@0arid

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate w/ arid (mxsui & luvpurp)

@whyhaze
@avit69
@gaugemountedthisone
@tsurugiblu

whyhaze - healing (avit x gauge x tsurugiblu)

@owtiss
prod @neohnq

dont come any closer please just go away
losing my composure i think i need a break
just wanna give up i dont wna stay awake
i cant open up ab the things that eat away

take it all for granted im not safe
wish that i could turn around and say it to ur face
come to my dance and we'll see who breaks! ;)
did you really think that it wasnt too late?

if i keep going like this i wont make it
gimme all this time but i think that imma waste it
you looked so happy but i knew u always faked it
told what i wanted but you'd never understand it

is it my fault?
you dont answer your calls
all you ever want
is someone that im not
dont ask if im alright
ill tell you that im fine
i dont wanna cry
i can't say goodbye

my dance (neohn)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

lights, camera, action!
recorded on 2023/2/20

ty @m2monroe for the crazy prod 😭😭

i'll try and post more next year

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@remiliaxd : 

(and i don't wanna fall)

(ohohohohoh x1000)

and you don't really wanna talk to me
please stop before you break my heart
but you don't want to fall for me
oh, oh, you're not for me

in a fantasy
so far away, living in a dream
please don't set me free
die in my arms baby please rest in peace

and i don't really want to stand back
memories fade away
feel your cold, feel your warmth lack
don't feel the same
you can't come back
stay here everyday, through the pain
i can't sit back

oh
and you don't want to talk to me, no
no no no
and you don't want to talk to me, no

re:action (monroe)

can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside
can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside

wake up new day but i feel the same pain
your memories still stuck up in my brain
and its okay now i won't cry
and its okay now i won't cry because
wasted so many tears I don't care about you anymore
you left my heart shattered on the mafuckin floor
and it hurt so bad I thought you was the one
i don't look back and I hate you to the core
i'm on the grind with my bros we stacking them bands
JAL bitch i take a flight i'm in japan
catch me out in tokyo shopping animate
bro i spent like hundred racks on the brand new rem

Spotify💌

feelings inside (tores + wasterr)

@owtiss, @victxrw
prod @decago, @bazington

[@owtiss]
ive seen it all
and i wont try
i never liked u that much
im alright
take your time
im just fine
ive seen it all
and i wont try
i never liked u that much
i wont cry
take my life
im just fine ;)

[@victxrw]
ill be fine
you can leave me left behind
cause youre still in my mind
ill never leave you behind

but maybe thats the issue
you use me as a punching bag, why do i let you?
theres tears and theres blood running red through these tissues
all i ever feel is that... is that i miss you
i just need to change-

i just need to change the way i feel
having troubles discerning whats fake and real
you left me in the cold, you left me in this weather
you told me we were never getting back together
i just need to change the way i feel
having troubles discerning whats fake and real
im stuck in the cold, i gave you my sweater
you told me we were never getting back together

seen it all w/ victxrw (decago, baz)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

bustin out the frieren samples :)

the truth is hidden 
in the fog of my heart
ill carry the burden
too hard to go on
it hurts not to see u
i miss u too much ;|
i love u but i dont know what u want x2

take me away
ill take all the blame
its easy to say
innocence is erased
take my place
been days since it rained
its clear everyday
but my heart ain't the same

i cant take it for long!
i feel nothing
i wish there was something i could do
i was never enough!
i cant sleep
take me to some place i can dream

hidden (yashio, me)

ty @jonsve @victxrw <3
finally new music yayyy
also thank you guys sm for 1k ❤️

me:
you know js what u mean to me
n when ur not around i cannot fall asleep
i cant function when ur not around
m- me and u 2gethr swear our souls are bound
yea i flatline 
for the last time
time and time again i would give u my all
time and time again swear im taking the fall
(me n u 2gether swear our souls are bound)
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

@jonsve
this can't resolve anymore
you just walk out of the door, the door, the door
and after turns to before
and i keep coming back for more, for more

baby can you hear my heartbeat, so fast?
i can feel our hearts meet, again
i've been hurting from a heartbleed, so bad
don't you give up on me, again and again
do you think you'll ever call me, right back
relapse into my arms please, so sad
play right into the cards please, i can't 
cause i never draw the hearts i need, again and again

@victxrw
ill do it over again
everything you said is going straight to my head
can we still be friends
tell me that well never end
well never end
just feel alive thats what they always say
and ill be fine aslong as ur okay
i dont feel safe i wanna run away
i dont feel safe can u hold me in ur arms
its all surreal
i need more than medicine js to heal
i need u to love me how u did
like way back when
like way back then
never never thought i'd be
never thought i'd be
so weak so
so weakkk
and im begging 
begging you please
leave me beee

me again
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

ty for listening!!

need u +jons & victxrw (yandere)

@owtiss
prod @owtiss yeaaaaa first time solo prod :D

accidently remade a melody from omori when making this beat and kinda just ran with it lol
here's the source btw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POMNynMVTk0

ive heard it all before
its easy to say things u dont rly mean
but its not easy to take them back
i can promise u that!
say goodbye its the last
i never wna see u again

its always stuck on loop in my head
it plays again again and again!
now i wake n i feel like im dead..
cuz at night in my bed
all the thoughts they dont end
plays again and again and again.. ;(

ive had about enough
u only believe the things that u wna see
so when it gets a little painful
when im feeling hopeful
ur always so hurtful
how could u say that?
it is what it is..

i just wna see u 
the way that i used to
cuz now when i see u 
i just cannot be true
its hard for me
it hurts to breathe
so honestly
just talk to me :(

u dont mean that (me)

2024-6-1

"I don't know what we were fighting for anymore."

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Jse0WvTFGPO2Ecg825GUN?si=98571880612a491c

tysm to the goats @prodarisu @shatter3d for the crazy beat!!
and tysm to @miraie for hopping on the song!!

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@remiliaxd :

"is it alright?"
you did me over and left me on the floor
and i don't think i can help myself again
yet you come back to ask for more, for more
i need a reason
i need to know why you left me at the door
'cause even though that my heart was sore again
i smiled, said no more, then walked away

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

@miraie :

I'm fighting for my life every single day
I'm struggling finding meaning of my life just to find out
That life is nothing but a tragedy
Yet we still live on finding our own pace & melody

SO FLY AWAY 
SOMEWHERE SO FAR AWAY, AWAY
THERE'S A KNIFE, IN MY HEART YEAH
FALL APART NO
I'M BLEEDING SLOWLY
MY VISIONS FADING
MY CONSCIOUS GONE INTO ISEKAI
REINCARNATING
Twenty three reasons written on a page and it's still not enough
I took my organs took my soul bleed myself out it's too rough
Fighting against the voice
Did I made the right choice?
Gotta keep my heart close
Can't let it decompose so-

@remiliaxd & @miraie :

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

seen it all w/ victxrw (decago, baz)

owtiss

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