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lost cause (ft. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst + remghost)

vyvanse w/ skele x sendflowrs (jolst)

guitar by @pekarot

feel the shakes in my body 
and i wish you'd call me
my friends say they're sorry 
as my eyes leak out softly
don't worry at all 
i'll wait for a message 
a paper in a bottle 
a pill that's hard to swallow 

you're getting really good at that part
the one where you hurt me 
the one where you're leaving
all i ever had was my heart
and now it's in pieces
and now i'm not breathing 

and all there is left is some memories of us
picturing a gun
taking my blood
and there is is left is this pain that weighs a ton
filling up my lungs
destroying my guts

all i ever had was my heart

#SCfirst
Trust Nobody
Produced by 99Capra
Available on all platforms :)

Lyrics:
Catch me whippin imma chill with the top down 
Bet they tripping cuz I been at the top now 
Reminiscing all the times I was shot down 
Keep it on me but I bet they won’t pop out 
Counting this money I know that they mad 
Hop in the Bentley I hop out the jag 
She told me she love me, in love with this bag
Can’t trust nobody I’m all that I have 

New toes, when I step outta Neimans
New clothes, so they think I’m conceited 
Too froze, got me feeling anemic
Two doors, drop the top every season 
Calm down little buddy you flexing 
Talk loud but you don’t got a message 
Dog pound, you be barking it’s evident
Y’all sound like you all need a lesson
Whole team up cuz I had to go hard
Y’all way too low y’all not on par 
Lights out flow new drips on Mars 
And they can’t beat that trynna take my bars 
Cash back boy you got an allowance
Back track they regretting but now it’s 
Too late I can see that they pouting 
Two faced bitches tripping about it 

Catch me whippin imma chill with the top down 
Bet they tripping cuz I been at the top now 
Reminiscing all the times I was shot down 
Keep it on me but I bet they won’t pop out 
Counting this money I know that they mad 
Hop in the Bentley I hop out the jag 
She told me she love me, in love with this bag
Can’t trust nobody I’m all that I have 

No J Cole in 21 I do a lot
I can’t trust anybody I’m all that I got 
She just chasing the bag want the stuff that I bought 
You can’t take it from me ‘cause I work for my spot
She focused on Louis Vuitton
Can’t wait on her love cause I’m bout to be on
I’m better alone I guess that I’m dumb
But I can’t blame a hoe because this one I had fun
But now I’m heartless
God look what you done started
Can’t trust none of these niggas like my heart left it’s departed
So I’m blocking my heart guess I’m guarded
They make the stank face when I rap like I sharted
I want the blue face on my wrist while I’m charting
I’m back in my bag but I swear I just started 
The whip just departed I swear they gon’

Catch me whippin imma chill with the top down 
Bet they tripping cuz I been at the top now 
Reminiscing all the times I was shot down 
Keep it on me but I bet they won’t pop out 
Counting this money I know that they mad 
Hop in the Bentley I hop out the jag 
She told me she love me, in love with this bag
Can’t trust nobody I’m all that I have 

It don’t matter what’s in front of me killing with no remorse 
Counting body after body I’m keeping it on a course 
Everyday I’m sky walking they say that I been a force
They ain’t never let me in so I’m kickin in all the doors
I ain’t trust nobody can’t go that way 
Got way too much on me at stake
Catch me Living in a palace when I move into LA 
Finna go and get a gadget pocket rocket in a safe yeah 
Looking for people I don’t gotta question
Suspects always give you suggestions
What’s next? I don’t know imma guess that 
Old hoes finna blow up my texts and 
Imma have to go and leave em on read
Step back, I ain’t playing with that 
Best out understand that’s a fact 
I’m flexed out with the bands on my neck yeah 

Catch me whippin imma chill with the top down 
Bet they tripping cuz I been at the top now 
Reminiscing all the times I was shot down 
Keep it on me but I bet they won’t pop out 
Counting this money I know that they mad 
Hop in the Bentley I hop out the jag 
She told me she love me, in love with this bag
Can’t trust nobody I’m all that I have

Trust Nobody (Feat. Darius King) [Prod. 99Capra]

