take my heart <3

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

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Passenger Prince [p. king theta]

as real as it gets

HYSTERIC

crooks & castles

A bootleg of Moonbeam by Goldielocks.

Check out the original here!
https://soundcloud.com/goldielockstunes/moonbeam

GOLDIELOCKS - MOONBEAM (GUARDIN BOOTLEG)

my only way (prod by.quintuple & Ajay)

i was lonely ft. safehold

bangss:

i been on the way up
on the way up
she gon' fuck me get tha paper
in no makeup
And thats prolly why u hatin'
Why u hatin
Prolly cause im goin in bruh
im not your friend bruh
I been on the way up
thats why i stay up
And these bitches wanna makeup
i dont makeup
imma get my dick sucked
make the big bucks
in the end if i dont switch up
ill never give up

imma get my cake up
get my bank up
got balanciaga anchors around my ankles
imma fallin angel with a halo
and i hit it from all angles
if you an a-hole

mixed and mastered by bangss

wingss w/ jackvæk (+ skel)

Wingss w/ jackvæk (+ skel)

i hope we can both get better :(

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ PraYer ✨
💎 @prayermusic 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/prayer.music/ 💎

✨ Roan ✨
💎 @lil-boso 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/whoisroan/ 💎

✨ nevrfall ✨
💎 @nevrfall 💎
💎 https://www.instagram.com/nevrfall/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

move on w/ roan & praYeR (prod. nevrfall)

Lyrics:

Dear Santa Claus,
Don't know if you hear me at all
But all I want
Is to find somebody that will love my flaws
When I find that someone
I'll never let them go
Having someone to hold...
That's better than gold

Time keeps passing by and by
Wrote so many letters but I don't know why
Last year I wanted to die
That was 'til I saw her eyes
Through the window, she said come outside
Don't wanna be alone during Christmas time
She warm me up, and my heart was like an icicle
That's why I want her
I don't wanna go through this alone
I was at a loss for words
Now I don't want anybody else but her
Been bad in the past, but I promise I learned
Know I wrote so many letters
I just hope that you heard
She's the only one on my wishlist
When I'm around her, gotta wear weights
'Cause I'm on the ceiling, she got me on the ceiling
Don't need no presents on Christmas
All I really need is my Mrs.