produced by Bowsa

lyrics:
breaksdown 
(breaksdown)
i always end up breaking your trust
(breaking your trust)
and i can't get away from lust
(away from lust)
just hold my hand so i won't drown
(hand so i won't drown)

whole my stupid life
i'm just trying to be something
but i'm just a stupid kid
i don't know anything, anything
so just hold me when i tell you that i'm nothing, nothing
every time i make mistakes i end up laughing, laughing

it's a defense mechanism
i want to be clear
(i want to be clear)
deep inside i'm screaming
i'm shivering in fear
(shivering in fear)
so take me away
(take me away)
every time i try to fix anything
(every time)
everything just-

breaksdown 
(breaksdown)
i always end up breaking your trust
(breaking your trust)
and i can't get away from lust
(away from lust)
just hold my hand so i won't drown
(hand so i won't drown)

stuck again in an endless loop
(stuck again)
i just want to be here with you
(here with you)
hold me i miss you
(hold me)
all i want is to kiss you
(kiss you)

breaksdown 
(breaksdown)
i always end up breaking your trust
(breaking your trust)
and i can't get away from lust
(away from lust)
just hold my hand so i won't drown
(hand so i won't drown)
breaksdown (down)
everything just breaksdown

breaksdown

lwk bad but here ya go.

lyrics -

under eating— over thinking
“i’m just so stressed”
don’t call me depressed
always watching, never talking, there to listen, there to sit-in

in my room all day, i sit tight, i rot away
skipping meals cause I’m too tired— days fade away.
i grow sick, i grow ill, blame it on the lack of you.
i can’t blame it, I’m not strong, watching you two get along.

i can do it !
i /can’t/ do it.

i can do it !
i can’t do it.

i don’t wanna get in the way
your happy and thats all that matters to me

i can do it !
i /can’t/ do it.

i can do it !
i /can’t/ do it.

i don’t wanna get in the way
your in love, thats all that matters to me.

watching you two— laugh and cry
hearing you two— say goodnight
mouth is covered—while i cry
bite my tongue— and stay a while.
not your fault— can’t say goodbye.

not your fault— cant lose my pri. .
my prize. . ?

in my room all day, i sit tight, i rot away
skipping meals cause I’m too tired— days i seem to throw away.
i grow sick, i grow ill, blame it on the lack of you.
i can’t blame it, I’m not strong, can’t watch you two get along.

salt.

prod me

lyrics

im never moving my fate
imma look back at ur face
return my hat its not urs
ill act like i was never bored
hard
youre making it hard
playing my part
look up at the stars
i make no marks
i use my card
raising the bar
u wont get far
its only up
aluminum
and theyll be hating
while my hands are up
thats just my luck
i guess we're done
but u gone and ruined all the fun
i know that we'll get through it together
bleed out my cranium, im not better
im not good at using my resources
but i think ill learn for you cuz its important
return on investments, thats extortion
all of these compliments that im warding
what's all this hope? im feeling a beacon
those pretty blue eyes i cant help from reaching
pain
ima sit under the rain
just help me save faith
make way
drained
im tempted to run away
im getting thrown strays
hey
hey

aluminum

https://share.amuse.io/fdWO6bDTYdKj

https://open.spotify.com/album/6753I6bUCvipiVjngdBj03

prod. 
@ilyl1ght

you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

@wyfydisconnected
keep my body still in wait
disguise your shame in hate
carry your touch on my shoulders
laugh off any sign that you're colder
i won't crack if i look down
i won't last on the way out

divert your gaze when i looked at you
knocked down how much?
said it was just a few
i can't trust you no
i can't let you go

@ilyl1ght
you ask, why am i shaking? i have anxiety
the things that you're saying don't make no sense to me
i don't wanna go to sleep i'm not even tired
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar
tell me you're in love well i think you're a liar

a place where we'll stay

prod me

lyrics

body cold
dont rest
havent eaten for days
dont wanna do things right
"theres another way"
lost in my mind
ur eyes are like a haze
so tell me why baby
they make me feel so dazed
post a money spread
aint nobody looking at that shi
i guess she cares cuz
every time she looks she bites her lip
i dont mind if ur looking at his
(other friends)
just think it out baby
ill look around and just pretend

