v v v
yeah i know
no one knows my name
but i keep on trucking 
i just hope the work 
pays off or fucking something
but if it dont i wont be suprised
hell or nothing and left to die
stayed up every night for a year straight
studying my mixing and studying my membrane
always thought that i was fucking insane
never had no one to relate to, yeah yeah
never had no friends 
still fucking dont
i always end up alone again
and thats my fault too
i push them away
i push them away
please dont put any worth to my name
i swear to fuckin god i dont deserve that shit 
yeah im just a sad ass girl trapped in her room and shit
never leave my room unless i really fuckin have to
i dont know
i dont know
every night i smoke, man it got me feeling slow mo
throat burns, red eyes, and i feel like shit
feel like i wanna crawl in a hole and dip
say you really dont want me to do that
if you really dont want me to, please try and stop me
(try and stop me)
(try and stop me)
uncomfortable like always
always fuckin sweat
always fuckin stress 
about some dumb fuckin shit
always miss my boyfriend
always miss my dad
just wanna feel decent
how hard is that?
how hard is it to feel like im normal?
how hard is it to feel like im clean?
how hard is it to feel like kai?
how hard is it to feel alright?
aye, aye, 
no one knows my name
but i keep on truckin
i could just repeat that shit 
but i feel like workin
and i feel like nothing
hopefully im something
maybe ill find out one fuckin day but
not soon
yeah i was in marshall and u called me
said ur in asheville, can you meet me soon?
and i hit u back, said "im down, im down, im down"
always really am but you dont understand
look at twitter once then you go and advance
babe i think your heads clouded give me a chance
you look fucking flawless how you are boy dont trip
ay one grand for a trip (one trip)
just to hold my boy in my arms real quick (real quick)
yeah its real fucking tuff long distance relationship shit
yeah but its real love thats the shit you dont get.

hell or nothing (pekarot)

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE

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Vocals by @shikixo + @seejayxo
Produced by @lilsp00k + @prodjolst
Music video by @kennyorlando

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Nightmare

SHIKI XO X SEEJAYXO - "NIGHTMARE" (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

Listen on Spotify!

Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

as real as it gets

HYSTERIC

crooks & castles

brag about

prod me<3

lyrics:

i just wanna waste my time with you
i don't wanna spend one day without you
in my head a million words
and every single one about you
i don't wanna wait much longer darling
but you know i will for you
you know that i

you know i'll love you til the sun dies baby
god you drive me crazy
i'm addicted to you lately
and i will not apologize
think that you could save me
think that you're my everything 
oh i
oh i

i'm glad you're in my life
took my by surprise
and opened up my eyes
to what love should be like
i'm glad you're in my life
glad you're by my side
glad to see you here tonight
tonight

i just wanna waste my time with you
i don't wanna spend one day without you
in my head a million words
and every single one about you
i don't wanna wait much longer darling
but you know i will for you
you know that i

you know i'll love you til the sun dies baby
god you drive me crazy
i'm addicted to you lately
and i will not apologize
think that you could save me
think that you're my everything 
oh i
oh i

til the sun dies

Cartier diamonds [prod by rhimathugger]

havent felt this way in awhile

i hope we can both get better :(

✨ Polar ✨
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✨ Roan ✨
💎 @lil-boso 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/whoisroan/ 💎

✨ nevrfall ✨
💎 @nevrfall 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/nevrfall/ 💎

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move on w/ roan & praYeR (prod. nevrfall)

polar