s/o goc

lyrics:

(yea u told me that we´d be alright)

(and minutes later you were wasting my time)

my body drops on the floor yea u cant hold me tight
youre all that i adore but you js waste my time
my friends say that ure a whore, go proof me otherwhise
but youre shutting that door i cant get back in time

got me feeling ignored yea i cant fake it
yea my body drops on the floor i cant erase it
cant seem to close this chapter running in a maze bitch
i told u how i feel i cant fckn escape it

i needa catch my flight no i cant stay w you
this is js not our time but were pullin thru
cant get u off my mind all the shit u induced
baby js let me die, cant get away from u
2x

my body drops on the floor yea u cant hold me tight
youre all that i adore but you js waste my time
my friends say that ure a whore, go proof me otherwhise
but youre shutting that door, i cant get back in time

got me feeling ignored yea i cant fake it
yea my body drops on the floor i cant erase it
cant seem to close this chapter running in a maze bitch
i told u how i feel i cant fckn escape it

prove me wrong (saeyxng)

prod me and @rewind214

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

oh, i feel now in this room
a ghost that praying on my doom
its calling out and i cant run now
falling down

i feel it behind me
waking up to a cold sweat
now everything is all a mess
tell me what you want me to do
you say the same thing
every time
i take the blame when
its not mine
i just dont understand it
and i dont know
whats the point of your message now

focus now
dont let this fall out now
theres no coming back
this time will be the last
i dont...

i dont want to talk
you lost that chance long ago
at the epilogue
and it didnt last long

epilogue

epilogue (xternalz + rewind)

Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

lyrics

 finally a solo song


just know im trying hard for you
cold sweat & scars for uu
im not enough for u
ill break my bonds for you:/
i like it weird 
just tell me all you wanna know and make it clear

i feel alone, cs u dont care :/ 
im on my own, i feel scared
when i cry, ur not there
man i swear it isn't fair.

x2

swear ur breaking me down 
im wiping my tears
when i was around
ur just not near.

-

can you tell me what wrong
im tryna be the one thats gonna hold on strong
even if ur gone 
just know ur the one 
that has my heart

x2

i feel alone @kirani

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/track/5guLDKC32GRVJWMDytFq3t?si=2ec32baf918a4187
♡♡

hey everyone, i'm happy you're taking the time to read this rn <3 i've been needing a place to talk about some things, and i thought a song like this would be perfect .. so ..

back in late 2023, when i started making music with my voice (i've been making music since like 2021 LOL..), i was a completely different person compared to who i am now. i was so terrified of publishing my first song. i almost deleted it and gave up on my voice the morning after. i'm so, so glad i didn't though. am i happier today? i think so? to be honest, i'm not completely sure, but i'm okay with that. let's just see what the future of my music sounds like~ ty for listening btw, it's always been you hit 200 plays the other night which is the most i've had here.. i truly appreciate it..

i've always been a shy/socially anxious boy. in elementary school i always got sick before school. my math teacher was the worst.. LOL. so condescending to little kids.. that must be a sad existence. but i get it. being a teacher has to be a hard job. dealing with other ppls kids nearly everyday, teaching them things you're not even passionate about. all while barely being paid a livable wage. that's the worst. .. but why take that out on me..?

back in middle school i was paired with these two girls in my class for one of those valentines day activities. randomly they told me they both liked me. i had a huge crush on one of them too LOL. i kinda just. didn't know how to react and pretended not to hear them. i still think about it to this day. i hope they're doing okay ;

back in 2020, with the lockdown and everything, i think that was the straw that broke the camels back. by 2021, i wasn't talking to anyone in person that wasn't family. if i'm being honest, it's still that way today. i don't have many irl friends. even the ppl at my school are too different. . or maybe i'm just overthinking it? am i sabotaging myself..?? .. no.. i for sure wouldn't get along with them ..

to be honest, i'm terrified of growing up. i'll be graduating high school scarily soon, and i feel so lost. do i go to college ? trade school ?? should i just go straight into working? no .. i don't want to disappoint my parents .. college is mandatory .. but it's so expensive! ., and degrees are barely worth anything these days because everything is so oversaturated .. but it's so valuable socially ..  but..

should i even be sharing this here? it's not very safe to be so open online to strangers like this .. it's kind of embarrassing too ..

waaah..! enough of scary real life stuff.. what are your favorite games?! my all time favorite is lies of p.. it's so amazing. if you like action rpgs please please play it !! i've beaten it about 6 times, and i still can't get enough .. the story, the world, the gameplay.. it's like a game specifically made just for me ..

what type of music do you like? ..this song maybe?? LOL. lately, i've been listening to a lot of febuary, key vs. locket, and back number. you should give those a listen .. i don't mean to dwell, but lies of p also has an amazing soundtrack..! seriously, go listen to the clear blue sky. it will change your life ..

ty for reading this jumbled mess .. i just felt like typing all of this out somewhere without burdening anybody .. ily ..

yearning in f# major

@drewalongtheglare
@elixioo

<3

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return
did you wish hadn’t sayed that four nights
i just wished i never met you four times
and we knew this had to stop
im praying for a lot
wanna fix it
i wanna fix it
like you dont know me
feels like im floating
everything you told me
it was all a lie
and im not suprised
see the compromise
feels like everything we did
was it worth a try

ive been waiting so long to see you
you dont understand how much ive been a fool
why couldnt i be there to protect you (ohhh)
all i know is that i fucked up super badly
but i know that you cant forgive me
please leave a spot in your heart
so i know that you still love me

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return
did you wish hadn’t sayed that four nights
i just wished i never met you four times
and we knew this had to stop
im praying for a lot
wanna fix it
i wanna fix it
like you dont know me
feels like im floating
everything you told me
it was all a lie
and im not suprised
see the compromise
feels like everything we did
was it worth a try

(why couldnt i be there to protect you)

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return

bandlab

hit you where it hurts.*+ w/ drewalongtheglare (elixio)

We're back #dynastyszn2k25...
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produced by @makinstuff, @popilization, & @bound2return
featuring @v2nthan, @uxiexo, & @shlain170
art by @sixeess on instagram

venthan, uxie & shlain - cool kidz (comanati, pop, & advxrse)

I'm so sick of playing pretend.


w/ @drewalongtheglare


lyrics:

naws/

i could never feel the same way again 
busy playing pretend 
i can't wait till it ends 
don't wanna sit right in the same place
look right at my face
doing the same thing again 
ends in the worst way

i could never feel the same way again 
busy playing pretend 
i can't wait till it ends 
don't wanna sit right in the same place
look right at my face
doing the same thing again 
ends in the worst way

drew/

and baby honestly
you were a godsent
don't wanna lie anymore then i wanna pretend
you say it's alright
i say it's my bad
wish i could fix it
i want you to see that

girl you really changed my point of view 
swear i couldn't do this without you
don't cut our ties
ill feel loose
stay by my side
like never move

this is my position this is where i am
i just wanna see you, i just want a glance
im not asking for too much, i don't think that i am
it could be so much worse, like you have no idea

never feel the same w/ drew (prod. spaceboyry + motd)

Sakura

Ambient soundscapes for your pleasure. Inspired by the sci-fi of past, present and future

NEXUS - REPLICANT TEARS

A collection of ambient and new age instrumentals recorded in 2006, 2015, 2017 and new guitar added 2024
credits
released July 3, 2024

Paul Landry: Synths and electric guitar.
Remixed and Remastered by Paul Landry in The Progulator, Oxford, 2024

© 2017 Paul Landry
℗ 2017 Ditto Music LTD


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yearning in f# major

pawprinted (elixio)

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