The Upload

vocals by @supachefm & @lilskeleskrrt
mix & master by @polearm

goner, loser w/ skele

honestly i wasnt listening w/ heylog, abbot, polar (prod. vedh)

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion 

what am i hoping for
maybe an open door
a sign
an answer or something
i’m always fine and then i’m not
i never know when it’s coming
i’m out of touch with my senses
i got mistakes that replay in my mind
filled with anxiety built around time it don’t matter the tenses
it don’t matter the tenses
whether it’s past present or future i see it ending
i feel stupid
talk to my therapist you never cared n shit
i was the one that was there n shit
i never thought i could talk because pointing out flaws always felt like a heresy

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion 

when i blow up
when this shit done
imma be myself
not for anyone
but that old me
that you knew way back
well he not the same
now he bout this cash
imma bring it back
only for my fam
if you used to know me
then you just a fan
i don’t give a fuck
this ain’t no luck
i put in the work to get out the mud
i don’t give a fuck what you think
i can’t put my mind to it if i ain’t making bands with it
not too long fore i look at my wrist and diamonds dance with it
i been way too modest now i’m just being honest
pay attention to the profit
and now my new girl a goddess

my new girl a goddess
i feel like i'm dying
i feel like i'm dying

half of my life been apologies
whether it’s earned or not
i know the people that stay in my life are the only ones that i want
man i’m so sick of apologies
the feeling of letting you down
the feeling that i’ll never rest even the day that i lay in the ground
i’m sorry
i’m sorry
i’m starting to lose composure
i’m trying to write
but the tears in my eyes
make it harder to see what i’m holding
i’m never sober
not that i wanna be
i never drink i just smoke marijuana tree
i just kill my emotion

apologies (prod. jabarionthebeat x shah x jelly x alek)

OUT NOW ON STREAMING 
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FOLLOW AUTUMN AHHH 
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lyrics

yokai:

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

and i
understand if you hate me i do, oh i do
so try
to cope with the fact that i'm not the man that your'e used to

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

autumn:

but they don't know me, and they never will
just how much more's left to say? 
i'll take that shit and decay
but just not to my grave
lie to yourself out of pity
life's not right; imma fly out the city
say it'll be alright, okay?
i no longer believe what i say

knees are falling
i can smell the pollen
i'm fucking sick of random people calling
i don't have too much left to give
the thought of it is making me sick

turnt my face towards the tainted sky
it left me hurt, i don't know why

Heart Of Stone w/ autumndropsdead (in bloom)

i want it to rain in the summer

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old wishes

mixed/mastered by me 
produced by everestdidthis

lyrics:

you built a wall up made of stone
ill break it down one by one girl you know i would 
oh yea i would
you're pretty little mistake i always love to make 
just wanna catch my breath i hardly ever catch a break
i'm always running in the circle never give or take 
its all or nothing and right now you know i'm on the way

I cant help it
Im going psycho
ripping out my skin to cover where my eyes go
cross my heart and pray to end i never die slow
we all get whats coming in the end don't be surprised hoe
I cant help it
i i i i 
I cant help it 
Im going psycho
Im going Im going
Im going psycho psycho psycho

Ill see you when in a coffin
Holding back why are we fighting
Truth be told I never liked it
You are so conniving 
come on lets get piping
Run on and on
Con another pawn
Off my chest 
Girl if i'm cold you're common cause
Burn me up tonight
We're all meant to die

I cant help it
Im going psycho
ripping out my skin to cover where my eyes go
cross my heart and pray to end i never die slow
we all get whats coming in the end don't be surprised hoe
I cant help it
i i i i 
I cant help it 
Im going psycho
Im going Im going
Im going psycho psycho psycho

i cant help it

i cant help it (feat. jomie) [p. everestdidthis]

Today (feat. Svar) (Prod. Cløud & Ayoley)

s/o soundcloud.com/boyfifty and soundcloud.com/user-530621763
enjoy :)

lyrics:

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck

therapy's expensive and exercise is pendin
thoughts are goin wild and anxietys expandin
you need everyone to hear you, but cant seem to open up
yeah your confidence is lackin and you couldnt give a fuck

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

i miss them all
i need someone to catch me before i fall
i need love and composure
something i looked over
i cant even function, i fucked myself over

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself x2

look them in the eyes, bruh
you cant love yourself if you gonna hide and run
from your confidence its killin you inside of us
im tryna help but you fuckin up the life of us

okay maybe im depressed right now
cant leave the room (go out)
i need some rest right now
i don't got time to show out
i cant find a reason for anything
i cant find the motivation that im chasin so desperately.

oh you think you know it all.. well you dont
you been stressin bout' everything all alone
and your friends do miss you, you jus dont call em up
it seems to them like you just dont give a fuck x2

hear me out
im fallin back down
im callin out to myself, callin out to myself

callin' out to myself

spotify

callin' out to myself (prod. boyfifty x eeryskies)

"Latency (feat. Powfu)" Out Now: https://fanlink.to/ltncy

Produced by KULTARGOTBOUNCE & AK

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Latency (feat. Powfu)

( prod. @splashgvng x @Kazba)
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztfIVGw-g0w
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cap.kylesc/

// LYRICS \\

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow, it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
You're running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
Your yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like Hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time

yeah
I'm walking down the streets
Wearing my hoodie
Flash back i'ma freeze

[BRIDGE]
I'm so cold down here
(Pass me a jacket)

I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe, you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
Your running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
You're yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time
yeah
I'm walking down the streets
I'm wearing my hoodie
Flashback i'ma freeze

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn
 
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[OUTRO]
I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

The snow will catch me. (prod. Splashgvng x Kazba)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

vocals by supachefm & @iluvjomie
mixed and mastered by @polearm

empathize w/ jomie (spiderhead x baker)

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And I know that I'm selfish, I'll tell you I'm sorry
But then I fuck it up again
I know you're trying to help but when you call
I know we can't be more than friends
If I'm not enough for you right now
Go ahead and leave
Cuz It's not getting any better
You can blame me if you want

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And she said don't go
The nights get so cold
But I still ran away, I hate LA
Can't eat, my bones show
And I know that you're hurting
For that, I'm sorry
But I won't let you take it out on me
I won't let go of my hopes
Don't say it's just a dream

I think I should call it a night
I've been staring too long at this screen
If you wanna leave, you can go
It makes it easy for me

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

sometimes, i pretend like i don't see it

*lyric video*
https://youtu.be/IkUCp8Fb9Ms

Produced by @citrusgastank
Mixed and mastered by @kennedysucks & me
Covert art by @supachefm

the princess and the toad w kennedyxoxo (prod. citrusgastank)

3/4/23
original song credits towards @sewerperson // @hatefulbeats

this shit's gotten me through some of the most fucked days
thought i'd cover it
yea

9TAILS - Ready Set Go (cover)

nun of dis shit matters til u make it matter

i cant help it (feat. jomie) [p. everestdidthis]

love jai

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