dude i just found one of your songs randomly and now a collab with tothegood and guardin ... that takes me way back!

something bout "7 gram blunt" got me nostalgic

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

lyrics
--------
you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

My shadow on your floor
I don't want to do this anymore
Think I'd rather have a conversation
Cuz we're never gonna be this young again

We take another pull
Wanna hear my thoughts
Don't you know I'm awful
You gotta give me more cuz you know I'm cautious
But we can pull the pin, make it toxic

Light it up, seal the bag
Pills you kept in cellophane
Send me off to Neverland
Got these party drugs in my hand
You and I could blow the dust
Tinkerbell and Peter Pan

Hop in the car, route to all of our dreams
We escape for a weekend
You're falling asleep
As the sun starts to rise from the mountains I see
Say I'm scared that this won't feel as good as the peak

No way, fuck that
I won't ever let go
Won't wait, packed bags
Fly you to the east coast
No fake laugh tracks
Everyone that we know
Watching you and I live in a fairytale

Light it up, seal the bag
Pills you kept in cellophane
Send me off to Neverland
Got these party drugs in my hand
You and I could blow the dust
Tinkerbell and Peter Pan

Tinkerbell

Lyrics:
i swear im really trying to get better every day
all the words i spit end up sound the fucking same
cause of all the stupid things that will always plague my brain
they just snipe out all the goodness but im OG in this game

but when i try to set the loadout all i ever get is errors
so i walk into the battle with this existential terror
and i know that i wont win because im not equipped like ever

so done with myself but heres your christmas song
i just hope that youre good and youre getting along
i know shits hard to see when youre lost in the fog
i just hope that my words can still help when im gone

keep your head up its not too late for you
theres still so much to see and still so much to do
i can help from above and make sure you get through
because life is worth living i swear that its true

its christmas again
i hope youre good my friend
i hope your soul will mend
i swear its not the end

i dont wanna ruin your good time
im just tryna save you from my mind
i know you wish that you were good, you were fine
ill just stay in my line, i wont talk, nevermind

"you should be happy so why are you not?"
i love all my people cause loves all i got

so done with myself but heres your christmas song
i just hope that youre good and youre getting along
i know shits hard to see when youre lost in the fog
i just hope that my words can still help when im gone

keep your head up its not too late for you
theres still so much to see and still so much to do
i can help from above and make sure you get through
because life is worth living i swear that its true

It's Christmas Again

its christmas again.

@jackedwardd
@guardinmusic
@hikikomoribitch

Don't Let Her (ft. guardin, xoaidangrimm)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. @cordyy

lyrics:

if i’m color blind
can’t see
inside your mind 
without speaking
how will i see your true colors

true
colors

i’m somewhere over the rainbow
where the angels have horns
no halos
i know somebody could look unapproachable 
but if you took the time to talk you might
find they have a kind soul
otherwise 
how could you know
the story behind those eyes
is someone’s appearance
an expression of what’s inside
or is it 
a defense mechanism
to hide from criticism
you’d be surprised what you’d find
listen and you will see the truth
your attention is a beam of light
their mind is a prism
where true colors shine
when you look inside

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

(guardin)
somewhere over the rainbow
love dies quick but the day won't
day one shit i'm unstable
have mercy on me john stamos
don't trip i got everything you need
i'm your chicken noodle soup with all these possibilities 


baby you could conquer worlds with what you speak
fiction in my caliber i'm shootin' in the sheets
if you just wanna kick it we could lie awake for weeks
sip some hennessy & roll another swisher sweet

somewhere
over the rainbow
somewhere 
over the rainbow

over the rainbow ft. guardin (prod. cordy)

feat @sewerperson
prod @prettyboyronmusic @ryanbevolo & ross gossage 
mix/master @albiddhk
art https://twitter.com/jetstreamjo

🧡spotify🧡

CARROTS feat. sewerperson (prod.  prettyboyron + ryan bevolo + ross gossage)

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
--------
hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

music video

barefoot (prod. lil biscuit x guala beatz)

https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic
https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
<3 

lyrics:
(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

(guardin)
that's just how it goes
yeah that's how i roll
seven gram blunt & she's taking off my clothes
kissin on my tattoos leave me feelin froze
got my pistol in her grip cock it back & watch it blow 
i can't fall asleep so i've been staring at my phone
read a couple tweets until i leave that shit alone
noah sent the open all the way from buffalo
i'm just waiting for the green light hit the gas & go

(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

if you’re a bills a fan then lemme hear ya shout,
cuz i’ve got plenty other problems that i’d rather scream about,
like how ive been good for a minute now i’m not,
i talk about my feelings way too much instead of smoking pot,
so i’m screaming that i love you but
i hate that i’m so brutally honest
i know this world could be much better if i stop being on it,
i’m just never in the places i hoped,
who say do i need to be?
i’m doing everything that i can what else you want with me

(guardin)
lost in my head all the time
i'm not alright
i guess it's fine

wicked w/ guardin (prod. tothegood)

Oh Summer Days!

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