literally one of the best songs on SoundCloud, downloaded to my files

Feeling Depleted and Obsessed

127.651 lol
@prtrts @1vense

pahtrk:
where have u been ive been calling 4 u
i can picture us under da moon
worst comes to worst ill be ur only friend
id rather us just make it a plan

i think i should be honest
but my honesties a crime
and i only hope that time will tell wut u did 2 me

gail:
it's the cross on my back
dnt ever want to detach
runnin round in circles
wrap around my head

and with ur hands on my neck
idk what is the best for me
hav to keep going ...
hav to keep going ...

and when u wake up
and put on ur makeup
what'd u say to me
oh no what'd u say to me again?

is it the fake love
or on ur taste buds?
its jus a matter of time
before u leave again :'c

pahtrk:
where have u been ive been calling 4 u
i can picture us under da moon
worst comes to worst ill be ur only friend
id rather us just make it a plan

5-23 w/ gail (vense)

looks [original version] (tennis player)

faded (litothedon + tgwog + rioleyva)

produced by vanguardthechamp

@staggyucrazy @omgemags @ihatecubn

hold up [staggy + emags + cubn]

@pahtrk
prod. yungspoiler
mix, mastered, written by me 

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
i was incorrect
caress your fingers down my neck
i was just a tool for your advantage 
can we leave this town i think we'll plan it 
its difficult but i got the advantage 
i think i tripped upon a different planet

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
you lost an opportunity thats fine id probably reject
ill take the next couple months to fully reset
ill do what u did to me back right back to you 
but thats not who i am 
i think i need some time to reset

i saw ur heart
inside out 
the sun is calling me
the sun is calling me

yeah, they never come back less you back down
if u wanted it so bad you'd act now
i really wish i could hear the sound
and u cant luv me cuz im not around
i aint far away cuz ive been at home
but i hate it here cuz i feel alone
my insticts aint ever peak
bad choices always repeat

ive been understanding way more than you can imagine
i was incorrect
caress your fingers down my neck
with all i lost theres u i left
to be upset i cant
i think i need some time to reset

with all i lost theres u i left

reset (yungspoiler)

everything by me
@pahtrk
-
i got the last thing u gave me and that was your heart
i knew what i was getting into baby right from the start 
i cant avoid ur eyes
i need to reassure myself oh one more time 

i got a million fuckin problems u can keep urs to urself
i dont got enemies 
ur hatred for me spiked when i was up
dont got the energy
u envy me
ill hate until the end you'll see
im not ur enemy, im not ur enemy

ur a mind artist inside this broken home
u paint an image in my head and it starts to show
i wanna take the backroads just to make it home
i dont feel safe anywhere besides alone

ur a mind artist inside this broken home x4

i got the last thing u gave me and that was your heart
i knew what i was getting into baby right from the start 

ur a mind artist inside this broken home x2

mind artist

@luciidwtf
they don't got time for ur bs
they don't really like you
maybe i shouldn't :/
I believe you
but I couldn't...shouldn't
2 fuckin fake and I wish I never knew it

maybe I shouldn't (luciid + Prod. By Phantom)

guitar by sadisfying

lyrics-
It’s like I was saying the other day, it’s like, nothing really feels like it used to. I just- like, I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. It’s just, I don’t know why I’m still going at this like somethings gonna change. I just really feel like it isn’t, but…


It’s not my fault 
Why do you talk to me like that?
It’s not your call
How I feel about that 
It’s all my fault 
How’d I forget about that?
Break my fall
Landed flat on my back

I’ll be
A different person in the morning
Promise you’ll see
Watch me bloom I’m always growing 
I love to watch the trees
God I wish that that were me 
Always at peace 
All the life I oversee
That’s nothing like me
Always biting at my teeth 
It don’t surprise me
Not a lot of good I see 
But why dislike me?
Why do you cut me at the knees?
Do you despise me?
Or is it something that I can’t see?
Why can’t you tell me just what you need?

break (prod. me)

uplifted (tgwog)

lyrics:

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too- I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

Im so Maury how I son these copy pastes
I ash on my vlone while he hang up his old navy
This power up in my cup could kill a baby
Im so deep inside this shit I promise u won’t save me
This some first take shit
On bass that’s earthquake
It feels like rapture how my whole entire room shakes
Got me sweating cause I know im not a pure soul
Still im gifted with this voice that lays ethereal
Her dad must be Phillips how she projecting
And her mom must be fedex how she hold my package
Pull up on my guys and they let that opera sing
Stay around too long I swear they’ll bring u damage

Fuck me and bite me and slap me and maim me and scar me and shape me and teach me the ways of the background U gave me I learned it and suffered the beatings and upsets
I am nothing but an object to you

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too-  I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

house Party  (eric Godlow)

produced by pekarot
engineered by me

lyrics:

girl u told me i wouldnt be something
now i turned being a nothing into something
posting songs hoping i make it
i dont wanna have to live in fear

GIRL IM DYING THE FLOOR
NOW STARING INTO THE MIRROR ON SHROOMS LIKE YOU DONT HAVE TOO
SICK OF CRYING ON THE FLOOR IN THIS BEDROOM

lost to many people way to soon
wanna chase these pills with some whiskey but i dont wanna die yet
reapers got my soul on a list and hes ready to collect
and if we never meant i doubt he would be dead
n i sent my last text and you left it on read
i gotta say this one more time
it wasnt my fault that he did what he did
but u can blame me because i never change im jus like the rest

a fucking drug addict
a fucking mess
always fucking stressed

girl u told me i wouldnt be something
now i turned being a nothing into something
posting songs hoping i make it
i dont wanna have to live in fear

GIRL IM DYING THE FLOOR
NOW STARING INTO THE MIRROR ON SHROOMS LIKE YOU DONT HAVE TOO
SICK OF CRYING ON THE FLOOR IN THIS BEDROOM

something

I pulled up to Japan, yeah you know I did my dance
Shawty rollin’ with the plan, she got Louis on her hand
I just hit a taco stand, vibes sweeter than flan
International with it, she from Bahrain, understand
Yeah, we poppin bottles on a Tuesday
Life a movie every night a Bluray
Shorty want the keys to the coupe thats valet
Tell her if she ridin we don’t do no halfway
Tokyo nights with the neon glow
Young Money worldwide, yeah the team on go
From the 6 to Dubai then it’s off to Seoul
young money typa vibe, yea she already know
Catch me out in Paris with a rose glass
She a model in the making yeah, she pose like that
I be somewhere on the charts where the pros be at
Young Money typa track n we spinnin back
Yeah shawty love the accent, told me, “Say it slow”
I just hit flordia now Im on the east Coast
Yung cam in his prime with the 2010 flow
Young Money never endin yeah 4ever we glowin

out in paris ; + @spacexluv, @only1reason ; #xi

Happy

@sorrow_bringer

10 missed calls
didnt even here the phone ring
i rly thought
that i left that in the old me
why're ur eyes always red?
she still walks thru my head
good god, i've been feelin so unholy
when i fall, i know no one's there to hold me
if that's all to be said
you can load up the lead

spent my last 12 months
tryna make a couple bucks
ruinnin from my loved ones
i've been hiding
from the life i knew once
to the shit i do now
you can't even here the sound
if i'm cryin
long nights smoking blunts
til the sun comes up
i've been faded on my own
and idgaf
if the neighbors gunna watch
take a pic too
it's all good
they won't ever get what we do

Follow me <3

10 missed calls (prod. sorrow bringer)

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow

The People We Used To Be feat. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

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