prod.me

@trustt
i write it, then i fucking trash it
i can't stand it, i keep doing damage
to myself and, all those all around me
you don't like me, tell me if you like-

am i a nuisance?
tear my fucking walls down
i can't do this

"you're a problem"
that's all that i hear now
i can't do this

@lynyou
i think i got a problem 
i keep spiraling
i'm losing track of the time
feels like i'm blind to it
burn it up watch it fall
i'll just tear it down
but i don't feel a thing
i just like the sound

wish i could start from scratch
i cant do this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving
i got nothing left to love
i wish u knew this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving

@trustt
i put my feelings in the backseat
that's where i sleep, that's where i sleep
do you think of me? i don't think you do
it's poison in my dreams and all i see is you
do you still think that i'm pretty? 
can you tell me before i sleep?
i feel bad in the morning, in the night
and in between
i thought i had a life
but i got no memories
and i think i wanna die
i don't know 
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just-

last week
i'ma pass out in the backseat
i'ma laugh when i'm passing
i'm not healthy for your safety
you don't know me
you just knew me last week

i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star
i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star

blinded

prod.@girlsynth + me

the birds outside my old house
wonder if they miss me
the people at my new house
they don't seem to like me

you asked if i'd come over
i said it's not likely
you said that i should talk more
you know that's not like me

can i get a taste of the moment?
i bet that it's sweet
can i just see the life i want?
wait, i don't wanna see

what if friends leave?
what would life be?
what would i be?
i'd be nothing
i'll be nothing

then i see my old house
wonder if it miss me
but i think i like this house
i think that i like me

you asked if i'd come over
i'd stay for the week
you said that i should talk more
you know that i'm trying

can i get a taste of the moment?
i know that it's sweet
i just wanna see the life i want
then i wake up from my sleep

reflection, interlude

cover og song by salute by rina sawayama


saving flowers

prod me

i meant it that way one time
when i showed up with a hurt eye
another cig, another line
ill talk with a lisp u said u dont mind

dont leave an outline in my bed
should i just stay away? im still unsure
u drew a picture in my frets
no time to think, just pray again

so im just gonna float im just gonna float
dont wanna think, triple my dose
then im going ghost
so im just gonna float im just gonna float
and im just gonna dose im just gonna dose

u wouldnt talk with me last night
im fighting every single urge just to call you first
im never locked in whats my problem (dont care at all)
so sick of comments, need a promise (i hope you)

dont leave an outline in my bed
should i just stay away? im still unsure (and i noticed)
u drew a picture in my frets
no time to think, just pray again

so im just gonna float im just gonna float
dont wanna think, triple my dose
then im going ghost
so im just gonna float im just gonna float
and im just gonna dose im just gonna dose

im just gonna float

prod.@72crash + me

bitches want my swag
well, i don't want it back 
i don't wanna make this shit
i don't wanna sound like that
i don't mean to make you mad
it's just all y'all sound the same 
i got so much more to say
tell me why i'd never change

spending days inside
yeah i'm stuck inside my brain
i don't have a pretty face
i don't got a word to say
there's no point in talking pain
if there's no one listening
i know someone's gives a shit
when they tell me bout their day, yeah

just treat me like someone
big heart but it broke so much
gotta keep going gotta give no fuck
brand new shit gotta test my luck
spin back-
jk i ain't hard so what
talk yo shit just try to keep up

i'd sell out for my love
you sell out for some drugs 
then die by 21
star life yeah ain't it fun
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
movie star like, so what

bitches want my swag
well, i don't want it back 
i don't wanna make this shit
i don't wanna sound like that
i don't mean to make you mad
it's just all y'all sound the same 
i got so much more to say
tell me why i'd never change

spending days inside
yeah i'm stuck inside my brain
i don't have a pretty face
i don't got a word to say
there's no point in talking pain
if there's no one listening

star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what
star life yeah, so what
movie star like, so what

so what

STREAM IT :) 
https://open.spotify.com/track/7bwWObssrdape0Ou6W2v0T?si=0e2ec554a25c4ed2

WATCHER.

In the Night

Nix feat. thayerperiod

sipping on the purple stuff

pocahontas

i would if i could 

produced by @magnumn

lyrics; 

i rmbr wht u said 
that i let u down 
u said x2
that im bttr off dead 
u said 
caught in a loop 
id reverse it all 
i would if i could 

if i wouldve know u was toxic 
id be gone now 
wouldnt love u in the first place 
wouldve nvr let u hurt me 
is it all my fault x2
theres not enough medicine 
to numb all the pain im in 
im dealing w sum fuck shit 

n you can spit me out 
n throw me away 
the consequences r leavin me in pain 
just say it dont save it 
bitch i dont got the patience 
hiding all my feelins cus i dont wnt u 2 see it 
ik that im dumb
huh 
im tossin n turnin i cant sleep 
think that the memories r trying to haunt me 
if u wnted 2 leave jus say it 
jus take me away x2 
huh 
im so sick n tired of the waiting 
i h8 that u keep me awake and
my thoughts everyday drive me crazy
give me the money like fuck being famous 
like ur in my mind when the day ends 
cant say that i hate it but i hate 

##BBEWITCH  
 




i would if i could @magnumn

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