ROBTOP + Ulovely -DeaD2mE (p.kt3lly)

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~lyrics~

and i just want to disappear
but i could never walk away from you 
and if we switched places 
well then forever i would wait for you
yeah i know that you dont feel the same 
but i cant get you out my fuckin brain 
you went against all your fuckin claims
clearly you dont care how im feeling babe 

so dont be faking glossy eyes 
youre breaking me, your not the one to cry 
i guess you have no fuckin spine 
and all those promises were fuckin lies

and yeah ive always done my best for you 
but i guess i was just never enough 
and yeah ive never been this stressed for you
i aint know that things would get this tough 
i just hope you arent as hurt as me
but i dont think you ever deserved me 
you said its heaven, here on earth with me 
now i feel dead so drop the dirt on me
i understand that im not perfect 
but i dont think that i deserve this 
id give my sould to preserve it 
now youre gone, tell me was i ever worth it 
was i ever worth it?
or were you bein honest when you said im worthless?
i dont think that i deserve this 
youre breaking me, so dont you fucking dare act hurt bitch

i understand that i'm not perfect. (p. michael harrison)

produced by : my friend samsdiary<3
mixed by : 2gleam
mastered by samsdiary and 2gleam

~lyrics~
darling fill me up with your toxins
baby yuh lately
you been on my mind
yeah in the night 
starlight signs just one time 
darling fill me up with your toxins

no i won't move on so drop that topic 
baby come on
let's hop up in a rocket 
darling let's shop new drip yeah i got it
toxins in my body in my blood stream 

rot away in the daylight 
wanna run away 
tell me why they judging me 
trying to hate need a way
to escape put that nine
to my face blow my brain

fucking spill my blood on that 
alexander wang
on my waist off white on my waist
all these lames i don't fuck with lames

no lames but i fuck with you

darling fill me up with your toxins
baby yuh lately
you been on my mind
yeah in the night 
starlight signs just one time 
darling fill me up with your toxins

no i won't move on so drop that topic 
baby come on
let's hop up in a rocket 
darling let's shop new drip yeah i got it

toxins! (prod. samsdiary)

heavily inspired by log 

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prod. @stezzyxl

~lyrics~

i cant remember the last time i was sober
but i remember u tellin me that its over 
i swear to god mama always raised a soldier 
but i been weaker everytime that i get older 
u said its killin you? well i hope you rot in hell 
wit the fires burnin hotter, every lie u tell
i buy so much from the plug, no other clientel 
drop a pill in my cup, so i can fly as well 

dreams of a wedding ring
dreams of better days, full of better things 
dreams of a day, that my heart dont get the best of me 
dreams of a day, that you lay next to me

and scars open, everytime i hear u call for me 
shoulda known that you would never give it all for me 
honestly, i bet you never cared at all for me 
didnt even scrape the blood from off the wall for me 
i hope i rot into the earth and the city burns 
consequences cant be taught, you just gotta learn 
pieces of my soul are lost with every penny earned 
as pages of the story burn, another slowly turns
were livin in a world thats full of greed 
and no ones perfect, sure as hell not me 
i really think that everyone has this disease 
indulged in you, but i guess i just couldnt see 

and i didnt, want to let go 
but i think you already know that
and i didnt want to go home 
but im gone, n baby i wont be back
i remember blue skies
and i remember the lies
i remember you crying
do you remember me dying?

all of the scars are still aching
all the hearts of the youth are still breaking 
so we look to the skies and, ponder the lies 
i pray the day comes i see through this disguise
as the smoke fills the skies 
and acid the ocean 
maybe your eyes, will finally open 
the children are choking, they live broken lives 
how many gone, not one single tear cried

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soldier.wav

prod @pastencounters

LYR!C
Ok im dreaming bout you, even tho you waste my time
I know what this will come to, but i'm hypnotized
Got me by the tongue, and im searching for an answer
Ur stuck inside my thoughts, your a devilish enchanter

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across your chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across your chest

Once i saw you, you had me crushing, girl i want you
She got that hello kitty backpack, and in fact, she asked my snapchat
Shawty i dont have that, heres my ig, lets not backtrack
Moving forward, making moves, i see your eyes, i see your mood.

devilish enchanter the way she looks into my eyes
She got my soul she's haunting, is this real life?
Im under full control, she got me by that spell
Im simping full time for you, baby cant you tell

