Like Im Alive [Prod. michael harrison] w/ seezenz

produced by me

lyrics:
can’t accept that you’ll never change
‘cause all your texts have faded
you make this feel so estrange
you make me feel so jaded
you and i are not the same
i’ll slowly kill our flame
but i won’t be the one to blame
‘cause

my blood is dripping down from your lip
ain’t got a lot to give
amongst the edge, i’m scared i’ll slip
across my skin she pressed a shiv
but, i’m just a fragile minded kid
she told me get a grip
don’t blame me for the shit you did
when he’s got you by his hip

it’s been two weeks since i crossed your mind
but now you’re dead to me
deep into your lies i’ll find
that we're just enemies
you do it for the social life
all the guys and likes
i’ll build up till the time is right

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ft the legendary @jrolli

LYRICS
I dont wanna do this no more
Caused this myself, im ready for internal war
What am i doing this for? Cause myself internal war

Am i right or wrong i cant decide
I dunno how i wanna my live my life
One moment im fine and confident as hell
The next moment im gone and my confidence fell
Did i make the right choice the wrong way
Did i make a wrong move and fuck up clear as day
Backtrack but my flaws don't stay away

JROLLi:
Im drowning in my cup when i got company
Dont really give no fucks i want that young money
They got me driving on highways im mindless
I pulled up to your drive way i might just.
So tell me am i wrong for feeling this way?
I gotta answer the phone before they get me
Am i right or wrong for missing your face?
Am i right or wrong am i right or wrong?

Right or Wrong ft. JROLLi [prod. mndls1600]

thank god i passed all my courses.

LYRICZ
Here i am at 4 am
I just finished my essay
What did i write? Amen

I dont, pray to god, but boy i need that luck
One night after work, 2000 words, still not enough
Up all night, til the break of dawn, early morning rising
I fucked up, n poorly planned, too late, hand in, no revising

Made mistakes that i cant take back
Grade got an F, and boy i hate that
Rate me zero, well bitch im sure i aint that
But if you say 10, ima ask you where your brains at

Annotated bibliography
Write it last minute what the fucks wrong with me
back n forth on school, work and love
Cant stay on topic like my essays, another gutter draft is done
Thats no fun, i must admit
I overthink til i feel like shit

2000 words [prod. mndls1600]

produced by me

lyrics:
i’m glad i found myself in these couple months
i’ve known you for some years, oh girl i fell in love
looking at our past, look at how far we’ve come
girl i’ll give my all, i’ll put you up above

steady tryna stay at ease
maybe i should practice what i preach
old friends, cut ‘em off they tried to leach
we took two different paths i’m out their reach

caught up in my thoughts, but you tell me that it’s okay
it’s okay, its okay
i look into your eyes, they’re what tells me that i’ll be safe
i’ll be safe, i’ll be safe
hold me in your arms and never let go
surrounded by the trees, i hear your echo
the moonlight kissed your face, your pupils narrowed
we’ll isolate away inside a barrow

reach

with how i feel

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

(ZBEE)

I WAS AWAKE WHEN I SAW THE MEADOW BURNING 
BURNED UP TODAY I THINK I FOUND WHAT WAS HURTING
I WAS ALONE AND THEN I SAW THE WORLD TURNING
I DUNNO WHY BUT I CHERISHED OUR LOVES EARNINGS 

(WOKELY)

I WAS ALONE IN MY HOME, AND I’M NOW HURTING 
TURN OFF THE PHONE, BE ALONE, IT’S NOT WORKING (WORKING)
TRYING SO HARD TO FORGET ABOUT THE WORST THINGS 
LIE IN MY BED WITH REGRET I’M ALWAYS HURTING (HURTING) 
I’M GETTING HIGH TO PASS TIME, I’M ALWAYS HIDING 
AWAY FROM YOU I’M A FOOL, THERE’S NO ESCAPING 
I’M LOSING WEIGHT I’M AFRAID THAT IMMA HURT YOU 
NOTHING TO DO, I’M CONFUSED, I FUCKING BLEED THROUGH (BLEED THROUGH)

