produced by me
written by me + taiyoukei
additional vocals by taiyoukei + maeEXO
mixed/mastered by me
notes: this is probably my catchiest song in a while :D i hit a creative block recently and taiyoukei helped me realize my vision with this song, i couldnt have made this without her :) this also has my best outro probably i love this outro so much

lyrics:
shrinking violet, press yourself into the corner of the room
close your eyes and take deep breaths and count to ten and meet your doom
tachycardia, your heart can barely keep moving with you
doesn't being here just make you sick?
[NOTE: taiyoukei wrote this whole verse and did backing vocals on it everyone say thank you]

i think you need to get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear
just get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear

sorry if im quiet, it's just hard to commit, i admit
it's gonna take a while to get used to this
scared to be a passerby, to shoot and to miss, i admit
i'm so scared, i think that i'm losing it

i just can't let go of this nagging feeling
but i just cannot grow without hitting the ceiling

i think you need to get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear
just get out
you need to get out of here
cuz theyll only let you down (you let me down)
you know you should hide, they can smell your fear

you need to get out

@underscores
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/slb

underscores - spoiled little brat [wone flip]

i guess i'm homesick

⭐️ lyrics:

Lock myself in my room again
When I'm alone I can play pretend
That you're with me, laying in my bed
I guess some things are better left unsaid
You don't know how much I miss you
What more can I do?
I just wanna kiss you again and again, and again

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Till I can't feel a thing

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

But I feel guilty for staying inside on a nice day
Guilty for going outside on a weekday
Gave up, I'm staying in bed for the whole day
Put on a smile even when I'm not okay

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm homesick
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

I miss my room, I miss my bed
I guess I'm (homesi-)
Nowhere to hide inside my head (Gotta get used to it)
These demons get into my brain
I'll make a deal with them
I'm taking pills, I'm taking hits
'Til I can't feel a thing

homesick

stream

a song about the things i wish i could have done

produced, mixed, mastered by phixel
verse by saoirse dream
backing vocals by jackalsclaw

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[NOTE: english translations will appear in brackets next to catalan lyrics. im still learning the language so im really really sorry for my bad pronunciation and grammar]

(phixel)
em fa mal  [it hurts]
tan malament  [so badly]
com puc escoltar  [how do i hear]
digue'm per què  [tell me why]

no et puc veure  [i cant see you]
a través de l'aire negre  [through this smog]
caurà neu ardent  [fiery snow will fall]
t'enterraré, a la cendra  [i will bury you, in ashes]

et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

(saoirse dream)
I still fall asleep in your clothes
Try to struggle out of your rope
Buy into release I’ve imagined
Cling tight to the arms of your ghost
I light matches that I can’t put out
So I burn down bushes outside of your house
And you just watch me
You laugh
Like “what the fuck is wrong with cat?”
You know that I can’t answer that

(phixel)
et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

a la cendra, a la cendra, a la cendra  [in ashes, in ashes, in ashes]

[jackalsclaw:]
(i went, i cast you in the fire, i watched you burn, i didnt cry)
(ill tell you everything alright, to get your memory out my mind)

notebook

ALL PLATFORMS!!!

notebook w/ saoirse dream

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

8/23

lyrics:
you only call me when you're drunk
you only text me when you're high & all alone
and after all these years i'm stuck
and i'll come over with the message from my phone
cause you told me
it's not what it seems
but it could be
you're pulling the strings to control me
just a puppet and the master
and i'm wrapped around your fingers
is it obvious, i'm falling for you
need no audience to tell you the truth
i'd do anything just to make you mine
oh, this time
oh, this time
and it's obvious i live in a dream
where everything is not what it seems
and i'd do anything just to make you mine
oh, this time
oh, this time
oh, this time
oh, this time
you told me
it's not what it seems
but it could be
you're pulling the strings to control me
just a puppet and the master
and i'm wrapped around your fingers

puppet master

this is my version of @user_n33t & @dobimusic - try!

this version is produced & performed by me.

original song: https://soundcloud.com/bitbird/n33t-x-dobi-try

try!

