REUPLOAD (sorry that it's so inaudible)

lyrics:

one or two
i count the lies
think it was more
i wasted your time
i don't accept
the shit i said
im sorry that i
tried to hide

(one or two)
i regret everything i ever said to you
always been so fuxking scared to lose us two
two
two


I wish i wish i wish
to have your company again
with you was always fun
i jealous all of your "just friends"
I wish i wish i wish 
to not make mistakes all again
i know i fuxked pretty bad
but at least you and me just can forget right?


i'm not your friend anymore
i can't pretend to restore
you're not the same anymore
always had you now i'm fucking 
bored

i regret everything i ever said to you
always been so fuckng scared to lose us two
and you were all that i had
and i keep falling again
(fuck)

just don't act like you don't know me
don't act like i don't you
stfu we were homies
now you don't care about me 
so i don't care about you
i fuxking hate your friends
i fucking hate you too


I wish i wish i wish
to have your company again
with you was always fun
i jealous all of your "just friends"
I wish i wish i wish 
to not make mistakes all again
i know i fuxked pretty bad
but at least you and me just can forget right?



produced by thersx and luffy

lyrics:
lets take it slow babe
ill do a couple lines, while she sippin rosé
i see your doing better
ive always just been a halfway
a fuckin mistake
another kid to push around who digs his own grave

the voices talkin, bass is bumpin
junked out, im feelin nothin
crack a smile, my blood is pourin
i took a pill, then crushed the other
i cry for help, i guess im muffled
down in luck, ill fuckin crumble
pain wont stop, ill take another
i pick my skin, there's something under

but you're never impressed
i give my all love
im tired of being so stressed
but fuck my health ima mess
i wont rest till my death is washing over me
washing over me

but now im seeing clearly
addicted to your feeling
and i can't write no songs
when all my thoughts lead straight to envy
i try to fucking run but there's this feeling i cant hide
im fighting with temptation put my life up on the line
i put my life up on the-

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rosé

produced by phaseshift and ChaquiXcX

lyrics:
i
isolate away and stay away
but
nothing ever helps i’m not okay
and i break down too often
i wake up exhausted
her paint peeled, they need polish

i need help
finding ways around, but i can’t take what we built
tension coming out, only way that i can heal
these feelings pouring out, i can’t stop from caving in
but the pains getting worse as she whispered
(do you love me?)
my mind slipped
i walked the pavement path till my soles wore thin
did i make a wrong turn?
cause i’m back where i began
i hate this feeling in my ribs, i feel ‘em breaking in
i hate this feeling in my heart, but it keeps worsening

i like to think that this’ll work, when i know it really won’t
i started biting off my skin, i’ll never make it out this hole
i stay inside my room all day, i feel my bones decay
all this fear inside of me, i worsen by the day
but i like to stay away
everyone’s avoiding me
they tell me death's my only fate

ribcage

produced by stezzyxl

lyrics:
i miss you i fear
i know something ain’t right
let’s just sit by the ocean
and gaze at the sky
while we whisper emotions
to get through the night
to get through the night

let’s just rewrite this over
and start from the start
and we break up to make up
but we’ve made it this far

and it seems in october we fell for each other
no we fell for each other
no we fell for each other
i just think ‘bout us

seasons they come and they go in a distance
but time can heal all wounds it’s our decision
im breaking down, you pick me up
without you im nothing
our home is now abandoned but these visions still haunt me

home

Prod @izwithonez / @Sinxi synths <33 

LYRICS

Kill me in the background

I don't know the truth, How?

