video: https://youtu.be/0PK8Q0pubG8

maybe I don't know you
for who you are I told you
it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds
you say whatever goes and I'm with it
we're close then we're distant
your curves I keep getting involved in

it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds

if only we had known we were in it
for only a minute too long

maybe I don't know you
for who you are I told you
it's not that I don't love it
I'm just apathetic
lost in your eyes like diamonds
you say whatever goes and I'm with it
we're close then we're distant
your curves I keep getting involved in

so you hold me
in the morning
It's like my head gets dark
and the bed's on fire
when you told me
no, you warned me
of bein' too honest when you're especially quiet

hahaha... fuq!
okay, listen

so yeah I'm scared like a bitch!
this decision's hard to make
'cause either way Imma end up with a different vision
yeah your diamond eyes hit me quick
I ain't even get the chance to say
I don't want it
I was apathetic all night

Apathetic

https://spiritofariel.com

sitting in the country
grinding on my teeth
if hating is so ugly
then why you seek relief?
your lover's gon be angry
if i don't get my piece
so hold up while you're handy
and smile with your teeth

i'm into you baby
we could do it if we try
we could do it all night
and it's on my mind:
did i fuck up this time
taking up all of my time with this denial?

oh my god im so sorry the devil made me do it 
invocate the dark in me
and show me how to use it
through this second death i wake a vessel of the druid
take this cross up from my gaze
i'm wrought for absolution

i can't hear you
i started to want to change
i can't hear you
i let the seraphim slip away!

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-
(x2)

i can't hear you
i started to want to change
i can't hear you
i let the seraphim slip away!

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-
(x2)

one hundred percent you're on my mind
take your percent, not worth my time
take my day just like my life
(my life, like my life)
play pretend by my side
dig your nails in my sides
be your friend, your only friend that won't comprimise

if you tell me 'i want the truth'
you'll say that you love me and talk too cute
i'm one with your presence, i'm one with my youth
i'll settle my end just to talk to you

take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away
take me to the frey, take me to the grey, to the spirt
take me to frey, take my phone away

we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in deny
we're both in denial
we're both in denial
we're both in de-

imma let it be; imma grind my teeth
i'm a mango tree in a quantum field
i might oscillate; i might drop my gaze
i might be displaced; i am spinning plays

hahaha

//thank you christian for helping me with this one @collidingwithmars

2.6.23

Ecosystem (w/ cwm)

7/26

coprod oldcollin on some of the backing guitars :3

lyrics:
you cant let me down
just feel it out
is it so ordinary now
i guess ill go somewhere
you could go 
whenever life's not fair
you can make it home
and i could tell you
and nobody's gonna get ya
like i do, like i do

when you call my name
i'm still the same
just unaware
but if that's who i am 
then i won't say all that now
think i'm falling off
i can't help that
nobody's holding on
tying loose ends upside down
but you're not listening now
no you just can't help that

no you just can't help but fight the fact that
this seems so unfair
can't bite my tongue to stop from speaking
lose my grip right there
it's a long way down
don't wanna touch the ground
but every time i hear the sound
i'm at a stand still
considering all of that
you know you cant let me down

ordinary (ft. oldcollin)

Part 6 of 11

Length: 3min, 5sec
Key: Cmaj +34ct -> C#maj
BPM: 96.00

Written in Butte, Montana + Saratoga Springs, New York
Recorded and produced in Brooklyn, New York + Hagerstown, Maryland

Produced + mixed by wishlane
Mastered by @st1cksyea

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-the-homestead-song-lyrics

Nobody's listening!

The homestead song

listen somewhere else

https://spiritofariel.com

@gordonsnyder thank you for believing in me

6.6.21

You (w/ Gordon Snyder)

https://spiritofariel.com

i can't be caught saying this with my boys in the room
but im never gonna let you go
a stupid thought's all it takes to devoid what you do
no im never gonna let you go
my love ain't the evil, i'd share my world between us
you're scared to lose that shit but i'm not
i'm yours don't you see that the space between us is killing me
i won't lose sight of my worth

full album may 21st

I won't lose sight of my worth

Length — 2min, 53sec
Key — Gmaj
BPM — 94.00

Lyrics — https://genius.com/Wishlane-cruelty-and-release-lyrics
Streaming — http://ffm.to/crueltyandrelease

Ecosystem (w/ cwm)

patchymate