elxnce & nomu - right now

prod. me // ft @swazyhq

[vai5000]
in my jeans off my back
on my feet cop a band
in my jeans off my back
on my feet all I have
it's a lot oh my god
for a day for a month
on my feet on my own
on my arms on my-

hundreds in my jeans
in my bag gotta full clip
feel it on your neck all you said
let's keep off the record
talking bout some bands
check your back
keep you moving
put where you belong
on my own own own own

talking bout some red red red
I don't wanna talk down
take your place in the crowd
you ain't worth all that
you should talk some less less less
I don't want you around
teach you a lesson
but you ain't worth the effort

take all I got
take the full lot
try but you can't take me now
put you in the dirt
we gonna put you down

damn 
lotta talk but no movement
got u stuck you're grounded
put you in the dirt
on my own terms

jeans off my back
on my feet cop a band
in my jeans off my back
on my feet all I have
it's a lot oh my god
for a day for a month
on my feet on my own
on my arms on my bones 
on my

take all you are
make you hear my name
talk won't go far
I need to see your face
take all you are
make you hear my name
talk won't go far
I - on my - yea

I ain't got no time cause you're useless
can't take more of this 
on my hands on my wrists on my
I ain't got no time yeah I'm through it
can't take who I am
on my jeans on my back on my
back on my feet on my hands on my own now I
back on my feet on my hands on my own 

[swazy*]
righteous as a bitch i do shit my way
i'm too different how i step i'm moving sideways
i speed up fast watch my dash break on the highway
smokin on gas all day like it's friday
i didn't mean to be rude
sorry for telling the truth
thinking they messing with me and they try- try- try
i don't get why the fuck would they wanna
i get sick of the different personas
i'm online acting so primadonna
this shit hit me hard in my chest
this hard to digest
woke up and my bitch ain't in my phone they stuck in my head
then again i caught another one sleepin in my bed
od'ed a couple times i got some people thinkin i'm dead
i'm still alive and i ain't sleep or close my eyelids
fuck it i'm dialed in they say i'm w-w-wildin
i done did the dash a couple times to get my miles in
fuck it i'm dialed in they say i'm w-w-wildin
i done did the dash and almost crashed i'll fuckin try again

[vai5000]
jeans off my back
on my feet cop a band
in my jeans off my back
on my feet all I have
it's a lot oh my god
for a day for a month
on my feet on my own
on my arms on my bones 
on my

raid ft. swazy*

https://soundcloud.com/tsunamibitchclub/laced-up
https://soundcloud.com/tsunamibitchclub

tsubi club - laced up [wone flip]

oh wooow whats thisss with speeed

lyrics:
got a 30 in my pocket 
tryna get rowdy
leave my head cloudy 
she getting sxutty
scream get loud then 
lets go crazy
Dont be scared these dxugs gon save me 

All black looking like a lick chat hold on wait 
outside walking with a big blunt go away
brodie keep a tool for straight destruction 
deep in the function get this shhhit jumpin

I dont care im not pressed
im not intimidated take it to the bank
im getting close i gotta shoot right from the paint
ill move like franklin either clinton or a saint

im not for the drama 
what you what cause we can do it proper
im not here to play baby so pop it 
match just like a plug and a socket 
her n*gga coming home i gotta book it 

got a 30 in my pocket 
tryna get rowdy
leave my head cloudy 
she getting sxutty
scream get loud then 
lets go crazy
Dont be scared these dxugs gon save me 

All black looking like a lick chat hold on wait 
outside walking with a big blunt go away
brodie keep a tool for straight destruction 
deep in the function get this shhhit jumpin

 dont care im not pressed
im not intimidated take it to the bank
im getting close i gotta shoot right from the paint
ill move like franklin either clinton or a saint

im not for the drama 
what you what cause we can do it proper
im not here to play baby so pop it 
match just like a plug and a socket 

insta lock it 
wock got me slurring 
i need more 
drip so icy 
she to spicy
swag so they sightsee 
feeling really lucky 

got a 30 in my pocket 
tryna get rowdy
leave my head cloudy 
she getting sxutty
scream get loud then 
lets go crazy
Dont be scared these dxugs gon save me

CLOUDY SPEED (prod.Lydianair)

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