2019

dexd w/out u

No good

Oceans Ate Alaska - Vultures And Sharks

please wake up

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sanctuary 💕

USED TX [Prod. DOWNTIME]

"Book Of The Dead On Sale" "Book Of The Dead On Sale" by Saintseneca
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Saintseneca - Book Of The Dead On Sale

Yung Xander - " Sry"
Featuring @kingtheta
produced by @iofmusic
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Sry ft. King Theta (prod. IOF)

@kingtheta

If we all love uncontrollably then life on earth will be much better <3
Many can enter but few are chosen.

Lyrics

C
U had me going from the day we met
Made so many memories I can’t forget
Always thinking of the times we spent
But I don’t want to
I don’t wanna think about u

V1
I’ve been feeling lost
Talking with your ghost
Scrolling through ur Insta
Looking through ur old posts
Me and u and doggo
Smiling for the camera
Both of u are gone now
I am just the last of us
Wish u never left me
Wish u never met me
So I didn’t have to feel this pain
Thats never ending
While ur up in heaven
Make sure u save me room
The good will die young
So I hope I die soon

V2
I can see you in the
Bright looks, in the eyes of our friends
Still feelin all the good vibes you'd send
Old books, that you left on my shelf
Remind me that you taught me how to love myself
Your light in every star
You vibrate in my guitar
My life's a show and
You play an important part
The notes you wrote me
Burned their words into my heart
I see you everywhere
it makes forgetting hard

SPOTIFY

days we had | Feat. king theta (Prod. Jayhmez)

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

If You Love Me (prod. reaper)

fuck.

lyrics

and i just wish that i was normal
wish i didn't have to fake to feel at home tho
scratch out my face in all ur photos
i know ur right when u said that ima no show

take my hand 
you know that i've 
done all that i can
for you
 
ima no show
keep them doors closed
see you in that photo
see you at my next shoow

i wish that i was normal (prod. ftbondatrack)

w/ @frvrndalwys  prod @sadeku 

Lyrics

i ain't got no one by my side i'm all alone now
imma get high, get high till i pass out
hope i fall down hit my head and never wake up
no dreams no fears no changes

and i'm fading in silence
away from this world
away from it all
and i'm sick of complying
i'm slowly dying
i'm slowly bleeding out

all alone overthinking everyday i
would do anything to take away the pain like
drown my troubles with a bit of liquor in my blood
it never works but i've gotten used to fucking up

i ain't got no one by my side i'm all alone now
imma get high, get high till i pass out
hope i fall down hit my head and never wake up
no dreams no fears no changes

(normal speed version @bitekivibes)

No One By My Side w/ Frvr&Alwys (prod. Eku)

Original song "suffocate" written and produced by Days To Waste,
Mixed and Mastered by lifehold.

suffocate

neverending winter

Stream on Apple Music: https://goo.gl/92RQw2
Stream on Spotify: https://goo.gl/xs6AfQ

Written by Jogger
Mixed & Mastered by Jogger
Produced by Syndrome
Artwork by Davis Bloom

[Lyrics Below]

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LYRICS:

Verse 1
Yeah, feel like obsessing with pretentiousness ahead of ego
While they follow my shadow, and go wherever he go
Scanning patterns, like they’d even know the shit that we know
Focus on my dinero like I was in Casino
Yeah, a star born, in raw form
Can open up the pages you fought for, the wrong war
Can’t say how long I’ve waited on that single call for
Flip a brick, yeah I get it, get it, we all poor
Yeah, and what’s my girl doing?
Well technically she ain’t my girl, but still I heard Cupid
I walk with arrows in my chest, until my urn ruined
A living heart attack, I guess I gotta burn through it
But it’s oh… it’s okay, right? I still have a chance?
I feel like I would benefit a little bit to advance
Just a little kid, up in the middlemen, just don’t get rid of him, I think I just need closure, give me one more dance, I need that
Unconditional love, from someone of above
Yeah, you got a man, I’m like fuck love, to cover up
The empty pages, and spaces, you left up in my heart
I gotta see this shit end, to know where I can start
But every time my phone light up and I can see your name
I can’t stop thinking bout how imma never be the same
It’s like the shit up in my stomach boutta rearrange
I shoulda locked you down before, it’s only me to blame
But imma keep all my promises, in my pocket
I always come through, I should fly away in my rocket
So maybe I could find a peace of mind that I could be behind
And let you live your life, and redesign, the part of me behind
It’s prolly for the best, I’m working on my honesty
I swore to god I’ll be the biggest, so I gotta be
But it’s a struggle, they don’t know what’s going into this
They sit behind the picket fence, no shit I don’t want different friends