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across ur chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, got my name across ur chest

i know, nothings ever perfect.
You got me by ur spell, and ill tell you that its working
I wanna see you, wanna be by your side
But if i'm being honest, i dont know how u survived
All my stupid questions, all my stupid answers
I'm self conscious, i'm a loser, and your a devilish enchanter

Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish,cigarettes, she got my name across her chest
Black eyeliner, ripped fishnets, thigh high socks and pink corset
Black nail polish, cigarettes, she got my name across her chest

devilish enchanter [prod. past encounters]

luv yall frfr
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICZ
Baby in a moment, id be there happily
Times will change, lets hope not too drastically

First when i met you, you ripped my fucking heart out
Met at the terminal it was dark out
Want me close but i keep you closer
Last thing i need is for you to run me over
Im falling, for you
Everything that you do
I dunno how to explain
you fill the thoughts run through my brain

Back n forth, tryna find my way now
Trapped by your love, i dunno if theres a way out
i dont mind, for you ill make an exception
defibrillated my heart gave me a resurrection 

need that, smoke a g fat, put an ounce in my face ima breathe back
Ima smoke up, ima light down, ima show up, when the leaves turn brown
Summer autumn winter spring, full year round what your love brings
I hope my gut dont hear me sing, ill take that chance with you i think

first when i met you [prod. the sound clown x yunnygoldz]

i wish i could build u back from memory

prod @branwenmusic

lyrics:
blood spills on my sheets but i still made my bed
i’m still in love with who you live on as inside my head
write the pages in a frenzy cover my palms with the lead
kill the echoes of the words you claim that you never said

“i never loved u”
those 4 words broke my heart
they left me dazed and confused
feeling stunlocked, kidney shot, fuck u
mutilate me n u vanish please be done soon
screaming out for mercy until my lungs blue

those 4 words broke my heart
they left me dazed and confused
feeling stunlocked, kidney shot, fuck u
mutilate me n u vanish please be done soon
screaming out for mercy until my lungs blue

pulling off the petals she loves me i think she loves me not
so much inside my head my thoughts are looking like a basquiat
leave me in the rain let me rust ride until the wheels fall off
no time to play it safe i see how easily people forgot

wont wish on u what i been thru
keep me safe is what this tint do
she keep me up on a shelf
cause my existence ornamental

running away from the past
how come this love never last
should i stay or should i go
all these emotions are starting to clash

windows down cold air wake me up
cause it’s a long ride home
usually i’d have ur voice
but lately i can’t stand the tone
maybe i’m just naive
and the thoughts of us were overblown
maybe i was covering 2 deep and lost track of my zone

windows down cold air wake me up
cause it’s a long ride home
usually i’d have ur voice
but lately i can’t stand the tone
maybe i’m just naive
and the thoughts of us were overblown
maybe i was covering 2 deep and lost track of my zone

windows down cold air wake me up
cause it’s a long ride home
usually i’d have ur voice
but lately i can’t stand the tone
maybe i’m just naive
and the thoughts of us were overblown
maybe i was covering 2 deep and lost track of my zone

maybe i just lost track of what’s important to me
maybe it’s my fault cause ur love was foreign to me
maybe it was smothering and left no room to breathe
maybe i just need some time alone so i can grieve

“i never loved u”
those 4 words broke my heart
they left me dazed and confused
feeling stunlocked, kidney shot, fuck u
mutilate me n u vanish please be done soon
screaming out for mercy until my lungs blue

those 4 words broke my heart
they left me dazed and confused
feeling stunlocked, kidney shot, fuck u
mutilate me n u vanish please be done soon
screaming out for mercy until my lungs blue

warsong gulch (branwen)

thank god i passed all my courses.

LYRICZ
Here i am at 4 am
I just finished my essay
What did i write? Amen

I dont, pray to god, but boy i need that luck
One night after work, 2000 words, still not enough
Up all night, til the break of dawn, early morning rising
I fucked up, n poorly planned, too late, hand in, no revising

Made mistakes that i cant take back
Grade got an F, and boy i hate that
Rate me zero, well bitch im sure i aint that
But if you say 10, ima ask you where your brains at

Annotated bibliography
Write it last minute what the fucks wrong with me
back n forth on school, work and love
Cant stay on topic like my essays, another gutter draft is done
Thats no fun, i must admit
I overthink til i feel like shit

2000 words [prod. mndls1600]

