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Written by: Phantom Eclipse
Produced by: Rouz Haunted, domesticsoul, diedinoctober, drma, 80root, 05alagen,everestdidthis, nererforever, taymxru, exkimelly, Nevering, myss, & Injury
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse, JoshIGuess, & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves
Artwork by: Scaramouche80 from pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Phantom Eclipse

This album features styles such as Shoegaze, DnB, Dark Hyperpop, Acoustic, Alternative, & Slowcore  

This album is a story based 50 years after the story of The Shadow of Grief from my original account Reapers Shadow. This album talks about an infection spreading across earth & slowly consuming the world.

Deadly Eclipse

Favourite song i've dropped, hope u all like it too <3 
Performed by: B Murph
Written by: B Murph
Mix/Mastered by: B Murph

LYRICS:

Yeah, you said that your not feeling your best
And you said that you're better off dead
And I can't think on what I could've said
To make you stay here instead when you left
And this bottle got my head full of regrets
As I lay here sinking deep in my death bed
I got problems, baby I am Just like the rest
And I hate it when you say "Murph there's no need to stress"
Huh? like, you're the one I'm stressing about
And I can't get these words outta my mouth
And I know that you meant all those things that you said
I got problems tryna keep my emotions within myself, when I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel
Oh, I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel

Oh, I hate the way I feel
Mmmmm
Keep it pushing don't look behind, yeah the past will make you blind
You can tell when I lie you can see it in my eyes

(Huh? like, you're the one I'm stressing about)
(And I can't get these words outta my mouth)
(And I know that you meant all those things that you said)
I got problems tryna keep my emotions within myself, when I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel
Oh, I hate the way I feel
I know the love we have ain't real
Keep it in, don't make a big deal
They want me to drive but I ain't taking the wheel

(No I ain't taking the wheel)
(No I ain't taking the wheel)
(You know I hate how I feel)


If u made it to the bottom have a good day and thank u. 333 +

death bed

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
mixed/mastered by me
quote from spice and wolf <3

Lyrics:

oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
i guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
i really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
these chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
this sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
i can't shed now, my tears have burned away
oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

[bridge]

my heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
we were meant to be but baby we can never be
cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
you thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
but honestly you're as immature as it gets
and with every nerve ending in my body
i wanna be loved in the same way i love another

clearly you dont see me
heart's green with bleeding envy
i see right through you chest untempered glass
even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
everything you wrought, was of your own accord
and honestly i think you left cause you were bored
and that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
striving for that point where i don't love you anymore

cardiac_arrest (secre x heyrick)

prod good friend of ovine hall glaive there is a lot of samples in this song © main sample www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwXRx5KzNLM drum sample in second half open.spotify.com/track/2CA5U7fX7L…102f4f1ee3a4479f talking in the middle is www.youtube.com/watch?v=5P6-V7J5S…pp=ygUFbGlsIGI%3D
lyrics cause I'm not on the right path just the one of least resistance I suppose my mother never had another I don't like that sometimes it feels like I was born to be alone spend two years on the road took two pills in the bathroom just to feel like I'm at home that's some shit nobody knows cause i gotta keep it composed yeah
you wanna see me ? let me know cause before my hands were tied now its well within control now I'm outside with the guys the 3 comes after the 0 I'm just basking in the glow I'm just happy that I'm home I'm just outside

crying for everybody

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: Rouz Haunted 
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork link: https://risibank.fr/media/314781-dark-sombre-emo-edgy-scaramouche-scara

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Kumari]
Did you ever notice
That the end is coming
& there's no way to
Escape it
Make it
Take it
& face it
Cause it's the end of your life

[Verse 1: Kumari]
Otherwise 
You'll never realize 
Your hidden potential inside 
Shadow you're the hero
Of this time line
Called you a joke 
but now they're the punchline
Teeth sinking through in the dark
Bloody streets and shuffled footsteps 
Shadows at the door step
While you concede to your desires
Everyone dies slowly

[Chorus: Kumari]
Did you ever notice
That the end is coming
& there's no way to
Escape it
Make it
Take it
& face it
Cause it's the end of your life

