i swear to god if you distort your vocals and put it on all plats i will cream

unfortunate (dercept)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i've been talking to my walls
for the past six months
singing all these stupid songs
wonder when i'll see the sun
i let myself down any chance i get
making friends is hard
is there something that i don't get?

and I'm so isolated
it for sure made me jaded
i can laugh and i can smile
but i feel so vacant
fuck this frustration
it's a burden that's blatant
i'm so tired of faking
all this pain that i'm facin'

i can't fucking stand this
being away from you
i know that you could pull
me out of my whirlpools
feelin' the pressure weigh down on my neck
i fucked up again, there's a lump in my throat
i let down everyone that i love the most
i know that you'll run if i speak from the chest

so good morning to the pain i made
it's nice to see that my scars won't fade
they remind me of when i was betrayed
but i learned my lesson, people never change
just wanna grow up for once
stuck in restrictive mud
climbing to the top of my own standards is not enough
wish you could taste my pain
struggling everyday
and the medication that i take don't replace the blame

sit at my desk
and write a couple of lines
and then i sing from the chest
don't really care if they rhyme
and at the end of the day
this is my whole life
so if you'll excuse me
i think i need to go write
see, i don't play hard to get
'cause i don't know my worth
so don't take another step 
'cause you might get hurt
and if you're givin' up
would you please tell me
'cause i don't want this to go on
if you're not in it with me

fuck!

so i lead an empty life
i lost my sense of time
waking up way past nine
just wanna rinse my mind

good morning

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

buzzards circling my feet
guess it's time to face defeat
i didn't have much to offer
i know i look like the monster
i think that i'm far too late
'cause when i'm low, i isolate
bring me peace, i don't feel safe
can't find sleep, i ruminate

but i never fit in wherever i go
my eyes are a river of headaches, it shows
nobody knows me, i like it like that
i say what i want with no one to react

i got a lot to say, but i just keep it to myself
i don't want no complaints for when i'm talkin' mental health
this is more than an outlet for me, i hope you understand
so i cannot guarantee that you can hold these shaking hands

been considered a headcase upon first impression
the people around me told me it was just depression
they said it would pass, but i feel myself decay
what the fuck do you do when your world has turned to grey?

i never been the one to just avoid potential pain
'cause i've always tried to face it
let it rain down on my face
never been so cold-hearted and reckless
you can thank my brain for putting me through the wringer to humble me throughout the day
i know that i don't need it, but i cannot risk the pain
i hound myself for everything that i cannot explain
it's like i'm judging every moment, every breath i take
hypervigilant of every little thing i say

just give me a moment, i need to breathe
look in the mirror and i hate what i see
if there's a god, why can't she hear me scream?
fuck all your prayers, i need reality

i never wanted to wring out my clothes
they're cloaked in my sweat from the lies that you told
burdened with boredom while stuck in my room
i hate that my thoughts always default to you

a shred of hindsight could rest my case
the downpour of failure will yield no pain
it's merely distractions, i can't complain
gotta learn my lesson before it's too late

liberosis

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w/ @ovrwrld

⭐️ OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS ⭐️
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/quesadillas/giving-up-feat-ovrwrld

lyricsGivingUp();
{
I should've just given up when I had the chance
Now I'm dying every night, I don't need any friends
Now I'm, now I'm

Lost, don't
Know where to go
Pop, pill
Might overdose
Drugs been eating me, I ain't been eating them
Pilly believe in me even before them

OD OD OD OD OD
O O O O OD

I'm giving up and no one gives a fuck, cause it's not you
But they hardly around you
Couldn't make my mind up
I keep my trust, better off giving up now
(Up up up now)
I'm giving up and no one gives a fuck, cause it's not you
But they hardly around you
Couldn't make my mind up
I keep my trust, better off giving up now
(Up up up now)

I should've just given up when I had the chance
Now I'm dying every night, I don't need any friends
Now I'm, now I'm

Lost, don't
Know where to go
Pop, pill
Might overdose
Drugs been eating me, I ain't been eating them
Pilly believe in me even before them

I'm giving up and no one gives a fuck, cause it's not you
But they hardly around you
Couldn't make my mind up
I keep my trust, better off giving up now
(Up up up)
}

giving up (single)

giving up (feat. ovrwrld)

giving up w/ ovrwrld (prod. quesadillas)

out now, everywhere: https://share.amuse.io/track/discxrdia-neckbite

prod: @prodbykori x me
socials: 
ig: https://www.instagram.com/_discxrdia/
sc: https://soundcloud.com/notdiscxrdia


lyrics:
Bite down on my neck
I don’t wanna play pretend
Cause i like it
Vampire girl
Dragging me to hell

Death on our thought 
and between this four walls
Getting high cause we’re young
Fuck the world we’re in love

Between your arms i feel safe
Don’t want this night to end babe
I don’t like fake shit so
Let’s make a reality of dreams

Neck bite
Feed from me
Vampire girl tell me if you want something from me
(From me vampire girl)
Make me free, make me free

Oh baby carry your tounge through my chest
Your lips and hands are just the best
And you can notice we’re meant for eachother
I wanna get drunk and make love to her

Ya no se que hacer
Me pierdo en el amanecer
Y si tu no estas yo ya no quiero despertar
Llevo meses sin poder dormir bien
Pero es que en ti me duermo
Ya no se que puedo hacer

Sigo sin saber que hacer
Cogeme y empieza a morder
Solo veo sangre empieza a doler
Hazme desaparecer
(Hazme desaparecer)

Bite down on my neck 
I dont wanna play pretend 
Cause i like it
Sink your nails in my skin
Make me feel i’m yours 
I wanna bleed
I wanna stay all night melt my body
Can’t you understand you make it easy

neckbite

out now, everywhere:  https://discxrdia.fanlink.to/1968

lyrics:
I know im not the nicest
But you keep coming back 
I guess i did something right
Im here tryna understand what you wanna say

Its the way you think
Its the way you act like 
Everything’s all right
Its the fake smiles
Its the late calls
I don’t wanna look back 

I cant forget how i fell to your arms
I don’t wanna look up if im not by my side
More or less i remember the time when
You told me to look back

prod: @prodbykori x me
socials:
ig: www.instagram.com/_discxrdia/
sc: @notdiscxrdia

1968

Get over u

Get over u (drma & mcx)

am i on my own again?

LYRICS:
Woke up today to call your bluff
Every doubt of mine you dressed in lust
Woke up today and lost your love
But who am I
To find the time
You gave it up
So I sit
And I wonder
And I sit
Still wonder

Thought I already told you 
To give this up
Thought I already told you 
Weren’t the signs enough 
Why can’t you remember? 
You stupid fuck 
You silly boy 
You’re not good enough 
Thought I already told you 
To give this up
Thought I already told you 
Weren’t the signs enough 
Why can’t you remember? 
You stupid fuck 
You silly boy 
You’re not good enough 

So I sit here waiting 
Contemplating 
What I did wrong for you to hate me 
Our lips don’t touch you despite me lately 
And I 
I gave you all I own 

Thought I already told you 
To give this up
Thought I already told you 
Weren’t the signs enough 
Why can’t you remember? 
You stupid fuck 
You silly boy 
You’re not good enough 
Thought I already told you 
To give this up
Thought I already told you 
Weren’t the signs enough 
Why can’t you remember? 
You stupid fuck 
You silly boy 
You’re not good enough

Ryann's Theme

stagnant

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uᴉɐd ʎɯ ʎɐʍɐ ǝʇᴉɹʍ oʇ ƃuᴉʎɹʇ ɯ’I ʞuᴉɥʇ I

Ryann's Theme

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