video: https://youtu.be/0PK8Q0pubG8

maybe I don't know you
for who you are I told you
it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds
you say whatever goes and I'm with it
we're close then we're distant
your curves I keep getting involved in

it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds

if only we had known we were in it
for only a minute too long

maybe I don't know you
for who you are I told you
it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds
you say whatever goes and I'm with it
we're close then we're distant
your curves I keep getting involved in

so you hold me
in the morning
It's like my head gets dark
and the bed's on fire
when you told me
no, you warned me
of bein' too honest when you're especially quiet

hahaha... fuq!
okay, listen

so yeah I'm scared like a bitch!
this decision's hard to make
'cause either way Imma end up with a different vision
yeah your diamond eyes hit me quick
I ain't even get the chance to say
I don't want it
I was apathetic all night

Apathetic

Most earnestly, rest easy. I will not claim complete understanding but I cannot overstate my reverence. circa May 2022

stream

rainbow bridge

no it's not to make you happy
that's not why i'm here
can you read me without asking?
can you see that i don't care??

was hopin' i could seeeee you
only if you need to come here if you wanna
baby take it farther
we touch, we turn into mirages no
i wasn't in the picture
was running from our issues
living in a bubble
we touch we turn into mirages

no it's not to make you happy
that's not why i'm here
can you read me without asking?
can you see that i don't care??

hey!
you say your fear is you won't see my face again
i swear that you're wrong
i promise this ain't the end
i told you how i see it all as just a mirage
it's just a mirage
it's just a mirage no

no it's not to make you happy
that's not why i'm here
can you read me without asking?
can you see that i don't care??

was hopin' i could seeeee you
only if you need to come here if you wanna
baby take it farther
we touch, we turn into mirages no
i wasn't in the picture
was running from our issues
living in a bubble
we touch we turn into mirages

Mirages

forever yours

Leave me on my knees
Make me such a mess
And call me on discord
Yea, call me discord
Leave me on my knees
Make me such a mess
And call me on discord
Yea, call me discord
Leave me on my knees
Make me such a mess
And call me on discord

Now I’m waiting on the other line
And you call me up you save me all this precious time
When you call me on discord
Now I’m waiting for your face to shine
Now I’m sitting here drunk and we’re talking on the bathroom tile
Playing ‘two truth’s one lie’
And I admit your blue eyes they drive me insane
Never thought I’d say it but it goes two ways
Now I’m waiting on the other line
For you to call me on discord  
Call me on
Call me on discord
Call me on
Call me on discord

(Dis- dis- dis- dis-)
(Dis- dis- dis- dis-)
(Dis- dis- dis- dis-)
(Dis- dis- dis- dis-)

Leave me on my knees
Call me on discord
Call me on discord

i've been hearing bout this innocent lie
you've been selling, been telling
you keep self-vindicating thinking that i wouldn't hear it
or fear it when i speak for myself

oh everybody hates somebody round here, so i'll be the one for you then
we can fight like kittens and fuck like cats, even though we can't tell the difference
and our friends don't mind if i go silent and act like i never knew them
cause you spread your lies and i take the retribution

but whenever we face off
we can't seem to think of
any of those virulent words we wanted to forget
they never get said
oh we can't regret them
if we never let them
be spoken cause they don't mean nothing at all to someone else
only ourselves
whenever we face off
we can't seem to think of
any of those virulent words we wanted to forget
they never get said
oh we can't regret them
if we never let them
be spoken cause they don't mean nothing at all to someone else
only ourselves

i might say i hope you die in a fire
or a car crash, on a racetrack
or i might say that i've been working a while
for a compaq, or radio shack, some bullshit like that

cause everybody hates somebody round here, so i'll be the one for you then
we can fight like kittens and fuck like cats, even though we can't tell the difference
and our friends don't mind if i go silent and act like i never knew them
cause you spread your lies and i take the retribution

but whenever we face off
we can't seem to think of
any of those virulent words we wanted to forget
they never get said
oh we can't regret them
if we never let them
be spoken cause they don't mean nothing at all to someone else
only ourselves
whenever we face off
we can't seem to think of
any of those virulent words we wanted to forget
they never get said
oh we can't regret them
if we never let them
be spoken cause they don't mean nothing at all to someone else
only ourselves

face off

4 Life

Mama Didn't Raise No VPN

happy bday scarlet 

prod  + mixed by @sorry999

2016 ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

mad at the 4 ft edan!, yuk1 (prod. rexv2 + vrtex)

how much longer is this shit gon' last
call me up say you're glad that I'm well
but when my gaurd falls down 
and the truth comes out
you won't be too proud of me now

see I got blood stains on my white t shirt
and growing pains when I wake up
feeling like I just got hit by a truck
and just to spare you I won't mention what would scare you
if you could be me you'd see I'm shit outta luck

baby how much longer is this shit gon' last
call me up say you're glad that I'm well
but when my gaurd falls down 
and the truth comes out
you won't be too proud of me now

you say take your time but I've had mine
no I'm not asking for yours
(midnight, midnight, midnight, midnight)

all this smoke in my hiatus I'm disassociated
this intoxicant does more than relax
cuz now I'm fucked up thinking bout regrets and what I can't change
bound like tack to the past
no these pills won't make you happy your friends can make you laugh
and your perception's really all that you have
I'll see you when I land
see you when I
see you when I land
see you when I

yeah I'll see you when I land
see you when I
see you when I land
see you when I

perception's really all that you have

rock music

homegrown in pennsylvania
member/cofounder @anythingcouldbehere

Apathetic

patchymate