faded (litothedon + tgwog + rioleyva)

@pahtrk
prod. yungspoiler
mix, mastered, written by me 

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
i was incorrect
caress your fingers down my neck
i was just a tool for your advantage 
can we leave this town i think we'll plan it 
its difficult but i got the advantage 
i think i tripped upon a different planet

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
you lost an opportunity thats fine id probably reject
ill take the next couple months to fully reset
ill do what u did to me back right back to you 
but thats not who i am 
i think i need some time to reset

i saw ur heart
inside out 
the sun is calling me
the sun is calling me

yeah, they never come back less you back down
if u wanted it so bad you'd act now
i really wish i could hear the sound
and u cant luv me cuz im not around
i aint far away cuz ive been at home
but i hate it here cuz i feel alone
my insticts aint ever peak
bad choices always repeat

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
i was incorrect
caress your fingers down my neck
with all i lost theres u i left
to be upset i cant
i think i need some time to reset

with all i lost theres u i left

reset (yungspoiler)

boring w/ blanket [pk]🥱🚬🤡

everything by me
@pahtrk
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i got the last thing u gave me and that was your heart
i knew what i was getting into baby right from the start 
i cant avoid ur eyes
i need to reassure myself oh one more time 

i got a million fuckin problems u can keep urs to urself
i dont got enemies 
ur hatred for me spiked when i was up
dont got the energy
u envy me
ill hate until the end you'll see
im not ur enemy, im not ur enemy

ur a mind artist inside this broken home
u paint an image in my head and it starts to show
i wanna take the backroads just to make it home
i dont feel safe anywhere besides alone

ur a mind artist inside this broken home x4

i got the last thing u gave me and that was your heart
i knew what i was getting into baby right from the start 

ur a mind artist inside this broken home x2

mind artist

Prod by mcx
Lyrics:
Dont use me like you did
That was really cruel of you
Dont tell me who  i am
i just blast my brains out
I wipe the tears off my face and watch me decay
im not feeling great.
Your not my friend i watched you change ways 
i text you right back, you take a couple days.

I dont get sleep you know that im tired
I take my feelings and throw them in the fire
she said im dead, heavy weights on my chest
and im crying in my bed
Ill see you soon while im rotting on the floor
Life is tough im not here anymore

And im trying its fine i promise you
how could i forget
and everything reminds me of you
until you went and end it all
please dont bring it up again
your brain is leaking Adderall
i thought you were my friend
i feel so lost who do i call
please tell me why your so cold.
i guess thats that

take it back you made me laugh thats a mistake
you behind my back, you stab my back and you switch ways
thats not fair to me, then again what was fair in the first place
Ill see you soon while im rotting on the floor
life is tough im not hear anymore

I fell so broke
had to let you go
im falling through the snow
you try to break me but all you do is ache me
i feel so broke
had to let you go
im falling through the snow
i dont wanna go

I dont get sleep you know that im tired
I take my feelings and throw them in the fire
she said im dead, heavy weights on my chest
and im crying in my bed
Ill see you soon while im rotting on the floor
Life is tough im not here anymore

Ill See You Soon

me and simon have once did it again 
shoutout goat @simonpopdiva ily<33

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i broke the pattern but i didnt know the loop would repeat
i cant remember anything but it still bothers me 
no truth to set us free
it was nice spending time with you but i wasnt me 
but youre not2blame
youre not2blame

i think ill start this fire on my own
i dont need ur help ive been all alone
and i just didnt even need to ask for a hand
ive spent the past few months working on one big plan

understand my pain
amphetamines
theyre not good4me
and i hope you see x2

understand my pain
￼
theyre not good4me
and i hope you see

not2blame (simon)

a date with what seems to be the end
your dauntless memory begins to fade
your destiny is out of my own way

my stepping stones are different
i lie for fun
there wasnt any interest
ill start with a gun
just tell me that you need me
my point wasnt clear
i aint ever been so needy
i was impaired x9

pumpkin coffee, love from a distance
ill start here but wait ill end it
why are you so offended
youre all i need im defendant

its like a punch to the fucking face
strangers with memories i cant recall her name
wish things were the same
cant blame me today

my stepping stones are different
i lie for fun
there wasnt any interest
ill start with a gun
just tell me that you need me
my point wasnt clear
i aint ever been so needy
i was impaired x3