(ZBEE)

BREAKING DOWN THESE WALLS MIGHT JUST BE THE BEST THING FOR ME TO DO
SEE MY HEART ITS BREAKING UNDER PRESSURE I DONT WANT IT TO 
HURTING MYSELF I CANT SEE THE THINGS I LOVED I AM IN TWO 
BUT IF I KEEP ON DOING THIS I MIGHT BURN DOWN BRIDGES I USED

(ZBEE)

I WAS AWAKE WHEN I SAW THE MEADOW BURNING 
BURNED UP TODAY I THINK I FOUND WHAT WAS HURTING
I WAS ALONE AND THEN I SAW THE WORLD TURNING
I DUNNO WHY BUT I CHERISHED OUR LOVES EARNINGS

i had an anxiety attack on the plane (feat. wokely)(taymxru)

Energy

Energy (feat. 3gz) [tonari]

prod. warheart x 1swbas

im mad that im still stuck on what i want
cus it makes me focus on what i want one on one
and im glad that i see stars when im awake 
but i see god in the sky and he says it isnt worth it
were tired of the hurting and we know this isnt working 
so ill go back to how i was and making songs from hurting  
i learned to be a burden but i guess it wasnt worth it 
cause we're all burned out
and everything we made out,
is all figured out.
yeah,
its all figured out, 
yeah,
its all figured out,
yeah.. uhh
oh yeah, i hate that it is!
(SHIT!)
oh my god..
i hate that it is.

im really bad at this and i need more than a hug
i need more than love,
i need more than runts,
i need more than a dub,
i need something to get me away, everythings bad again
and oh my fucking god.. i miss my bro, mynameagain  
im sad as fuck babe,
theres no other way
and i hope you know my fate
a million dollar vase is gonna be left of this ;(((
nothing could compare to how we felt when we left
we built everything until there was nothing left
im bawling out my eyes & idk what to do..

yeah, eat life like some food
maybe im a dude..
YOU CAN FOCUS ON YOU
(ill sacrifice)
NOTHINGS STOPPING YOU
(my time)
AYE!
AND IF YOU THINK THERE IS, PLEASE EXPLAIN THOUROUGHLY 
CAUSE HOW THE FUCK YOU MADE IT SO FAR WITHOUT IT WORKING, B?
🔌
im really bad at this and i need more than a hug
i need more than love,
i need more than runts,
i need more than a dub,
i need more than racks,
i need more than cash,
boy you dont make rat shit,
boy i make RAP shit, yeah..

i hope things will be fine; i dont know.. 
i've never been more uncertain in my life.
i think i'm like... dying x_x
were tired of the hurting and we know this isnt working<3
so ill go back to how i was and making songs from hurting!!!
ouu~
ouu~
we built everything until there's nothing-
ouu~
im bawling out my eyes & idk what to do..

SHIT!!!

sacrifice

im currently in a history of the silk road class so heres a silly song about the silk road
song is on all platforms <3
Lyric~~~sssssss
Id travel for ur love like the silk road and away we go
Webbing us a home, when i arrive turn on the radio
Traded all my goods just make it i had faith you know
Travel through the desert, from kashgar to arabia

Bandana on my face, to block the sand dont wanna taste
Traded all my precious goods for coffee just to stay awake
And id do it all again for you
Made it through the desert by grenades and horseshoes

Barter like porter, almost lost my life on persia border
On my tail chased by bandits
Shoot my flintlock til that lead ball makes a landing
Pass through baghdad, take a second just to hang back
Sweat through all those tears, but for a second i wont take that
But soon i was quite hopeful
Through those foot holes i could see constantinople
The destination, silk road travellers love to see
But it wasnt for the trade nor the money for me
I jump towards the port, reuniting you and me

reach

pneuma

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