( pr. kg <3 )this song isn’t rlly one that i plan to blow up off of but rather just a song that NEEDS to be out. i meant every word i said. hope u like it <3

lyrics: 

wake up every single day no motivation left in me , i’m struggling with overthinking crippled by anxiety 

people tell me vent about it then turn around & laugh at me, so even if all alone i feel like that’s what best for me

i lie in bed all day make songs all night
i know that it’s not healthy but i promise i’ll be alright
i really wanna cry but i try & nothing comes out 
i haven’t ate at all today & it’s already dark out

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

i tell myself it’ll get better with more time
i know you wanna help but depression’s in my bloodline
ill blame myself even if it isn’t my fault 
like damn my bad i’m just miserable by default 

i hate my subconscious 
i’m rambling bout nonsense 
i take ur words straight to the heart so please hold ur comments

i’m sorry if i’m trippin i just don’t know what is next for me
maybe i’m just meant to be alone it could be destiny 

hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright
hold me, until i stop bleeding
tell me, that u would never leave me
evn if it’s all a lie, i tell myself it’ll be alright

bleeding (hold me)

sorry for the late upload out on spotify now

https://open.spotify.com/album/4igXLiY4esguSrOa2WHLMx?si=37FLOWh9SQWWTnm7_zRtNg

recorded by me
mixed by @everettlatte

lyrics:
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Memories are fading
Mom Jaidens making hyperpop again

Our memories are fading
I don't wanna wait and
You tell me you love but I know you don't
I wake up sick and shaking
Sometimes I cry from breaking
I think i'm the only one ill let in real close
And girl I take the blame
Girl I take the blame

Don't regret a single thing that I said that night
We'll move onto better things when the time feels right
I heard you got a new man
Don't wanna know what he's like
I hope he's making you smile
I guess ill never know
Yeah and honestly it kills me
That you wont know the real me
Its why I put my pain and heart inside the songs
But go ahead girl put the blame on me
I don't understand why they hate on me
I show love more than I get it that shit puts a toll on me
Im so tired of feeling weak
I wake up sick its killing me
I know I said its all for you but now I do this shit for me

I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of
I'm so tired of feeling weak
I'm so tired of
I'm i'm i'm i'm

BLAME

spotify

BLAME (p. lilbiscuit)

https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

lyrics:

And I'm barely alive, I think it's bout' time
To close the door, I think it's time to move on
There's ghosts in my walls, and every time you call
Makes me think that I've been gone

I try to make it out alive
I cross my heart and hope to die
I close my eyes and hold you tight
And then you're gone, It's no surprise
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine

And I'm barely alive, I think it's bout' time
To close the door, I think it's time to move on
There's ghosts in my walls, and every time you call
Makes me think that I've been gone

I try to make it out alive
I cross my heart and hope to die
I close my eyes and hold you tight
And then you're gone, It's no surprise
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine

I try to make it out alive
I cross my heart and hope to die
I close my eyes and hold you tight
And then you're gone, It's no surprise
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine
I'll break my neck and rip my veins
I'll overdose on novocaine

stream/buy

make it out(aspect)

4evr - Trust (ft. Shinigami)

vraiment j'essaye de te comprendre
mais ce n'est pas facile
j'essaye de te comprendre mais quand je te parle que du vide
toi vraiment ta trop de vice c'est dommage
tu dis que c'est fini je te dit bon t'en pis
mais après t'empire
la je suis seul et je regarde mon tapis
après t'es revenu je sais pas pourquoi
t'es trop bizarre je sais pas pourquoi
bizzare vraiment 
c'est comme sa maintenant
dommage c'est la vie
vraiment ouais dommage c'est la vie
j'etait la pour toi yeah
how how how how hoo
c'est vraiment dommage
j'etait la pour toi
pour la vie mais bon t'es parti ouais
yeah ouais yeah ouais yeah ah ah ah
vraiment ouais dommage c'est la vie
j'etait la pour toi yeah
how how how how hoo
vraiment ouais dommage 
c'est la vie
j'etait la pour toi yeah
how how how how hoo
c'est vraiment dommage
j'etait la pour toi pour la vie
mais bon t'es parti mais bon t'es parti

je comprends pas
pourquoi t'es parti
quand t'était la 
je t'aider comme mercy
mais quand j'y repense 
tu m'as jamais dit merci
tu m'as jamais dit merci
tu m'as jamais dit merci
tu m'as jamais dit merci
tu m'as jamais dit merci
tu m'as jamais dit merci
yeah yeah eh eh
tu m'as jamais dit merci

pk t’es parti (vlashh x arnaud)

just go (prod. everestdidthis + lethr)

PILE UP 💰💸

SHYLER - Watch It All Burn

high maintenance

MUSIC VIDEO

DYNAMITE

trash gang amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNngFb-Rxsg


prod me :)

lyrics:

autumn spring and summer change
and we won’t ever stay the same
i loved u once, but several months
ago i started losing hope

when winter comes and starts to snow
i might just lose some/ myself control
you’ve gone through highs and gone through lows
but we still find it hard to cope

don’t leave me
don’t leave me now
don’t leave me
don’t leave me now

you look different since the last time i saw u
and sometimes i regret the things i say to u
oh help me why am i so selfish
i think that i just talk too much my thoughts keep running from my head

BLAME (p. lilbiscuit)

love jai