03

https://open.spotify.com/album/4BuJ4jRfLoTj9rQ8vi94zk?si=KSnxOYr9T0qwGS16BoSYEQ

lyrics >
talk
it anyway...
stop
tryna control
but with the glass half full, i was staying awake
and i've been running out of options and i needed a taste
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
'cause i don't want you to think i'm like this
'cause somebody wants you
and you never talked to me anyway
didn't you want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at your place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
(you don't know the half of it)

do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that? (so)

'cause i dont recommend u
look through your camera roll while you're figuring it out (yeah)
so sora, when will you come home?

and i don't want you to think im like this
'cause somebody wants you
you never talked to me anyway
didn't u want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at ur place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
.
if you read this, i will see you soon in the town below the dancing star.

sora

fursuiter: https://twitter.com/KunoAlpenstock
inspired by Alex G

give me ur magic my friend
tragic cost manifesting fallacies for you
is it true

pull me out the pocket at the back of your hand
put me in the front to see how ur world ends
free me from this form so we can stay friends

relax and ill hold you
the tax that youre sold to
is that what you want to be
sad and unspoken

why dont you give me up
impressions pressing me
to corrupt myself for you
and idk how i could be a cynic man
with lessons learnt from bitterness
i think id understand
i want you better than me 

bulletproof views
staying when ur guards up
pain ensues 
cus u think that ur times up

relax and ill hold u
the tax that ur sold to
is that what u want to
be sad and unspoken

thank you to the awesome @patchymate for the cover art and help with arrangement and mixing! 

she'd go and take it, don’t reciprocate
end up feeling less sweet, opened wide
I’m dead in conversations, going to places i shouldn’t stay
real or on the line

feeling out of touch,
I can’t sense a numb feeling
state the obvious when I lose track of meaning
you keep on reading my mind when I don’t want you to
when I write about, write about, you
shit, go and take it, don’t reciprocate
even if it’s for the worse, I think I’ll be just fine

(patchymate)
don’t!
stop breaking your back for me
it isn’t worth the pain and the sense of a tragedy
it wasn’t no

don’t!
stop taking the edge out of everything i like
don’t!
keep me from friends ain’t like nothing that you had
don’t take it out on me, i’m your beauty queen
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have

still wanna show the do-si-do
show off the branches when the grow
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have
i wanna build an enterprise
co-divide and start to multiply and multiply and multiply and multiply

take it out of me to see the rest
lied about who lies with me in bed
fornicating on with someone else
and all my friends are getting used to it
all my friends are the best
believe me, to be the name i wasn’t then
it could have killed me in an instant
it could have got to my soul

and i love being all orderly
but it ain’t for me
i march to my own form
don’t you see?
i told you babe, it was an omen
and my friends are gonna love it when i cry

and you won’t
but you don’t have to believe me again

me/you feat. patchymate

@loginstrash
@brakence

Fall around
My instincts never kick in tryna calm me down
You can catch me in the wreckage where I'm far too proud
To look you in the eyes where I've lost your smile
(I am using my imagination)
Lost-lost your smile
Distant
Wings just lifted
Statue fixed here
I'm addicted
I could never trust you sincerely
Oh my god I don't think you love me
Be sure you sign your letters with tears please
My head is still abuzz, I breathe, I just hear

Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn't stop me from falling down
Oh Icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I'll be waiting

Fall down
I had to run it back again
Fade when I cried out
I care for you I care for you
Far out, I have a choice to let you in
Not tryna fall out
(Patience, if I can't hold you, it doesn't mean that we're through)
Fall down
I had to run it back run it back run it back back back back
Cried out
I care for you I care for you
Far out, I have a choice to let you in
And bring the stars out
Think I'll find out who I am

Let go of closure fall into devotion
Flowers in this garden, bees come form an ocean
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
(Where in the world did I go)
Arms out, hold your laughter in
Thought cloud made it rain today
(Go figure)
(We cry and laugh on the floor)
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage
(I'm with you)
(You cannot catch me no more)
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
(Where in the world did I go)
Arms out, hold your laughter in
(Where in the world did I go)
Thought cloud made it rain today
(Where in the world did I go)
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage
Shots bounce, call it ricochet
Arms out, hold your laughter in
Thought cloud made it rain today
Clap, bow, I'll just take the stage

Distant
Wings just lifted
Statue fixed here
I never left you
(Athena)
Distant
(And I can't wait another day and stay begging just to go back home)
(And I could never trust you sincerely)
Wings just lifted
(All my friends becoming royalty father help me watch the throne)
(Cause I don't think I thought through it clearly)
Statue fixed here
(Stars kill my anxiety I won't fight this all alone)
(Hold me there in your arms I'm dreaming)
I never-
Burning
Don't let me go

Login:

Being together ain't about
Being together
Girl I know I'm far
Yeah I know I'm far
Being together ain't about
Being together
Girl I know I'm far
Yeah I know I'm far
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Being ain't about
Be-be-be-be-be

(Being togeth-th-th-th-th-th-)

Athena feat. brakence & login

https://spiritofariel.com

@gordonsnyder thank you for believing in me

6.6.21

You (w/ Gordon Snyder)

honey... did you hear the call?
sun is burning through our walls and money's gonna kill us all
i'm okay, won't live for long
cuz i don't have a say all i can do is find this funny... ha!

i found everything i needed in your touch
tried escaping from reality it sucked
no i'm not scared cuz you make your own luck
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
and i'm fucked up cuz all of this is made up
breathe deep, pop a psilocin and wake up
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
bankrupt

and then i wake up and i'm naked in my bed
it's another day i've dreamt of you if only i could rest with you as lovers
hiding under covers, love under the sun and the drugs 
and then suddenly i'm dreaming that we're face first in flower beds
if you think they're pretty now just wait till everybody's dead and they recover
industry gonna suffer
i wonder how a couple more bucks is gonna save us

i found everything i needed in your touch
tried escaping from reality it sucked
no i'm not scared cuz you make your own luck
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
and i'm fucked up cuz all of this is made up
breathe deep, pop a psilocin and wake up
oh i'm gonna spend all this money till i'm bankrupt
bankrupt

Bankrupt

Track 7
Greatest Movie Never Filmed
Ryan Leahan, patchymate, abbot , torr

Sevenpence (feat. torr)

low effort novo amor cover bc it was stuck in my head on my run yesterday

copathetic

The Other Side

how much longer is this shit gon' last
call me up say you're glad that I'm well
but when my gaurd falls down 
and the truth comes out
you won't be too proud of me now

see I got blood stains on my white t shirt
and growing pains when I wake up
feeling like I just got hit by a truck
and just to spare you I won't mention what would scare you
if you could be me you'd see I'm shit outta luck

baby how much longer is this shit gon' last
call me up say you're glad that I'm well
but when my gaurd falls down 
and the truth comes out
you won't be too proud of me now

you say take your time but I've had mine
no I'm not asking for yours
(midnight, midnight, midnight, midnight)

all this smoke in my hiatus I'm disassociated
this intoxicant does more than relax
cuz now I'm fucked up thinking bout regrets and what I can't change
bound like tack to the past
no these pills won't make you happy your friends can make you laugh
and your perception's really all that you have
I'll see you when I land
see you when I
see you when I land
see you when I

yeah I'll see you when I land
see you when I
see you when I land
see you when I

perception's really all that you have

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