~lift my bangs~
@lintukoto

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/4J4VN0ylZ8qFEuSrmgn2MZ?si=RSyCsQYsQYanhdB5CfxGlw

heyhihihi what's up ty for all of the love recently it's been really motivating.. (..kind of overwhelming too but in a good way) so let's all have a good upcoming autumn ૮ • ﻌ - ა

♡♡
would u tell me that u love me even if i'm kind of awkward?
it's so hard to say goodbye i don't wanna make this hurt that bad

u say i care too much?
well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

u 
like u never realized 
my true feelings
ig that's not ur fault cos

i'm just so terrified
scared of that look in ur eyes
promise me that you'll be alright
still.. i'm hoping to rely on the lies

so you sweep my bangs
& touch my forehead
cos i'm feeling kind of hot

so i rest my head
in both my, my palms
and admire from afar
admire from afar

it's so frustrating that u 
never just never just never just notice

but i'm too scared to say .. so
i'll just stay like this until u come home 

I've been in bed all day
overthinking every word i say
i'm sry, u just can't relate
just wna sit outside w/ the rain

u say i care too much
..well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

you called it bittersweet
there's no need for talk like that
just say it how it is
it'll hurt but i like it like that

u say i care too much
..well obv it wasn't enough
hoping u don't call my bluff
fuck it don't add no fluff 

so you sweep my bangs
& touch my forehead
cos i'm feeling kind of hot

so i rest my head
in both my, my palms
and admire from afar
admire from afar

it's so frustrating that u 
never just never just never just notice

but i'm too scared to say .. so
i'll just stay like this until u come home 
https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

lift my bangs (anka)

thx so much for 100 followers! more stuff coming otw:P
beat by @moz-103259352

(baby girl know im sorry
i been chasin bags i been chasin money
tell me how did i mess it up again?
tell me how did i break ur trust again?)

i apologise
i tried a thousand times
i did a thousand things wrong
told a thousand lies
and now my baby is gone
all i do is cry
and now im writing these songs
about you & i

felt like suicide
i made her move aside
and now i cant move on
yeah i know ur right
and i cant go on
yeah im stuck inside
did 2 many wrongs that i couldnt right

she was all that i had
now i cant go back
wish i could take back
all the things that i said
u made me feel things tht i didnt know i could
wish i said the things that i always knew i shld
now im back here again on my own
now im back here again all alone
i dont need noone
ill do it all by myself i dont need noone


on my own (moz)

This is my name. This is my face. And this is my therapy!

The future is yours. ݁  ₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.

Thanks 4 listening as always.

[Lyrics]

[Verse 1]
I'd only expect that you'd be the one
'Cause I can't really see the difference between us
And if it's wrong you could tell me and I'll know
Who to call when you're not acting like yourself — so!

I’ve been indifferent so long, I need a change to carry on
I wish that you could understand just who you are
I didn't crash too hard — could've crushed you up
Would be the last time that I ever see your face

[Chorus]
And it's okay
I really shouldn't have to ask you to be with me
The blood of your victim is on your face
You don't have to lie — your secret's safe with me

I know that there's a purpose, but right now it's just not worth it
Change my life — I'm in a bind
Alibi for me, be my alibi

[Interlude]
(Lieu reference: https://genius.com/Lieu-i-wrote-you-in-a-dream-lyrics)
I don't sing this shit, I make it happen
That boy a Cancer
We pull up and we turn him to a dancer
Bitch

[Chorus 2]
I can't stick around, I won't fall behind
I'm leaving the past — the future's mine
So push to the edge, don't fall to your death
'Cause we're under the seventh sky

I'll make my return, I can't promise nothing
Can't stick around — no, oh
Watch you bleed out, can't see you
I'll be there in a minute — any moment now

[Bridge]
And it's not like I have a choice in it
Baby, you just go on and on and on
If it's wrong, you can tell me differently
'Cause I won't leave — yeah, I will stay on your side