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when i down this pint of malibu
oh girl cant u tell i'm mad at u
and u still gon give me attitude
best go down another avenue

cuz if i down this pint of malibu
i'm gon leave this world right after you
cause i lost my will this afternoon
up or down he knows the latitude, magnitude

consensus, apprehensive
conclusions unprogressive
recover introspective
lines, signs, you'll never see mine
act on suspicion,
cuz i can feel this disposition
align what's missing, reminiscing
worth forgiving, not dismissing

when i down this pint of malibu
oh girl cant u tell i'm mad at u
and u still gon give me attitude
best go down another avenue

cuz if i down this pint of malibu
i'm gon leave this world right after you
cause i lost my will this afternoon
up or down he knows the latitude

MALIBU

MALIBU (prod. dercept)

oh, Camouflage, yay
Mama won't go there
I'm going nowhere

Light up the paper, release the vapor
She wanted my thoughts, I’ll try it later
I know that someday, you'll meet the maker
Maybe just one day, you're bound for greater
Mama won't go, there (there)
I'm going nowhere (where)
I know that someday, you'll meet the maker
Maybe just one day, you're bound for greater

I'm like a ripped jean
I'm back in style whatever that means
Decide my fate however that might be
It's coming behind me
Pray it don't end up in flames but I’m finding it
Likely
Wager almighty, let me down lightly
Whatever I might see
Show himself so brightly
Please

Light up the paper, release the vapor
She wanted my thoughts, I’ll try it later
I know that someday, you'll meet the maker
Maybe just one day, you're bound for greater
Mama won't go, there (there)
I'm going nowhere (where)
I know that someday, you'll meet the maker
Maybe just one day, you're bound for greater

NOWHERE (prod. aspect)

produced by @whereispriv

feat @4stro_official & @jsadinsky

m&m also by @jsadinsky lol

Lyrics: 
Boy u best get the fuck off
This toolie it’s gon bust y’all
My homies did me dirty how the fuck am i gone trust y’all
I ran off on my old plug so my shoes i gotta dust off
I’m stackin up my bread but all them boys they cut the crust off
I’m stackin up my chips
Heard your boyfriend said he bad but you ain’t had a man like this
Pour a cap then pour the whole thing till I’m out of actavis
Conversations they went green when i was talking to the reaper
I still flirt with death she give brain until her knees hurt

Mentally unstable i take xans but i still teter
I know I’m a youngin but bitch I don’t need no teacher
No leechers bitch I’m focused on my bread
U takin one of mine we takin 10 of yours instead
Crib like home alone but i got bitches in my bed
Keys up on my dresser can’t respond cus im on x
Bitch I’m on x games
Addicted to your bitch cus she give me the best brain
I smoke designer weed lil bitch this just a test strain
I layed up with the right but you ain’t seen the left game
Left hook 
Right jab
Got ur drink it’s on my tab
Ur bitch said that shit was ass
But she wit me in the lab
Now she back with me she up in the car tho
I can text but I can’t call tho
We had sex but then I’m gone tho
Should feel blessed that I’m your father

@4stro_official

Doin ketamine in outer space
I'm in a different place
Baby this lil stupid brain is taking me places you cant imagine on your brightest days
I been a mental case
But baby i'm a creature of heaven and I know I been goin somewhere tht u can't explain
Tired in bed and my avenues on the floor
In a monte carlo wishin i'm dyin inside a porsche
And bitch I knew to take a little instead of just takin more
And I been masochistic baby i'm nothin else but a corpse

@jsadinsky

You can trip it's on my tongue
She saw me posted in the back
I'm coolin baby glad u asked
I'm just thinkin bout the past
She said she scared of the future
Show me the architects of that
She laid her head where I love it most
Crazy how that hoe made me so beaten pushin sadness in the back
No I won't be defeated yelling till my lungs collapse
Trying not to be conceited but i'm breaking through the plaque
Ignorance be weakness gotta counterattack

Boy u best get the fuck off
This toolie it’s gon bust y’all
My homies did me dirty how the fuck am i gone trust y’all
I ran off on my old plug so my shoes i gotta dust off
I’m stackin up my bread but all them boys they cut the crust off
I’m stackin up my chips
Heard your boyfriend said he bad but you ain’t had a man like this
Pour a cap then pour the whole thing till I’m out of actavis
Conversations they went green when i was talking to the reaper
I still flirt with death she give brain until her knees hurt

MALIBU (prod. dercept)

PIXUR (@pixurthat)

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