Top 50: Hörbücher

I’m always changing up my mind 
To change up how I feel inside 
impulsive cause I ride to die 
Get high as fuck to feel alright 
I dont think that I’ll change 
I know I’m stuck I know Im never gonna be okay 
I’m addicted to all of this god damn pain 
I can’t make this go away 

( @denverkell )
i take my meds
feel the side effects
i don’t think that i would be here 
without all my friends 
i still uh pay the price 
i genuinely can’t uh change my mind 
i’m praying for the day they stand in line 
i make these songs so i can save a life 

i don’t wanna pay somebody just to talk to me
so i record another song to get it off of me 
apparently this is my therapy 
my thoughts racing now and theyre scaring me 

i still want you to give me that look you used to 
before the weed and alcohol that i abused 
they say don’t let the past control you let it fuel you 
well i’m still somewhere stuck in limbo i can’t choose 
i might just go take my meds i might just go take

(GXLKE)

Shift my mind up with the seasons 
Close myself up, there’s no reason 
To feel like this, but man I’m bleeding 
black from my heart, I don’t believe in myself 

I don’t believe in Myself, 
I don’t take care of my health 
spending all of my wealth 
Smoking on that top shelf 
Drinking truly like hell 
Staying crossed can’t you tell 
Faded under your spell 
miss you and our talks about 
nights where we always fell 
in love again 
I fucked up yeah i know I did 
You always wanna think about
feelings but I’m too shut out 
always make myself left out 
self inflected shout me out 
that’s all I ever think about

How I Feel Inside (Feat. Yung Kell) (prod. Afterlife)

Blackwater

Read Through the Lines

Baddie (Prod Splashgvng & ayoleybeats)
Key C Major
Bpm 170

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Baddie

Paradise Summer (Prod Splashgvng & King Theta)
Key C# Major
Bpm 180

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Paradise Summer

First song I wrote with my producer TNVR post quarantine.  He liked the song so much, he even decided to hop on one of the verses! This song is one of my personal favorites I've done and while the story was mostly made up on the spot, this song is for anyone that's denied a relationship is failing and starting to slowly accept it's over as time moves on.  Hope y'all enjoy! </3

Dead Man Walking (ft. TNVR)

Smiley Face (Prod Splashgvng)
Key Gb Major
Bpm 104

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Smiley Face

From Louise Hay's "Meditations for Loving Yourself to Great Health"
The guided meditations in this audio program were created by Louise Hay, Ahlea Khadro, and Heather Dane to support you in changing your way of life to one that focuses on nourishing your body and treating it with love. Sit back, relax, and allow yourself to be guided to more loving choices.

Louise Hay -  Healthy Body, Healthy Mind Meditation

A download of guided meditations aimed to complement the learnings found in Prof Mark William's and Dr Danny Penman's guide to freeing yourself from the stresses of everyday life. Containing all the meditations that are mentioned in the book this is an invaluable resource to cement their teachings on how to find Mindfulness, and how to keep it.

Mindfulness - Finding Peace In A Frantic World - Guided Meditations

Meditation Two: The Body Scan

Meditation One: Mindfulness Of Body And Breath

Peter's Content-Free Podcast Episode 5

Listen to an excerpt of André Aciman's CALL ME BY YOUR NAME audiobook, read by Armie Hammer. 

Now a major motion picture from director Luca Guadagnino, starring Armie Hammer and Timothée Chalamet, and produced by the Academy Award winning producer of A Room with a View 

Celebrate the ten-year anniversary of André Aciman's tempestuous novel with a dynamic new audiobook, read by Armie Hammer

A New York Times Notable Book of the Year

A Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year

A Washington Post Best Fiction Book of the Year

A New York Magazine "Future Canon" Selection

A Chicago Tribune Favorite Book of the Year

One of The Seattle Times' Michael Upchurch's Favorite Books of the Year

Call Me by Your Name is the story of a sudden and powerful romance that blossoms between an adolescent boy and a summer guest at his parents' cliffside mansion on the Italian Riviera. During the restless summer weeks, unrelenting but buried currents of obsession, fascination, and desire intensify their passion as they test the charged ground between them and verge toward the one thing both already fear they may never truly find again: total intimacy. André Aciman's critically acclaimed debut novel is a frank, unsentimental, heartrending elegy to human passion.

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Call Me By Your Name by André Aciman, read by Armie Hammer

prod. @irby314

lyrics:
nowadays everything just seems to hurt me
feeling like life as a whole has done me dirty
not getting love from anybody
yelling all my thoughts and feelings straight into the void
I want a connection that's everlasting
people only care about me in passing
now I'm sitting all alone wondering if I did something to cause things to be this way
broke friends keep dreaming about what they could be
while rich friends don't seem as happy as they should be
I can't find any inspiration
my apathy strangles me
it's getting too hard to breathe 
I'm constantly getting upset about shit
something will bother me, I'll forget about it
then still feel upset
even though I don't remember what it was that made me feel that way
surrounded by all this stupid immaturity 
going online, seeing dudes pushing 30
still posting on facebook about metalcore bands they listened to back in 2008
seems like all of my friends who make music are glowing
I'm lagging behind
they never send me opens
I feel like a failed artist 
but I guess making music's just a dumb childish hobby anyway
I've taken too many blows that weren't softened
and been used as a punching bag way too often
by people who notice things in me that they hate about themselves
dumping their shame onto me
I do it too, just not to people's faces 
but behind their backs because that way's the safest
most of my hatred stays hidden
just lurking in the shadows where no one can fully see
my life is the worst that its been and I hate it
but every single time I try to escape it
I just end up reverting back to my old ways
it seems like people rarely actually change
I'll only cheer up to ultimately feel sad
a drug binge right after getting out of rehab
all of those addicts are so far gone
I don't have hope for anybody much less myself
I regret not having a life that's fulfilling
like going to work in a government building 
saving money to buy a house
with a backyard to unwind in at the end of the day
spend my weekends hanging out at a cottage
reminiscing with old friends about college
instead I'm here by myself feeling embarrassed 
with nowhere to be and nothing to say

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government building (prod. irby)

Full poems in the descriptions of each piece.

Peter's Content-Free Podcast Episode 5

Peter Draws

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