Intermission

Verse 2
Why everybody looking so see through?
Yeah, and goddamn, I miss the old me, too
I got that difficulty talking ‘bout my feelings, so I’m writing em
So no one else can judge me when they staring, wishing I was them
Yeah, and fuck, I wanna drop out
Because this shit ain’t really working, what if I stop now?
I got 2 years of this shit under my belt, like that
I know if I decide to quit, I’ll prolly run right back
And get a... big diploma, fake a smile on graduation
Pretend I’m really happy, but that smile is slowly fading
I’m blessed to have the opportunity that I was taking
But I’m running out of patience, fuck it, I can barely take it
And I don’t care if no one hear this or relates to me
I did this for myself, so I can show what I was made to be
My preconceptions be the best of my worst
Some days I can’t define the line between a blessing and curse, damn
So let me take a little time to myself
I’m so confused, I can’t decide if I’m well
The one I love is busy with another person, got no money I’ve been earning, like I’m driving in hell but it’s...
Okay, cuz these are first world problems
I got no reason to bitch, unless the third world got em
I’m just in a really shitty situation in my life
I don’t know what the fuck to do, but I know it’ll be alright
But this shit taking forever, I’m like what’s the reason?
I’m learning shit that don’t apply while I’ve been fucking bleeding
And when I’m looking out the window I see nothing scenic
I see kids carrying books that they ain’t fucking reading
Yeah, on the bright side, I’m out my comfort zone
But people hit me up, when I just wanna be a-fucking-lone
I’m sorry, this shit ain’t getting me where I want to go
I think I’m going crazy, but there ain’t no way I’m coming home

Outro

First World Problems

fall against your wall (acoustic)

[+] i know all of this is just pretend, i really thought you were my friend
* prod by @metlast *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
lace on and she dancin
so fine, she transcend
i know all of this is just pretend
i really thought you were my friend
game on and she panicked
just like that, she vanished
this was forever we planned it
how could you do this? like dammit

[verse:]
all of these thoughts in my head
like what is she doing in my bed
and i dont wanna talk in the end
cus i know im goin wind up dead

sparkin a spliff so my lungs collapse (i be off the pack)
fuckin a bitch so my heart turn black (til i can't feel bad)
pourin drank in my cup, no, i don't hold back (so i can't feel sad)
feelin all on my dick, shorty bring that ass (shorty bring that ass)
hop in the whip and i drive real fast (sippin a forty, foot pressin the gas)
guessin we're done so leave me in the past (first girl i loved, and i swear you're the last)

ay watch me im sippin on dat, yah
layin my head in your lap, oh
fallin im right in your trap, yah
right in your trap yah

apple music + spotify

ghost girl

prod. sketchmyname & vaegud 

sketchmyname: @sketchmyname
vaegud: @@vaegud

Cover art by the beautiful: @sushisai

Love you guys...

Lyrics:
Do you wanna watch me die like this
All the thoughts and the feelings reminisce 
And i cant seem to crawl out the abyss
I made a home with the demons in my head

I want all the fucking money i can get
When my dreams come true then ill rest
No I cant fucking leave not yet
I dont wanna leave this place with regrets

With regrets
Heart break, ship wreck
im drowning
I know youre better off without me
Prescription settle in my body
Blunt emotions left me foggy

Let me die while im numb
Let me die while im numb

I dont need no one
I dont need no one

DIE LIKE THIS

i put a ton of work into this ep and hope you enjoy and get a little glimpse of whats to come. <3

✨ polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ business inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎

✨ featured producers ✨
💎 @taurusmoon 💎
💎 @smilecrayola 💎
💎 @4evrgone 💎

the best is yet to come </3

lyrics:
dark times call for desperate measures
pills I crush just to make the time pass better
it's all in my head
I can get through this
it's all in my head 
ill make it through this alive

its time to get better
its time to get better 

love compels me to do things that I don't want to
you know well that I can't forget you and I will not leave
time that I spent alone
all the time that you don't know
I think of you inside my head
but ill get better in the end

its time to get better
its time to get better

stream ❄️

time to get better (prod. smilecrayola)

www.sadboiszn.com

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new
if we were forever can i live forever too 

i been feeling toxic
spend too much time with me and now you're feeling nauseous
cut myself right through the lungs i can barely breathe
i would trade my soul for some air and a heartbeat
drugs in my blood, numb the feelings in my brain
i'd paint you a picture if I knew how to paint
but all i do express this pain
do you think a couple words could paint a thousand pictures aye

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new 
if we were forever can i live forever too 

you said this wouldn't die
wake up overthink over-drink then i cry
this place a ghost town where you hide?
i don't wanna know, you can keep me out your sights

could you teach me how to do this shit again
what's the point when the feeling always ends
if i spill my guts for you
would you leave the room as it fills with my gloom
i'm tryna stay up but it's a trend
i can see the scales when they're tipping on the mend
she said we were forever what's new
if we were forever can i live forever too