i would honestly pay anyone to care about me

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/cloudwatching-feat-powfu-2

Ft. @powfu

produced by Ocean Beats

Lyrics:

[Belak]

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

(yawn)
just woke up to a text that said
"do you wanna go cloudwatching with me?"
i was like "yeah, of course i wanna go do that"
"do you know of any good spots near you and me?"
she said "i know of one. it's on a beach, next to some trees, right by a lake"
i said "sounds great! do you want me to just meet you there, or pick you up at 8?"
she said "you could slide over beforehand. and you could kiss me, and we could slow dance"
then my heart started beating faster
i started sweating, im such a disaster
talking in my head like "come on bro, just fuckin answer"
so i hit her up with a "yeah, lets do that"

i looked up at the stars
you said "i wonder how they got so far?"
now you got me wondering the same thing
how'd they get so bright?
thats how i wanna be

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

[Powfu]

yuh
i got some snacks in my bag, we can share if you want
is the sun moving closer, or is it just me?
so much better than my dreams with you here
i didnt think i'd make it through this whole year
you made of alchohol, cause im falling
and thowing the sadness out of my pocket-et-et-et
follow the clouds until they departure
move farther, i see the starting line with you there

Cloudwatching

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Cloudwatching Ft. Powfu

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*777* w/ broadus & giovanni (reprod. jj)

Star

Today, I realized I've been letting myself down.

Jan 17 (Excuses)

Produced by: Gio
Engineered by: Gio
Written and performed by: Gio & Cavasoul

Lyrics: 

Verse 1 [Giovanni]

Little my, betty by, sleep until the sun'll rise
Hopefully you're up in time, wait oh shit (uh)
Workin' with a feeble mind, but he got the reddest eyes
Angry muhfucka rollin' with his clique 
Why he so upset? G- Got 'em workin' overtime
Thinkin' every single night: "I'm up next" (uh)
Now he got a better mind, and he got the reddest eyes
Angry muhfucka thinkin' "Get my check"

That's what's up

Every single day I see people tryna play me
I've been rollin' through it; flow switch on a daily
I've been makin' money moves, yeah I'm goin crazy
If you try to talk talk 'bout Gio, better save it
With the way I walk walk, you would think I'm famous
Yeah I'm in a drop-top; black lines painted
Pops always told me that I shouldn't try to aim it yeah
So I shoot my shot shot, look at how I made it

Interlude [Giovanni]

Look at how I made it
Look at how I-

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And still it was [ft. cavasoul]

Lyrics

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Forget the times when you gave me a meaning
Fell for your laugh fuck I fell for your breathing
Then you switched up like leaves in the seasons
Running away and I rot into pieces
Fuck with my mental not feeling enough
Feeling the pain and I’m taking a puff
Playing the victim like what have I done
I see through the lies I see through the bluffs

I’m hating my person
Thinking bout life and I guess I deserved it
Could have been better I was just a burden
Wouldn’t care right now even if the world end
World end 
World end
thinking right now and I’m wishing the world end
And if it did I would save you a spot yeah you hurt me a lot but your my favorite person

You were there for me so why did you lie
I fucking loved you and I felt alive
My only friend and you stuck at my side
But I guess that’s convenient cause you stuck a knife
And I fell for you once nah I fell for you twice
But I fell to the bottom it’s dark there’s no light
And I know I sound petty I don’t wanna die
But just thinking of you I don’t wanna live life

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Cognitive Distortion (prod. tennis player)

Upside Down in the Backseat

Upside Down in the Backseat (feat. Jomie)

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play pretend (feat. Lxst Boy & kobayami) [prod. heydium]

ghost inside my head w/ soku (prod. jang0)

Rxseboy - Not Alright

I never left that classroom
Your ankles on my shoulders
Bodies turning over
And over again
Pitting flesh against flesh
I could scream if you didn't take away my breath
While we were touching, teasing, tasting, taking
And I could already feel my heart break
And still I burnt out my lungs on words like "forever"
And now that I'm older I guess I know better

I gave you the very best parts of me
What little I had to offer
So you can go home 
And I'll get stoned
And we'll forget about the heart inside your locker

play pretend (feat. Lxst Boy & kobayami) [prod. heydium]

handwritten letters

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