DONT GET TOO CLOSE
WE WOULD NEVER GET ALONG
ALWAYS SPOUTING ALL THAT NONSENSE
UR JUST LIKE UR
(mom)
I FORGOT FOR A LITTLE BIT
(A LITTLE BIT)
I FORGOT FOR A LITTLE BIT

viper

prod ilyl1ght

lyrics:
i cant dispel all the dirt thats picked up from the wind
so sorry i didn't realize things that i said would make you cry 
so sorry i dont give a fuck if your delicate
 not one to ask ill be okay but i run out of gas not even half way 
shes comin back i guess she wants more 
stayin out all night have fun bein a whore
i think i wanna be dead no i dont wanna be friends
i think i wanna be dead im tired of playin pretend

what do ya know?
what do ya know about me?

what do ya know

THE WIND BLOWS
THROUGH THE WINDOWS

wind

Vocals, Mix & Master, Production by @solrisyours
Guitar by @prodacey
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jblAxk9VOgc

lyrics:
can we go to a forest no one knows
keep out feelings close, we have a world left unexposed
beauty will show itself through the doors that we closed
just hold my hand as we'll go unbeknownst
of the love that we give
the love that i call my home
don't know why i feel like this
just wish you weren't in my phone
i don't need anyone else, just you and i alone
we can make it happy in a forest no one knows

our bodies intertwined, i feel all of you right now
place your hands in mine, i know we'll figure it out
and i'll hear what you say from the whispers of the leaves
i'll feel okay in the presence of your peace

solr - forest (solr)

prod. ilyl1ght

lyrics:
dont nobody got my back but i got yours 
start to wonder then i ask what im here for 

i was walking blind but i see
every moment waiting for you 
i got nothing waiting for you on the side 
bring me back from the dead 
let me go 
never let me go
go go 
never let me go
never let me go

you drive me so 
crazy 

love how you make me 
doubt 

can’t get enough
why do i want more than i have?
can’t get enough
why do i gain more then i ask?
can’t get enough
why do i want more than i have?
can’t get enough

will i make it far?
will i make it far?
you really make this hard 
really make this hard 

i gotta let you go 
you really make me doubt 
caught between your lies 
you really got me mesmerized 

you drive me so 
crazy 

love how you make me 
doubt

doubt

prod. wyfy

all plats: https://open.spotify.com/track/1ocbf90raOOI0sUSvuUWtn

spotify:

im diggin words in the sand
diggin words in the sand
the stick is scratching up my hand
oh
it all feels for naught 
it all feels for naught 
i'm scared of getting caught
ah
i dont know what they'll do
if they see i'm part of you
if they see i'm part of you
who?
i dont know what they'll do
if they see i'm part of you
if they see i'm part of you
who?

i'm grasping at the straws of whats left
and its leaving a hole in my chest
there is no going back to whats done
is it okay to miss what once was?

(wyfy & friends)

(its so hard to face it)
(these things aint the same and)
(oh how it hurts)
(oh how it hurts)

its so hard to face it
these things aint the same and
oh how it hurts
oh how it hurts
im doing all i can
i know that i miss it
so clueless,
dismissive

@solrisyours:
summer's over, it's autumn now
your leaves fall and i'm so proud
of who you've become
of places you'll go
of ppl you'll meet and everyone you love most

wyfy & sol:
going outside just doesnt feel the same
its the same old noises fogging up my brain
in whatever form it takes, it'll be there for a while
hope when alls on your shoulders you'll still have the strength to smile

(going outside just doesnt feel the same)
(its the same old noises fogging up my brain)
(in whatever form it takes, it'll be there for a while)
(hope when alls on your shoulders you'll still have the strength to smile)

evocative (feat. sol)

produced by hvci
mixed and mastered by hvci

ᓚᘏᗢ

lyrics -
words get caught
in my teeth 
heart too loud
when i speak
hands still shake
when i’m calm
call it peace
but it’s gone  

gone
gone
gone 
gone

don’t ask, i’m fine
most days, i lie
it’s quiet inside
too quiet sometimes

breathe

just
breathe
just
nah
just

breathe

gone

https://open.spotify.com/album/5pEbbekIsxupZCJ3cshmDT

prod. wyfy

"just try to breathe"
thats what they told me
with concrete down my lungs
she'll touch my face so softly 

she'll wrap her arms
say "you smell good"
i'll "smile" and hug her back
as tightly as i could

is it so hard
for someone to just love me?
"late night eyes"
"and a soda would be lovely"

am i that hard to find some interest in?
with no face involved
people's love runs thin

only doing this now
cause i cant find a point
i was proven right then
so i wont bother making noise

it hurts me so that its the way it is
i hate that i cant be loved without some pretty privilege

struggling to find the good
in all that is me
as she looks into my eyes she asks me 
what do i think?

is it so hard
for someone to just love me?
"late night eyes"
"and a soda would be lovely"

salt.

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