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

I'll waste my time if it's wasted on you
I don't wanna sink alone
And your not mine but you're so damn fine
Why does it feel right when it's so wrong
I'm stuck inside my head again
Think I need my medicine
Ashing on your windowsill
I'm hardly making any sense
Saying things I never meant
And you're so filled up with regret
Tell me what the fuck is next
Cause your someone I can't forget

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I can't handle new scars
So I'm always running far

I'm always running from
Those things you say you want
Picking up again
I got a brand new scar
Got a brand new heart
Come and take it all
Leave me hurt again its probably all my fault
It's always all my fault
I fucking hate those songs
I'm losing everything i'm breaking
I don't want you gone
Tell me anything that I can do to make it stop
I been waiting here alone for fucking way too long
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I cant handle new scars
So i'm always running far
Don't know what I need but I know what I want yeah yeah
Still feel empty nothings enough gotta get it all I know

ALWAYS MY FAULT

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ALWAYS MY FAULT w/ ghoul_001 [lilbiscuit]

Verse 1

What was he, what was he doing over there?
Why you keep telling me these lies don't care
What it means to believe in a love that's fair
You got, you got, you got

Secrets hiding in your head and I know that's true
Doesn't matter what I said 'cause you always knew
That I never would've left I'd just lose my cool
A lot, a lot, a lot


Pre-Chorus

Why were you there on that day when you said
That you'd be somewhere else, I don't know
What to believe anymore and I'm feeling lost (woah)


Chorus

I got all these questions but never seem to find an answer
Thought I learned my lesson, but that was just so wrong for damn sure
You hid the truth and all, kept it so long
I had all these questions, but never seemed to find an answer


Verse 2

What would happen if I was still in the dark?
Turn a habit to a life, that can't go far
Know it's tragic but it's just the way things are
You got, you got, you got

Tendencies that'll never be in the past
Throwing stones but your house was made of glass
Enemy, what I didn't wanna be that's sad
It's sad, it's sad, it's sad


Pre-Chorus

Why were you there on that day when you said
That you'd be somewhere else, I don't know
What to believe anymore and I'm feeling lost (woah)


Chorus

I got all these questions but never seem to find an answer
Thought I learned my lesson, but that was just so wrong for damn sure
You hid the truth and all, kept it so long
I had all these questions, but never seemed to find an answer


Bridge

That's the last straw, I can't take it
That's what i tell my self every time

Take my heart then go and break it
I always tell myself that I'm fine, but I know I'm not


Chorus

I got all these questions but never seem to find an answer
Thought I learned my lesson, but that was just so wrong for damn sure
You hid the truth and all, kept it so long
I had all these questions, but never seemed to find an answer

Questions

You Make Me Sick (Prod Splashgvng)
Key G Minor
Bpm 128

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🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

You Make Me Sick

REST IN PIECES

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lyrics:
(casperrr)
moving away as my body collapse
half a day and i already smoked half a pack
i smell the chemicals burning in my hand
i need to change this i need to take a stand
all of the promises u made they didn't worth nothing
while u ran ur mouth ur actions didn't prove anything
u still wanna tell me that i am lying
do u really wanna tell me that i am lying

AND THIS IS FUNNY CAUSE THE PROMISES ARE STUCK IN THE WALLS
U TREAT ME WRONG AND I STILL PICK U UP EVERYTIME U FALL
I GET DEPRESSED AND I SHUT MYSELF FROM WINTER TO FALL
I REALLY NEED HELP I CANT SEE WHATS REAL I JUST SEE fog
FOGGY MEMORIES IN MY BRAIN HELP ME REMEMBER
WHAT WAS THE THING THAT TRAUMATIZED ME LAST DECEMBER
CUZ I TOOK IT OUT OF MY HEAD
I KNOW I WISHED EVERYDAY FOR DEATH
I WAS GETTING SO MAD
I WAS GETTING SO FED UP

