Benjamin of the Mechanicus

they say what they want but i know it is a lie
i can get a bag and i fumble it tonight
lotta different people and they pass thru all the time
nobody be real but idc bout it now

so sick so sad went to the mall and spent racks
i keep on going so mad
girl did u notice come back

(ur a complicated guy)

i was just waiting for your call
was about to give in give all
if u wnna fall down lets fall

give in + capoxxo (taher)

the fog rolls over the city, but i’m rollin up that sticky 
yea i’m posted like a listing 
ina starship feel like nicki 
i got shades made by oakley 
undercover shirts, upload 3 
big necklace i’m not choking 
10 down i’m bowling 
cant deal w my emotions, posted sippin potions 
take a deep breath i’m goin in 
on the deep end i’m floating 
dam i get cocky when i’m flowin 
it’s 5 racks 4 an open
if u need flowers then i’m open like it’s valentine’s day 
get a pack b fly away
throw up my mudras for the gang 
my mood ring said im not ok 
i’m doin fine despite the pain 
guayakí i don’t fw bang 
lil shorty rockin short ass bangs 
if u got cash i got the dank 
she got some swag, could b my bae
wearin that nigo it ain’t bape 
bitch i been spittin out the gate 
10am drinking coffee, then i’m coughing 
i’m on the web, see some sick jeans then i cop them 
iced out wrist, sea sick, ships rockin
make it thru the storm, i don’t sink when i’m yachting 
i’m like shit. i can’t think when there’s 2 ppl talkin 
n i’m paying but it’s still a fuckin steal when i’m shopping 
i feel like ben stiller, blue steel look got em stalkin
jun takahashi T shirt, golden teachers 
soul trapped in a creature 
but idc that’s how it is, so i smoke that reefer 
ik it all fades away, it’s all transient like snares 
n i thought that i was safe but i’m caught up on the snare 
n if i take it 2 the face i might forget ur not there 
i’m gettin way 2 lit thats a solar flare 
i tell her all my secrets, she can hold me if she scared

5 Sea Sick

Ain't On Shit [14]

@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM

I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

prod. proxen heiho 3woozy / art by @/melanarc0tic on IG

Second Chance (proxen heiho 3woozy)

all plats

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

w/ @blackwinterwells
prod me
mixed by me & wells
cover by me

reliant +blackwinterwells

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

prod https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
and https://soundcloud.com/heyyitsbenji
fijimar: https://soundcloud.com/fijimar

lyrics

benjithemachine
driving slow dont go not rush
baby show me who you love
sippin wock all in my cup
how i lean back slow
i cant get you out my mind
baby please dont kill the vibe
leather seats up in my ride so i gotta go
youre just another face in the crowd
so go down
oh woah
i cant see right im offa the drugs
who do you love
baby lets go

pinkperc
synthetic kids all on my team
player of the year 19
im tryna get lit im up in this bitch
no reason to quit we tryna get rich
synthetic kids like a k-pop army (shouts out the kpop heads)
and we got groupies they look like barbies
sanguine paradise ya
dilated in my eyes ya

get the energy and hold it
ill sell my soul i sold it
backwood an then unroll it
pack the gas an then we smokin
smokin on afghanistan
swag gon last 4evr man
ima synthetic kids veteran
ima count the cash do u wanna dance w me?

fijimar
do u wanna dance w me?
im in chicago w synthetic smokin gas it smells like pee lol
lifes a movie on the screen come and catch me in 3d
now u catch me in 3d
i dont wanna b temporary
this life i live is scary
pray to god to mother mary
dont let the devil tear me
i kno ur bf hate me
got his dumb ass goin crazy
pray to god to mother mary
dont let the devil tear me

benjithemachine
driving slow dont go not rush
baby show me who you love
sippin wock all in my cup
how i lean back slow
i cant get you out my mind
baby please dont kill the vibe
leather seats up in my ride so i gotta go
youre just another face in the crowd
so go down
oh woah
i cant see right im offa the drugs
who do you love
baby lets go

i luv u
synthetic forever

leather seats

leather seats +benjithemachine +fijimar

w/ @whyhaze & @gaugemountedthisone
prod me
mix by me, haze, gauge
cover by Graham Curtis

staring at the sky + whyhaze + gauge

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★streaming★

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

fake portal  ( prod isterika & draco & melonbase & xlebass )

pregame.mp3 - resent & 4vvisu (p. resent)

whatcha know feat. bryalle

prod n mix @sg37 cover @buffalobang

she say that i broke her heart 
it didnt work from the start
i think u held me too hard
dont worry ur not the cause
x2

used to give me all
nothing is enough anymore
everything just falls
i was too geeked to take it all 
im in the mall
x2

she say that i broke her heart 
it didnt work from the start
i think u held me too hard
dont worry ur not the cause
x3

u say we are so connected
im known as calm and collected
u picked up where i left it
i swear to god i wont let u hate urself

i dont wanna make it any worse
calling on my phone i made u hurt

she say that i broke her heart 
it didnt work from the start
i think u held me too hard
dont worry ur not the cause

ur not the cause (prod. sg37)

@internetjoe @tommet45

wearin skinny jeans, whipping sports cars
wrist dance like the north star

i don’t wanna talk, nazgul, gettin ghosted 
u can watch me fly off in that mitsubishi coastin 
regeneration, tears in the potion 
bethesda i’m posted, fit like serotonin

i don’t think she think of me 
she look good in skinny jeans 
wormwood, absinthe on the rocks in the VIP
surfin on my wrist, tsunami, straight from Givenchy
stompin foreign kicks 44, can’t fit 43 

always on the grind 
gotta keep my eye on that mission 
i’m talking to bad bitches 
i can’t get distracted 
playin her like badminton 
pls don’t take it personal i’d put u ina pageant
i’m just so fucked up 
tryna fix myself it’s drastic 
i feel like i’m megan way i turned into a savage 
she just want the bands n she see that i been stackin 
dont care what i feel gotta say that shit is classic 
i’m still gettin colder, i put on my jacket 
contain my negativity and use it, it’s like magic 
i been feeling horrible, majora how i mask it 
up and down in cycles, it’s hardly erratic 
i can see the sunrise
spendin on some fabrics

Fit Like Serotonin (+Internet Joe & Tommet)

student, accountant, electronic music nut

I try to post whatever I'm liking, indiscriminate of genre.   I mix when I can to try to collect a few favorites together. Thanks for listening!

leather seats +benjithemachine +fijimar

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