"The Pianist" is the first song from the album of the same name.

This is all I am and I hope you may find yourself in what I've laid bare

mastered by my brother Zoltar, produced by eeryskies

lyrics: https://genius.com/Melmige-the-pianist-lyrics

The Pianist (prod eeryskies)

lyrics:
(me)
Oh, I don't know if I wanna die (wanna die)
What would change if I lied (lied)
Please show some fucking empathy
Keep lookin' back at our remedies
Oh, why do I fuck up everything? (fuck up everything)
My whole life turned into a downswing

Why am I such a mistake? (mistake)
Just gimme a damn break
(gimme a break,, gimme a break)
Nobodies perfect
Sorry I'm indirect
I'm tryna be better
Oh, gimme back my sweater (gimme back my sweater)
Was I ever really worth it?
No I'm not ok I assured it
Think I reached the worst epitome
Better off being infamy

(Vails)
I'm so sick of saying no
I'm embarrassed never anywhere to go
Leeching off my friends
They got my back
I know I'm always straying from the path

I should stay inside but I'm hunting the drugs
Just wanna feel no emotion
Like nothing at all
So surprising the amount of people staying by my side
Even though I'm on the worse route
I'll follow the lines
I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie
It's to much to handle
Maybe I should cry
I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie
It's to much to handle
Maybe I should cry

wanna die w/ vails (johnnyfriend)

i just want to be somebody's only thought
but after a good while they eventually move on
i don't know what it takes to strike another one
cus everyone around me just treat me like a pon
what's a real one? you're surrounded in fiction
everyone always comes out bout their addiction
that used to be a red flag i wasn't fucking with it
now i don't care what i have in my position
it's too hot i'ma hang out by the beach
listen that's where i decide to get my peace
i feel like i'm a missing puzzle piece
sometimes i want to love and then i don't well then capeesh
and honestly i get if you don't like me
cus i'm behind compared to all these other peeps?
i don't know if that excuses to resign me
THERES A VOICE IN MY THOUGHTS SAYING THAT YOU HATE ME

say you do but you don't
say you don't but you do
say you would but you won't 
what the fuck you want to show
say you do but you don't
say you don't but you do
say you would but you won't 
what the fuck you want to show

i'm confused by your behavior
my baby acting like my saviour

fiction [mannyshouse]

prod @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Settle my scores, dont waste time
I dont wanna keep a 9, by my waist side
Made mistakes but i dont want the blame
Bury me in ashes ignite me in the flames

I dont want a legacy if my loved ones are the ones that are hating me
I might have some fans but i put value in my family
Whatever a man could be, id be that
Id see that day, i couldn't take it my bloodline family walked away
we all have ups and downs and downs and ups
born and raised i got forever love

I dont want the blame, but i wont put that blame on you
If we fell apart we can reconstruct and glue
Cause were family, you understanding me?
Were connected thru the blood by nature and organically
I got dna, traits inherited inherited they stay
I say the things you say
I put value in forgiveness cause that's way i was raised

I was raised in love and i'm indebted to portray that
In very few instances id resort to payback
I dont give a fuck about a lot of things
But i'm hesitant to say that
But one thing ill always give a fuck about is my family
If you mess with that, blood stains on ur canopy
And i aint talking fantasy
Mess with my fam and youll end up in calamity

value in my family [prod. the sound clown]

Guitar by @scrobaby
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @scrobaby

LYRICS

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Spicy Cheetah! (Prod. w/ Scro)

Guitar by @yungspoiler
Additional guitars & percussion by @horoshavibes
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS

First Church Of Kwik Trip (Prod. yungspoiler & Horosha)

vocals: @n0vals
prod: @n0vals x me 

Shout out to my twin novals ❤️🤝🏼
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lyrics:

i met you in the driveway
you drove, with your hand on my thigh on the highway
along for the ride, i rode
as i looked in your eyes, i thought why wait?

but you couldn't be honest
that's all i ever wanted
a feeling of belonging
i still can't understand all the prolonging

and now i don't know
think i'm better on my own
think i'll turn into stone
coping my way

and now i know that i've been all alone along
it's so cliché

i met you in the driveway
you drove, with your hand on my thigh on the highway
along for the ride, i rode
as i looked in your eyes, i thought why wait?

i don't know why you won't try to meet me in the middle
and i don't know where this leads me anymore,
can you just stop this riddle?

now i know should have left it alone
do not try to atone
let it decay

and when you're all alone, make sure you don't postpose
find someone else to hold
ease your heartache

dragon forest w/ novals (prod. novals x 03reiko)

Schizophoria - FlipPhone Ft P!nkcasperr

prod by me :<

lyrics:

I never thought you wouldn't be the one
and now my brain is at war in between
it's two halves in perpetual war
no one will gain the upper hand

all black fit, pop the hoodie over head
we gon' mean mug him, curb stomp him
leave that nigga red, ya ya

ain't no bitch like me
too clean niggas runnin nike
okay like i might drop a body
alright like imma pull up 5 deep

like you don't even know me like that
I'm the king of new york don't gotta [?] prove shit like him
already been in [?] bitch waiting for the drop
so I could get the drop on him

alter

prod by me

- lyrics -
my hearts gone out of place
please just let the rhythm follow pace
has my life gone cold
since i see my walls been filled with mold

has the world been whispering to me
"your life is done there's no repeating "
a change of seasons

my blood feels so potent
but your hate  had hid like a trojan
talking id notice
how your heart had turned in the ocean

but i made a mistake
your unconditioned love showing you were a fake
i trusted every word thinking you were made for me
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flower petals ✾

potent

prod by orrionn
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lyrics: 
got this mental image of my best friend jumping off
i have amnesia, i forget mid-sentence, sorry to piss off
they can't see through me, and say they know everything about my guts
fuck 'em, i already see myself levitating and remember my past lives like i had a fourth eye from the lost souls that made me blackout
the limping man with the cross he's about to get crucified on
the birds in the night, over the clouds in the dark are watching the christ die
don't know what i'm currently on
but, they need to realize whether or not i'll be making it alive
i'm torn apart, i'm falling over with grace so keep me sane
please, keep me sane before i fall for you again, before i find my illness to my end
might just go insane
may just die from the pain

blackout

orrionn

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