[Outro: The Ghostly Shadow]
Have you finally waken up 
From your dream
Soon you will 
& you'll find out the truth

The End Is Coming (Prod. Rouz Haunted)

i love you more and more 2 (prod. vuksai)

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: diedinoctober 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Anna
Artwork from: https://nz.pinterest.com/pin/137430226130370645/
Artwork Edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

[Chorus]
Red on the ground 
Anti tearing throats out
Remorse filling the halls now
Their hearts give out
Now they don't make a sound
& Their blood flows out

[Verse]
Suicidal fantasies 
My whole life is just 
Continous agony 
In a dark twisted reality 
Everybody thinks 
Playing with knives is a game 
But it's not 
But it's not 
(Oh it's not)
Let me prove to you
That it's useless 
To fight back 

[Chorus]
Red on the ground 
Anti tearing throats out
Remorse filling the halls now
Their hearts give out
& The blood flows out

Remorse (Prod. diedinoctober)

with @akiradoves
come see me and him in august <3 tickets below
https://app.fanfly.live/ticket-claim?showId=67&ticketTierId=67
prod @exkimelyy

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

i feel strange
what's the point?
she told me to go
you'll never find a way
down
down
(down)

you faced the consequence
and your own state is surrounded by a fence
and why do i have to keep on losing friends
i'm hanging by a thread 
and i cannot go to bed

hanging by a thread (exkimelyy)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: drma & 80root
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Sample from: https://youtu.be/GaT1GftoqV0?si=nkKyBWjEugnmGMFH
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

[Intro]
Breaking free of the chains
I'm sick of bleeding for experiments sake
All the blood they take 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Verse]
Changes to my core
Leaves me suffering in silence 
What have I truly become
A monster or something much worse?
Either way I just wanna understand 
What I have become 
WHAT HAVE I BECOME 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Outro: Phainon trailer "Coronal Radiance" Honkai Star Rail]
Phainon:
Why did you....?
TAKE THEM ALL AWAY
FROM ME

Girl from trailer:
May this world never again need a deliver 

Phantom (Prod. drma & 80root)

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: domestic soul
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

[Chorus]
Desolate rooms with blood dripping through the ceiling
With this wound infected I ain't healing
This fate is sealing like a lab door
Experiments done on them to create mindless drones 

[Verse]
The infection spread creating more clones
Horror spread across their face
The cops open up a case 
I've been hiding in the room
The taste of blood it's calling for me
But I don't give in to prevent the mental fee
But it's getting hard to breathe
I consume all the food...
but....it....
Doesn't sedate the hunger in my stomach
The thunder makes me shake with fear
I don't move a hair when I hear their groans
This year has been hard & my mind pays the toll
Why do we still try?
When we know it's pointless 
Us humans are trapped in our own minds
Yet for some reason we still survive It all

[Interlude]
Just make me understand 
Why?
What's the point?
In living this shitty life

[Chorus]
Desolate rooms with blood dripping from the ceiling
With this wound infected I ain't healing
This fate is sealing like a lab door
Experiments done on them to create mindless drones

Infected (Prod. domesticsoul)

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: diedinoctober 
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
Casualties on the news 
Nothing bout you screams free
You let yourself be controlled 
With ignorant glee 
While you're chasing greed 
I'll overcome my gluttony 
We all have Sinful desires 
But you have deadly Desires 

[Verse]
Blood flowing down the drain 
Life ending in the dark of night 
No need for hell when we have earth 
No love till you're in the dirt 
Losing myself to my own phantom
It's holding my emotions for ransom

[Bridge]
What the fuck is going on
It feels like I'm losing myself 
To my own fucking stupid ways 
& I can't even escape 

[Chorus]
Casualties on the news 
Nothing bout you screams free
You let yourself be controlled 
With ignorant glee 
While you're chasing greed 
I'll overcome my gluttony 
We all have Sinful desires 
But you have deadly Desires  

[Outro]
Why won't the
EXPERIMENTS END

Sinful Desires (Prod. diedinoctober)

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: diedinoctober 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

Lyrics:
[Intro: Dr. Sebastian]
The test subject is here
Number 5
How are you doing today?
We are gonna start with
Some nice shots

[Chorus: Shadow]
You give me scars 
Love wounds my heart 
Stopping the beating 
Coughing and bleeding 
Cutting and reading 
Love makes me fall apart 
Now I'm out of the scene 
So I got to do my best

[Interlude: Number 5]
No No 
You can't do that
Please stay away 
No
NO!!!

