Ecosystem

1/12/24

prod ME & maxflynn
lyrics:
you cried i aint gone fall for that bullshit
again u done put me thru lots of emotions
i rollercoasted now im back on my movement
and when im w you it heals me yeah its soothing
top down ion gotta walk now
crazy how i started get money when i dropped out
dropped out i was 17
wasn't over lil shawty tryna mess m we

she got a lotta fake tears 
told me getting over her would probably take a year 
but it only took a month dog
suicide on my mind but i wont cuz i luv yall
live alone so my head be getting fucked up
aye, thats why i'm fucking wit your heart bitch
i been feeling like a demon moving heartless
if was your kanye then he was your petey
cause you fucked me over but you know you need me

it be easy if u tell me what u want from me
said u need a little space, then u walked from me 
lately i feell like ppl want a lot from me
watch you need give a call and you could cop from me

ion really need new friends dog
every body really really lonely in the end dog
so, why should i try, heart been cold since the middle of july
you and i attached but i walked from it
wasn't easy but i really learned a lot from it 
when im high ion like when ppl try to talk to me
anxiety got me moving awkwardly
ion really know what lil shawty want from me

but i'll give it to her
put in work be the person that u wish u were
i know it aint as easy as it seem dawg
20 sumn and im living out my dream dawg
in my dream life, seems like
rolly on my wrist and the beam tight
ion take a order from a bitch dog 
aint no misogny, i just wan fuck, want u on top of me
faded been movin real saucily 
gotta lil bag, now lil shorty wanna talk to me
ion wanna talk to em, imma just walk thru em
tommy KINDA WANT U

tommy ice - fake tears (prod. @yungcastor & @maxflynn)

https://spiritofariel.com

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

don't fret if it wasn't the world we thought it would be
don't panic if you think it's the end
we're gonna make it out taking effort one day at a time
it's gonna be ours in a matter of time
i've been dreaming dreaming dreaming

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

11.16.22

Buy/Support

Dream Analysis

https://spiritofariel.com

you are, you are 
the world to who you’re in front of
don’t you know?
my god, my god
he’s a star, he’s a star
kiss me
and show me everything that’s yours
i can’t even imagine life without you
and if you want me back im yours
take it in my skin
and wrap me up in clovers
you are, you are
the best of me 
the best of me
the best of me
the best of me
best of me
best of me

11.19.22

Best Of Me

https://spiritofariel.com

sitting in the country
grinding on my teeth
if hating is so ugly
then why you seek relief?
your lover's gon be angry
if i don't get my piece
so hold up while you're handy
and smile with your teeth

i'm into you baby
we could do it if we try
we could do it all night
and it's on my mind:
did i fuck up this time
taking up all of my time with this denial?

oh my god im so sorry the devil made me do it 
invocate the dark in me
and show me how to use it
through this second death i wake a vessel of the druid
take this cross up from my gaze
i'm wrought for absolution

i can't hear you
i started to want to change
i can't hear you
i let the seraphim slip away!

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-
(x2)

i can't hear you
i started to want to change
i can't hear you
i let the seraphim slip away!

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-
(x2)

one hundred percent you're on my mind
take your percent, not worth my time
take my day just like my life
(my life, like my life)
play pretend by my side
dig your nails in my sides
be your friend, your only friend that won't comprimise

if you tell me 'i want the truth'
you'll say that you love me and talk too cute
i'm one with your presence, i'm one with my youth
i'll settle my end just to talk to you

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-

imma let it be; imma grind my teeth
i'm a mango tree in a quantum field
i might oscillate; i might drop my gaze
i might be displaced; i am spinning plays

hahaha

//thank you christian for helping me with this one @collidingwithmars

2.6.23

Ecosystem (w/ cwm)

spiritofariel.com

i still remember when we met 
i saw your silhouette
falling down the steps
wrapped up in a dress
mine was kinda see through
and yours was too
i wonder what you'd say to me if i walked to you

it isn't funny how we met
took an online personality test
i still remember what it said
'you're needing a reality check'
i thought that you could save me
i thought that you would care
i was desperate for affection and i saw you over there
say you need me
say id be right there
and i was much as you wanna talk to me daily i don't care

save it for the rest
i don't really care to talk about your boyfriend you had when you were 19
treat me like a lesson
don't write it off as something that it wasn't, you were broken bout it
yea you were

take my shirt off
and break my knees
you know everything
(tell me everything you know about me)
so what am I to you?
i wouldn't lie to you
what am I to you?

i can tell the truth
if you want me to
i wish i hadn't gone through hell and back to be with you
i almost ran with you
but you can't tell me to
i'm a freer man than i would be as a girl with you

12.9.22

Care

Produced by navyxower
Written by Heylog & navyxower
Mix and master by Heylog & navyxower

lyrics
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its so challenging
you can throw me out, recycle me
I'm mortified
trying everything to keep me in line
I was neglected, but I'm feeling fine
will I be alright
i cant see through the fight!

I'm really a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

YOU ASK ME IF IM BORED OF YOU!
i tell you its alright
nobody ever missed me, im happy that your mine
ill stay here watch some cartoons
*do nothing with my life*
a lonely little child
just trying to get by

sing me, a lullaby to put me right to sleep
sleep by my side, and ill be happy as can be
a life that's full of trauma, guess healing aint for me
wait until the morning, ill be throwing up you see

she's upset, I know I messed up
in the bed, I slowly get up
look around, this is the last time
in ur room, it's home in my eyes
thunderstorms
travel back
stay the night 
then miss u bad
one hour
till I'm home
the last place I wanna go
seeing you like everyday to not seeing at all
how'd it go from talking every night to not one call
these changes, I don't like them, especially being alone
it'd probably be worse if I didn't learn how to grow

I'm really a joke
you can see it in my eyes
a lonely little child
nobody by my side

they stay up for a while
night shift, go for a drive
ill wait until the morning to see you both in life

sibling w/ heylog

I can't sleep at all wit u next to me cus im just busy grabbin
prod. perish x Arjun
Mixed by me

heartless (prod. @perishbeats & @arjunxsingha)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/jadysbirthday

my life is overcomplicated 
i wake up take a pill im jaded
then roll my spliff up just to face
my momma say im talent wasting

i sent messages erased them....

my life is overcomplicated [prod. jady]

scrapped ideas, demos, and things i made with friends for fun (2022-2023)

when you meet your god, tell him to leave me alone w/ oliver francis

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member/cofounder @anythingcouldbehere

Ecosystem (w/ cwm)

patchymate