(heylog)
u made me mad, i called but u won't answer
don't speak to me like that where are your manners
it's hard when life just sucks, is it supposed to?
deteriorate non stop what am i s'posed to do
u hate on me now when i didn't do a thing
u love causing ruckus and it's concerning
but i kill the vibe is that why u hate me
i won't give u shit or anything

is it safe to say that i miss u
forgot what it's like to kiss u
i'm sorry u had to tell me what u been through
if u need me i'll be here for u
forgot what ur face looks like, it's been a day
leaving ur house but i can't drive away
arriving home and it don't feel the same
without u here, it feels so plain

promises w/heylog (nevrfall)

@kennedysucks
@killmesumday
@sewerperson
@user-551713846

witch hotel & sewerperson - sirens w/ kennedyxoxo & killmesumday (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

you were terrible

w/ @youngburial
prod biscuitboi

i thought
it was different 
thinking back
i was good for a minute
you were terrible
i'm unbearable
can't forget but i guess
i gotta let you go

it's embarrasing 
i let you break me
you treated me terrible 
i was giving you everything 
i had left
but it's all that i've come to expect
i'm out of memories
you left me in debt

fats'e:
you left me in debt n now i'm
trying to pick myself back up
i know you're not one to talk shit 
so i'll try to bottle it up
i don't know where we went wrong 
n i don't know what to say 
i don't feel inspiration
so i'll just rot away

unbearable (w/ fats'e)

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

produced by jolst
featuring skele 

sendflowrs:

(it’s so frustrating 
the way u say that 
u know what u want
and u still do not want me)

now it’s the winter
and it’s so cold
she told me she always felt safe
wearing my coat 
i’m still a loser 
always alone ): 
and those big brown eyes 
they always freeze up all my bones 
she shows a smile
and says “come home”
i think the day that i die
i’ll finally grow 

i’m still here
and you’re still right there
and you told me 
“shitll never be the same”
you’re a tumour, but i’m clear 
now you’re somebody else’s 
tidal wave 

(skele)

but i’m here 
and you’re there 
washing out blood dried up in ur hair 
baby don’t keep calling me i don’t care 
going out bad 
like so sad
hurting me till i crash
you’re a tumor 
need to cut you out 
but i’m here 
n you’re there 
n you tell me that it’ll be okay 

(skele & sendflowrs)
i don’t care 

(sendflowrs) 

i’m still here
and you’re still right there
and you told me 
“shitll never be the same”
you’re a tumour, but i’m clear 
now you’re somebody else’s 
tidal wave

tumour, pt 2 (w/ skele) (jolst)

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lyrics - 

give the kinda love that i need right back
kinda on the fence but i'll take my chance
tired of the mistakes making me sad
can't get the thought of you outta my head

where do i go?
who can i trust to leave me alone
put on a show then go home
dying to know
i hate and i loathe
written in stone the words saying
'love you'

i'm missing all the memories
i can feel your soul slowly making less of me
safe to say it hurt to watch you leave
now there's no one left to help me here

you're feeling alone on a friday evening
try to hold on love i'm trying to see you
i know you're hurting, you stumble bleeding
i'll keep you whole
you're scared 
you can hold my hand
we'll walk alone, no light to guide
but i know where your heart is
and i know how you're feeling now

let go don't cry just

you're sick to death of me
you hoped i feel the same but it's
just too much to leave here
i'm dealing with the shame of it
thinking that you loved me
i cry and medicate
it's just too much to intake
i'll try my fucking best i
didn't wanna calm down
i'm tryna come to terms with it
molded my emotion
to feel like you're controlling it
so what's it gonna take right now?
gotta keep my feet on the ground

now that love has washed away
contemplating life and i’m sure you can relate
and i’ve seen better days
recently been bitter what’s the point if i ain’t gonna make it in life
i’m always stuck by your side
and can you do me the same
and stay close to mine

don’t leave now i still haven’t kissed you
when you walk out my house i already miss you
let’s snuggle here in the back of my car
our eyes meet the galaxy, we’re counting the stars
my dad says i need to be home before eleven
but she does not want me leave, “logan stay a second” 
a couple hours isn’t very long to spend that time with you
and i finally got the gut to lean in and kiss you

ALWAYS MY FAULT w/ ghoul_001 [lilbiscuit]

love jai

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