[Verse: Shadow]
You give me scars 
Tear through like a saw  
Numbing the complexity 
Live my life moving like a zombie 
Go back home so you can call me
Lying to everyone including my parents 
Just keep an appearance 

[Bridge: Shadow]
I'm gonna need a bandage 
Cause the poison is seeping 
Into my veins

[Chorus: Shadow]
Love wounds my heart 
Stopping the beating 
Coughing and bleeding 
Cutting and reading 
Love makes me fall apart 

[Outro: Shadow & Number 5]
Looking in the mirror 
Afraid of what I've become
The Ghost has awakened

What Have I Become (Prod. diedinoctober)

i feel nothing
everything will turn into something, that's what you said
hollowed out dust where the creatures live
concave heart, we're sensitive
wisdom abound but it's buried in time
how do i push through the withering night
cause there's no such thing as a fearless man

can't you see now as it breaks against the rocks
over dunes over mountains men are lost
guess it's hard to become one with
all the life that we felt then
don't they call us, tell me don't they see it
cause i swear i still hear sirens in the distance
are our angels deaf to cause

is it worth the longer run  
to try to prove that we're not wrong
we are weak so we sow sons
the men they are we hope are better ones
but it's flawed in all conception cause from us it's where they come
never knowing of another way, stem and seed, they are one

this isn't what you'd expect from the human race
weakness you'd never find a man who would predicate
believe the illusion that if you medicate you never have to feel again
well i've known many men who lived like that to the end
and i can't say
i can't say that i live it a different way
cause i spent 90 nights with a bottle in my hand
swear i can't feel right without my hand upon a can
so what's different between me and the man
oh it's priceless
holdin on to something from the past just so i don't feel alone
diggin every grave deeper just to find a home
coffins sound nice when you're one foot in the grave

uh uh oh
uh uh oh
uh uh oh, i don't feel well
uh uh oh, heard it all before, bottle on the floor, build a new shell
uh uh oh, will i ever escape
uh uh oh, when i stood up i fell
uh uh oh, verse the man i'm the same
uh uh oh, it's just the story we tell

nine years (raspo)

(prod by. kinderyessir + centrlx)
https://soundcloud.com/kinder-603456337
https://soundcloud.com/centrlxx

feat: https://soundcloud.com/joshaw4tt


Joshaw4tt
Bitches what's up

I can feel the magic in this world
Like she cast a spell on the whirl
She seductive, but i'm destructive 
Of many people mixed in like a swirl
She only like when they locked in doing curls
Then she say she aint like other girls
How do I believe in something that gets thrown back and forth like a hurl

She throw me back and forth on the bed
But you know it ain't for the sex
She in my head but she not giving in
She say that we're better off as just friends
And I said baby can you give me a chance?
This is the first i've been in the camp
In a tent with you we stay overnight
Looking at the stars shine
At the campfire and they shining so bright 
You're a marshmello with the face you hide
These seconds fall like rose petals 
Are we on the same level?
I don't want you to do all this to satisfy me
I want us to be one i hope you fantasize me

Joshaw4tt 
You don't really know what it was til its gone
Cus I know what I want
But when you turning to another you start to notice all the flaws
Fuck, I'll pause and sip some white claw

I can feel the magic in this world
Like she cast a spell on the whirl
She seductive, but i'm destructive 
Of many people mixed in like a swirl
She only like when they locked in doing curls
Then she say she aint like other girls
How do I believe in something that gets thrown back and forth like a hurl

magical fantasy

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Remorse (Prod. diedinoctober)

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