tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

hello! im stxrr, a 16 year old independent and autistic producer/music artist, i hope u enjoy my music :)

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