drain/hyperpop/glitchcore - part 3

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Produced by @prodguda

Artwork by Bleu:
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Lyrics:
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Hard decisions
If I pick either one, am I really winnin'?
I'ma be gone in an instant the second that I am finished
Will I go missing for a minute or am I trippin'? Listen
Am I really doing this all for myself?
It's the only thing that really help out with my mental health
I've been working real hard to play the cards that I was dealt right
But I swear all this working and working has never felt right
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Thinking-Thinking 'bout it all
Think-Think-Thinking 'bout it all
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

paranoid (guda)

(know im still dancing with the ghost of you, shadow moving on my wall when im alone inside my room, never got to tell you how i feel)

know im still dancing with the ghost of you
shadow movin on the wall when im alone inside my room
never got to tell you how i feel
when i knew you were the only one that

could heal or save me, im sinking
theres no escaping, we'll all be by ourselves in the end
knife inside my back thought i could call you my friend
always say im ok know its all pretend
focused on the wrong things
pulse been slowing down but still this shit does not alarm me
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave

(know im still dancing with the ghost of you, shadow moving on my wall when im alone inside my room, never got to tell you how i feel, tell you how i feel)

know im still dancing with the ghost of you
shadow movin on the wall when im alone inside my room
never got to tell you how i feel
(tell you how i feel)
never got to tell you how i feel
when i knew you were the only one that

could heal or save me, im sinking
there's no escaping, we'll all be by ourselves in the end
knife inside my back thought i could call you my friend
always say im ok know its all pretend
focused on the wrong things
pulse been slowing down but still this shit does not alarm me
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life) leave

spotify link<3

geíst (31sentinel)

Na-na-na
Ah-na-na-na-na-na-na
I love my friends
I love my friends
I love my
I love my freinds

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I’m all alone
On the plane ride right back home
And I know
That when I’m gone, they’ll probably think I’m a ghost
And I wait
One thousand miles away
From everyone in my state
Can’t think about my mistakes
I sit back, laugh, and I say

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m know missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I love my friends
I love my

friends (grayskies)

prod: me and remghost
cover art taken by bleulmao

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

come around (goodbyex2002)

lyrics:
you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

i don't wanna be an issue
wipe the blood off my nose with a tissue
sorry love i don't think this should continue
whole world starts to slow when i miss you
and this worlds no fair i dont wanna be alone
smoke filled air feel the pressure leave my lungs
in my head its so clear leaves as quickly as it comes
really not sure if i even wanna end it

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

you think i'm just like you, you think i'm bullet proof
what was i supposed to do, i've seen your every move
wonder how we got here in the first place
you're still stuck in my head in the worst way
cut me down carve your name in the asphalt
you're to blame but i'll say that its my fault

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

but did you want it all, tell me did you want it all
why do you never call, tell me is it all my fault
live with the things that i did, feels like i never win
oh i feel like shit, i don't like who i am

you can never see the difference
all in my head there's no respect
or did you lose your interest
you can't admit can't face the facts
everybody has opinions
sorry i had to change
i already replaced
if you ever wanna listen
im so sorry that you feel indifferent

opinions

produced by grayskies

@xona

-lyrics-
who do you mind?
talking every minute of life? life
I don’t want to feel a sign that can’t stand my eyes 
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it 

nothing but a trail but I follow like it’s my fault
where it sits so frail, where I stuck it with a nail
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

hang a life I might try to end
signs ahead that trick a mind 

(ONE STEP
MIGHT END)

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

blister

blister (grayskies)

@t1gerstar
@poisonedcheeto

remix: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-mxjia-remix

[kurtis]
yeah yeah
the circles spinnin 
it goes round inside my head
yeah youre the only one im needin tonight

im tryna plan out my escape 
im so stuck inside a loop
i do the same shit everyday

i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

yeah
no i wont stop im takin rounds
smoke a bong and lemme rest
im tryna drown out sounds

drown out sounds yeah
im bein told to kill myself
these thoughts will be the death of me yeah
i need to down another pill

stop wait a minute open up and look around
boy wont u stop wait a minute 
u did this shit all by yourself 
boy wont you stop

exaggerating 
tried to hide and masquerade it
boy can u stop
the fuckin drinkin 
my body feels its slowly sinkin

again and again
no i wont stop keep playin pretend 
and again
and again
no i wont make it out again
yeahhh im

