find if only i push and pull myself forward and apart, as many times as it takes.

i've been on th othr side mor times than i'd lik 2 admit

i rsh musik bcuz ut giv3s m3 smthng 2 f9cis ob, i probly sh9ldnt posr any of t hi s byt qhatevet 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️
sme thngs 2 call me r:  8-love / octo-love, onlinegirlslover / ogl

the acc is a rubbish bin 💔🪦

amen br34k break
think break think😵‍💫

 I LOVE BREAKCORE I LOVE DNB I LOBE JUNGLE I LOVE FNNY ELECTRONIC MUSIK🤢

🪱 i thnk eating wrms is a plausible aside-gig/hobby o dnt thbk u shld look at me with sch dsgst evrytme i entr th room jst bc ima wrm eating mstr, like dnt blamr me 4 the akllset i found 4 myslf like watch ur eyes i dnt lke ur gaze, i hate u too, bt leave my wrms out of it
um yea, i hve brain parasites, but ur a humab parasite plz ext th premisses immdiatly 
thts nt tru, my brain is SO normal, but it is tru tht ur fkcng scum leave my earthwrms alone!!!
theyr ymmy, slimy, & noodle like, whts nt 2 love?pay me 2 dig in ur yard 4 critters I'll slve a pest prblem w/ my MOUTH😋

I wll fckng kl uou
religion is retarded, all godly figures shall commit suicide🥶

i've been on th othr side mor times than i'd lik 2 admit

anxiousfagg-y/tgirl(onlinegirlslover)810<3