You know that I might not — you're feeling the time loss
Do you need some time off? 'Cause I'll let you by!
If it's a problem, make it known to me
'Cause I don't wanna see you suffer, ah

[Pre-Chorus 2]
(Raon 라온 reference: https://genius.com/Raon-promise-english-version-lyrics)
Promise — I promise I'll never forget
Every moment that we spent together
Promise — I promise I'll hold my head high
Here together, standing under the seventh sky

Leaving The Past!/The Future's Mine (prod.drew)

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
..
@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

indifferent (hartfxlt + akura)

prod @nazzz333 x @rewind214 !!

shoutout @6vesta and my hollowed twin @1xene

@haunted_sad
i knew baby tht i could never trust u 
i knew baby tht u were a liar from the start
u broke my heart bby its all the same to me
living in a fairytale call it make believe 
i might #flatline bby what do u see in me? 
stuck in second place baby think its meant4me
idling by i been wasting all my time
im always comin back to this point tht i wna die
cryin in my head cause ik im the #issue
i wna go back 2 the better times

@6vesta
i thought u were the one for me 
blood dripping off of the sink
only tell me what u mean
why im crying all the time? 
something i dont know
im holding onto these feelings but i think i should let go 
its something different now
its something i dont feel
its something i cant show u but i promise u its real

why im lying all the time
why im falling all the time
why i give up all the time
why im cutting all the time 
x2
@1xene
in the background
background
is where i stay
yea my hearts bound
hearts bound
to this place
yeah i might drown
might drown in chardonnay
so done
so done w all this pain

take away it all
erase it all
break, girl break my fall
erase it all

ialwayswastedmytime w/ xene + vesta (rewind + naz)

artwork by @kyomonemui

i just wanna go to sleep
late nights always thinkin bout you
in my head singing to me
like a whistle
i miss your voice
miss your hair
miss your lips oh

sweet like calpyso
sweet like ice cream
sweet like solero

she wanted mixue
so i told her lets go
that was years ago
im looking at her photo

pick it up
to the right
could u hold it softly
hold my hand and promise that you won't leave
at last my soul is setting free

i just want you to let me go

take it slow
i don't really just wanna be honest
the feelings im holding back

feel her heart beat like looking in the winter
i can't answer the phone
i can't do this alone

its my fault i didn't listen
now its you im missin
and it will end in a mystery

you can't say that i don't love u
(but you don't show it to me)
its hard to understand what you want from me
(you don't think i don't know what it feels like)

just a little
just a little
just a little bit 
just a little bit of you beside me
(its goodbye)
 


a song u should see (me)

@hurtwinds

you always tell me to jump 
i ask you, how far out? 
these feeling always untold
i follow you where they go
i wish that i didn't know 
oh, the extent that they roam 
i wish i swallowed my pride
i wish that i let it go 
i couldn't do it for me
i couldn't do it for you 
the cigarette in my hand 
ashes burn where they land
just like a dying habit, habit
just like a dying habit, habit

like something has been
it's never happening
i'm always one with my heart
I've never been with my head
i hope you understand now
i keep on lacking a sense 
a sense that feels so common
a sense that keeps on falling apart
i keep on staining the keyboard 
i keep feeling this, remorse, remorse 
just like a dying habit, habit
just like a dying habit, habit
the cigarette in my hand 
ashes burn where they land
just like a dying habit, habit
just like a dying habit, habit

dying habit (hurtwinds)

@wesberk

(first time recording in fl studio)

I want to change and fight anxiety…but i cant fix it if i never face the problem itself.. <3

(lyrics)
yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

ive been locked up in a cage
inside my brain
its making me go insane
all that i wish is that i awake
im playing catch
without a bat
the pain attack
it hurts a lot
i see your light
came down in sight
unable to try
my fears tell me im alright

yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

forget the past... (wesberk)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

woof | discord; gyaruwojak
@lightgardennn

understand w/ kaia

pawprinted (elixio)