[tigerstar]
pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

[tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something i cant fix
Something about it got violent

Ever since it got quiet it gets filled more noises
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep 
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat cus you're seething again
Can't get through the night unless I pretend

Once I'm in your bed I don't really mean it
Before I hit the ground and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess i'll try to fucking drink it away
But I dont need it, I don't need it

pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

<3

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spiral ft. tigerstar (simon m)

produced by xona

-lyrics-
(don’t tether your issues when you feel alone
you're feeling so nauseous, you push it along)

I’m looking for the way it was when we hadn’t broke our trust
those memories echo, I didn’t want to let go
but everything reminds of you where I settle
oh I know
these things don’t matter, you mend without an issue at all
I’m searching new patterns the ones I forget everything we’ve done

(everything we’ve done)

even if you mean everything to me
I can’t breath at all
it’s too precious to leave
so I’d rather fall
so I’d rather fall

~

this road block gets obscure
uncertain if I’d get out of here, out of here
this month I thought I’d change my course
but I’m back in this roundabout with unopened
doors
you need to pick and choose, I know you’re scared to move
you think there’s nothing new?
but maybe, it’s just you
you tend to look at me but you’re unamused
so what’s the entry step? cause you need to prove
that you’re worth this shit, I know on my life that you see it too
you know you see it too, so please.
what do you have to lose?
don’t stay in this room
don’t stay in this room

(don’t stay in this room) x6

~

don’t tether your issues when you feel alone
you're feeling so nauseous, you push it along
this weight on your shoulder, won’t last that long
you know, you know, you know
so what are you going to do?
so what?
so what?
so what?

cascade

produced by logan

words:
this poison make my veins stick out my skin
what kills me is the circle that i wit
i dont speak just so you couldnt wish
wish to get up on my business
i wonder what it is that youre on
in front of me is nothing but fog
im here for a sec then im gone
this cunt thinkin that he know it all
you dont know anything at all
i hear you hiss and i see you crawlin

if you could say one thing
what would it be
what would it be
what would it be
what would it be

another day of scrappin many songs
they say bro deleted so much sauce
90% of my disc. is trash
how you even listen? my shits ass
should i just keep this one in the vault
or should i just firm it on the alt
i guess youll never know just where youll see this
maybe someones gonna leak it

wild boar

DOITAGAIN

tylenol-prod.stalkerrekryt

Let Me Know

let me know (I wonder why freestyle) [prod. nick mira]

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

this is not a lot like my last songs but i am trying something new!!
thank u 4 all the new support ep soon(ish)!!
cover taken by my gf sick
@1hallow 
@ayyitsryo
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0nAMnStshOzjpiwrJbYdda
lyrics:
(me mumbling intro)
[hook]
and she like, "boy you always immature"
i dont wanna grow up anyway, thats what i said to her
time passed, now im dead to her
teen love never lasts but it fucking hurts!!
now we waste away, hope you forgive my mistakes 
im fading back to gray, i always hated this place
my phone is dying tonight :( i think im losing the fight
she told me "you'll be alright." 
im immature but its fine

[verse]
its kinda messed up
i aint ever tried to do you wrong but ima fess up
i think id be lying if i said i dont regret ya
i wish i could go back to the past and make it better,
we wouldve never met uh
now its too late for that and its too late for me
and its too late for any future that was 'sposed to be
and she thought lying to my face would get her close to me
you burning bridges but surprised when you get 3rd degree
and its FUCKED UP in the end cause youre still STUCK IN MY HEAD
and every word that you said and every text left on read 
sometimes i wish you were dead but then you'd haunt me instead
and i cant sleep in my bed, cause all i smell is your scent :/
[hook]

immature (hallow + ryo)

please don't try to call me when you hear this

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

polar

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