She been in my mind all day

and its been

So hard when I see your face

I don't really like the way I'm in

I don't feel the sizes on her cysts

and i seen your scars that's on ya wrists

and its been

So hard when I see your face

Locked up I don't see the gate

So I guess I'm just falling til I hear

But you don't like the way I am

You hate my face you make a stare

You know just what your doing when you say

I don't love you

I never did

I played you with this medicine

When I

called you love inside my arms

I don't love you

Drop

Leave

Don't care for all the love we had

The life beneath our feet

Cuz I been staring at the stars

The life we built it wasn't ours

to truly drift across the parts

That I been living in my dreams

And I don't like the way we talk

You lift me up then kill me off

Im not gon sit here on the block

Above my head ready to drop

So come down

Breaking off the leaves as you talk down

Shaking on my knees what more now

Every part of me cant believe what you stopped

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I DON'T LOVE YOU

and the truth is
i’m still haunted by my previous actions
you’re never coming back and babe that’s the reaction
and the reality of it all
if i could turn back
the time i’d do it in the quickest heart beat
i’d do it so we’d never have to meet
cause i know you’ll be better off without me

so just forget me
erase the memories
just live your life in perfect harmony no disarray
cause i’ll still be here
amongst it all
i’ll stay alone with pain cause i’ll remember it all yeah

the first time was the worst part
then you brought me back and made me relive everything
i felt the grasp of your hands around my throat
choking my air and almost every single happiness i felt

don’t leave me here to die alone
i’m selfish so you know that i want you right here with me
is it wrong for once to wanna be wanted
you’re far along your path and i’m still here just buried yeah

buried and forgotten (prod. neverforever)

produced by me

lyrics:
you couldn’t tell the truth if you wanted to
i focus on the past, i guess that’s why i lose
but if it’s truly meant, ima give it time
cause in the end that’s what i always do

we’ve built these bridges up just to burn them down
i suffer in your silence, but it feels so loud
i give my everything to try and make you proud
but then another wave comes crashing down

tell me why you do this for?
i’m face first in the dirt what are you waiting for?
you moved on, i guess we’re history
now i’ve only got the absence that you left behind for me
i’m growing so tired of this
you caused the scars upon my wrist
while he’s in between your hips now

oh
while he’s in between your hips now
oh
while he’s in between your hips now

you couldn’t tell the truth if you wanted to
i focus on the past, i know that’s why i lose
it isn’t truly meant, you love to waste my time
don’t try to make me happy with another lie

i’m tired of this chip that’s on my shoulder
i’ve accepted that it’s over
he’s the one you want
i can tell by how you vaunt
but girl we’ve got some chemistry
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
you’re fogging up my reasoning
but now the truth sits clear with me

oh
oh
oh

we’ve built these bridges up just to burn them down
i suffer in your silence, but it feels so loud
i give my everything to try and make you proud
but then another wave comes crashing down

dirt

produced by me

lyrics:
you can hide behind your lies, i see right through them
i have no clue on where you’re at or what you’re doin’
and i really wonder what your next excuse is
i try to tell you how i feel, but i’m a nuisance

i can try to build us up, but you’ll come crashing it down
cause you don’t want me to succeed, you rub my face in the ground
i’m neck deep within my worries, i swear i could drown
and you swore things would be different, but look where we’re now

you leave me nothing but time, too much space to overthink
i’ll brush it off like i’m fine, up till the moment i cave
deep in my arms, there’s some scars that i covered with ink
but nothing can cover all the grief that you gave

you wanna chill on the weekends, get drunk and have fun
just don’t text me or call me till the sober has won
i’m not here for a vent to, or a shoulder to cry on
i guess you got the last laugh, with my heart that you stomp on

nuisance

produced by me

lyrics:
can’t accept that you’ll never change
‘cause all your texts have faded
you make this feel so estrange
you make me feel so jaded
you and i are not the same
i’ll slowly kill our flame
but i won’t be the one to blame
‘cause

my blood is dripping down from your lip
ain’t got a lot to give
amongst the edge, i’m scared i’ll slip
across my skin she pressed a shiv
but, i’m just a fragile minded kid
she told me get a grip
don’t blame me for the shit you did
when he’s got you by his hip

it’s been two weeks since i crossed your mind
but now you’re dead to me
deep into your lies i’ll find
that we're just enemies
you do it for the social life
all the guys and likes
i’ll build up till the time is right

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pneuma

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